After the "overnight"
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It's quite late so I will only post a short bit now. There is so much in my head still even now 3 days later.
I find myself thinking - daydreaming if you will - about so much from Friday night. There are so many things - some still disturb me tonight and others, well others take my breath away to think of them.
Lover51 asked if Brad was okay with it - me being there. It helped that we met in the bar at the hotel and Sue greeted me with a big hug and kiss. She then re-introduced me to Brad. We actually had a very pleasant 45 minutes or so during which time Sue got a bit buzzed. I saw what Sue liked in him - he was just normal. It was awkward until Sue said something like "are you two going to be okay?". I just said that I wanted to see her have a good time and that seemed to sort of break the ice. On the way up to their room (that was an eerie feeling - "their room") Sue started with him. Once in the room I stayed in the bathroom/closet area alcove - there was a chair in that corner at the foot of the second bed in the room - so I pretty much stayed far from them as they got comfortable togethter.
I knew what to expect and I was right. Not more than a few minutes after we got in the room Sue started to undress. I liked watching her. It seemed like it was a video or something lke that - watching from across the room. He was still dressed but she'd reminded me that she liked to be naked with him. They kissed and this time it did get to me - his hands all over her. It was like a repeat of last time - her back to me and his hands all over her. I swore to myself I would stay - and a second later she did what she did last time when I had to leave - she hunched down a bit and spread her legs and I knew he was going to feel her pussy.
I made myself watch even though I swear I was about to almost lose it - I don't know if I was going to cry but it felt like my heart was being ripped out. And I saw his fingers between her legs and a second later I saw her head gently roll back and side to side and I knew his fingers were in her. I made myself watch as she humped herself on his hand. It was like my own porno movie - watching her back wriggle back and forth. Only it was my wife.
Intense is maybe the only word I can describe it with.
I knew when I'd made it that far that I would be able to make it. I wasn't sure how I'd feel afterwards as it already felt very awkward and uneasy watching just his fingers and her reaction.
More tomorrow - my emotions are still in a million directions.
I find myself thinking - daydreaming if you will - about so much from Friday night. There are so many things - some still disturb me tonight and others, well others take my breath away to think of them.
Lover51 asked if Brad was okay with it - me being there. It helped that we met in the bar at the hotel and Sue greeted me with a big hug and kiss. She then re-introduced me to Brad. We actually had a very pleasant 45 minutes or so during which time Sue got a bit buzzed. I saw what Sue liked in him - he was just normal. It was awkward until Sue said something like "are you two going to be okay?". I just said that I wanted to see her have a good time and that seemed to sort of break the ice. On the way up to their room (that was an eerie feeling - "their room") Sue started with him. Once in the room I stayed in the bathroom/closet area alcove - there was a chair in that corner at the foot of the second bed in the room - so I pretty much stayed far from them as they got comfortable togethter.
I knew what to expect and I was right. Not more than a few minutes after we got in the room Sue started to undress. I liked watching her. It seemed like it was a video or something lke that - watching from across the room. He was still dressed but she'd reminded me that she liked to be naked with him. They kissed and this time it did get to me - his hands all over her. It was like a repeat of last time - her back to me and his hands all over her. I swore to myself I would stay - and a second later she did what she did last time when I had to leave - she hunched down a bit and spread her legs and I knew he was going to feel her pussy.
I made myself watch even though I swear I was about to almost lose it - I don't know if I was going to cry but it felt like my heart was being ripped out. And I saw his fingers between her legs and a second later I saw her head gently roll back and side to side and I knew his fingers were in her. I made myself watch as she humped herself on his hand. It was like my own porno movie - watching her back wriggle back and forth. Only it was my wife.
Intense is maybe the only word I can describe it with.
I knew when I'd made it that far that I would be able to make it. I wasn't sure how I'd feel afterwards as it already felt very awkward and uneasy watching just his fingers and her reaction.
More tomorrow - my emotions are still in a million directions.
I have said this since day one on this forum. That is exactly what watching is like and, once you join in, it's like watching a live porn movie in which you can inject yourself into "the plot" any time you wish.
Also, as I have said, I believe that is what the turn on is to this lifestyle. Personally, I think it's a load of crap (at least in my case) to say that "I do this to make my wife happy. I want her to enjoy sex with a lover." Same with all the femdom stuff. That is, "My wife says this is what she will do and she is the boss."
IMO, it's all about getting our (the male's) rocks off. And, it does, for a while. But, I'm just not sure that it can be sustained. It is an intense thing and it does send your emotions in a million directions. For me, the result was to simply find a way to deaden the painful emotions and try to enjoy the erotic and pleasant ones.
Well, you've passed that point of no return that I talked about. I hope you continue to find joy and happiness with this. Please fill us in on the details when you are ready.
Congratulations SoonToBe! You are an inspiration to me! It seems like you, Sue and Brad are all benefiting from your shared sexual adventures. I love that Sue checked with you both to see if you were OK with moving forward. It shows that she is in charge of her sexuality and I find that so exciting. I love to see (or hear about) women exert (ing) their inherent power over men.
I look forward to hearing more of your adventure. I can only hope that I am in the same position soon. If that happens, I promise to share it here. I, for one, would be interested in hearing more about your feelings regarding this experience, and Sue's too, if she shares them with you.
I look forward to hearing more of your adventure. I can only hope that I am in the same position soon. If that happens, I promise to share it here. I, for one, would be interested in hearing more about your feelings regarding this experience, and Sue's too, if she shares them with you.
Finally some time to catch up here. It has been a crazy week.
Even now, 5 days later, I'm still trying to sort out how I feel.
We, Sue and I, are very much still enjoying the after-effects. I won't say I feel differently about her at all, more that I have a different, very different, perspective on things. Right now it's not good or bad, just another view of what has always been there, us together.
That said, I have to say that the images I still can see so vividly anytime I close my eyes, are incredibly arousing in many ways. As Sue has said to me several times since last Friday, it is what I wanted. And I don't regret it, at least not yet.
As far as Kevinsslave's posting that it's not sustainable. I think that largely depends on the people who are involved. Sue seems to have chosen well with Brad as he is clearly not interested in anything more than a good fuck (as Sue has said to me herself when I have raised issues about how far she lets herself go with him). I do see risks, the next guy could touch her in a different way and yes, could cause things to change. If there's a next guy - she's said some things about being satisfied with an occasional time with Brad at times and yet at others she has said she wants something more.
Once I got over the initial "shock" of seeing her give herself to him and once I was able to breathe again, it seemed to be easier but still just not what you can adjust to right away. I mean I knew what they did - but seeing it in front of me made it real instead of just something she shared with me. As it started to sink in that this was real, I started to sort of get into it. At least in terms of wanting to see it all.
At some point I moved closer but still on the darker side of the room and I stayed quiet. Not that they were all that noisy - but Sue isn't really that noisy until she's close to orgasm. I think what gave me the most surprise was just how comfortable they were with each other. I know it's been about a year already they've been at it, it just didn't register that I'd see him being so casual with her in the same way that I am with her.
She just took his cock in her mouth and started sucking him hard. Now that was a heck of a turn-on! She can't deep-throat or anything like that but she looked incredible licking and sucking away at what she could. I remember thinking at the time that she can probably taste him already.
I loved how she looked so proud of her accomplishment when he was big and hard - I even felt good for her! It was obvious from how she was with it - her eyes closed - one hand between her legs at times rubbing away at her clit (she does that with me too) that she was enjoying it. I said before that I felt proud of her - and I'll say it again, it was totally hot watching her get Brad all worked up and watching him get her going. I remember noticing her nipples were hard too - another sign she was horny.
It was just like a porno movie. I think Brad said something like "are you ready?" and her answer was a yes and that was it. The moment of my most intense fantasy was about to begin.
She never looked over at me, neither did Brad. But I will never forget the sight of my wife lying on her back and spreading her legs for another man. Her pussy was visibly wet from where I sat quietly. It was wild watching her masturbate as Brad climbed between her spread bent knees.
And that was only surpassed by the sight of him rubbing the tip of his cock up and down Sue's spread open pussy! I had a thought of stopping it - for some reason as he did this a part of me just wanted to yell out stop and to push him away. But then I heard them - I heard Sue in this sexy sensual voice that I only hear when she's totally into fucking - she said something like "stop teasing already" and a moment later I watched something that both made me sick as well as made my cock throb wildly - Brad started to push into her.
Sue asked me later on why I stayed so far away at first and I told her I didn't want to freak them out to which she told me that after the first time when I didn't go postal on Brad, that he was okay with it and that they'd talked about how it was a turn-on for me so they were expecting me to move closer. I was going to ask why she didn't tell me to come closer but I knew she wasn't thinking about me at the time.
Seeing him push into her like that - seeing her want him like that - seeing her pull her knees back and seeing her arch her back to let him in more. Wow - it's getting me worked up just typing this. Yes, there was definitely pain at watching this - despite how beautiful and clearly enjoying herself she was - it did hurt to see it actually happen. Even now, if I could remove one moment it would be these first few seconds/minutes - something about the tenderness and intimacy of them at that moment that just eats at me.
Every time I've fucked her since then I've thought about that moment. Despite the hurt (and that's not the right word as it's not something bad that I feel) it is the most intense turn-on I can imagine. Seeing her let him into her pussy - seeing her open up for him and then - oh god- then encouraging him to take her. That was intense but didn't hurt - seeing her encourage him to do her harder. I don't remember what she said but she was clear to him that she wanted him.
It was almost like watching 2 animals mating - not my wife and her lover. I remember going to adjust my pants and thinking that I'd better be careful so I ddin't just cum in my pants.
She said she gave all of herself to him and as they continued there was no doubt. She let him hold her legs back - pushing her knees almost back to her breasts and her pussy was facing almost straight upwards - and the whole time he's fucking her. Right in front of my face - her pussy is so wet and open and clinging to him.
It seemed like it could go on forever and I could watch forever. I've seen other people fuck but never like this - and certainly never where it was Sue on her back like that. They did get louder - moans accompanying each time their crotches meet. What struck me was the sounds - wet sticky sounds.
Sue had cum several times - some bigger than others. She is very multi-orgasmic (why else would she do this if she weren't?) - always has been with me and she says it only happens (happened before me until now?) when she's really comfortable with the guy.
I knew what was coming up (ha ha). Strange to say even now that after watching them for a few minutes, I actually found myself actually wanting him to finally cum in her. It felt like watching a movie and wanting to see the ending. But for as much as I thought I was prepared - there is just something incredible about seeing it for real that first time.
Sue had told me many times how Brad likes to "plunge deep" (as she says) several times as he cums in her (every time she tells me that when we're fucking I almost cum immediately!). This was it for real. He had her legs held back by his extended arms and she was still thrusting herself upwards as he was downwards and I saw his back muscles start to tighten up - his rhythm changed for a second and then I saw him do it - my god did he plunge into her enough that she gasped out loud. Her pussy looked so raw and so swollen open for the second he pulled back and then he drove into her again.
A part of me wanted to cry - but holy shit - the other 99.99999% of me was totally into it. It seemed to me as if Sue was somehow trying to give even more of her body to him the way she was thrashing up at him.
A split-second later he pushed all the way back into her and this time he stayed and as I saw him pull back and then push in like 2 or 3 times and then pull all the way back - I knew he'd just started to cum in her. He let out a sound I can't describe and drove himself back into her and she squealed as he stayed deep in her. As I stared at him on top of her he just kept sort of grunting and thrusting gently. Sue moaned away as I just sat there looking - knowing he was cumming deep in her.
It took every bit of strength I had to not break it out and jerk-off right then and there.
I guess I got lost in that moment because the next thing I knew was that they were kissing and hugging and enjoying their moment. I wasn't even paying attention as all I could keep in my head was what I'd just seen. And I know the first thought I had when I realized my mind had wandered off was "did he pull out of her yet?" and suddenly that just became something I had to see - almost as if seeing it would be evidence that it did just happen.
And sure enough - a minute later, Brad moved back upright onto his knees. The sight of his cock slipping out of Sue's pussy and leaving a trail of cum behind is just wild to think about now.
I wanted to move over and look but I stayed still and it was a good thing because Brad leaned over and kissed her and then said something quietly to her and he walked into the bathroom, still not really looking at me. She told me later that he said that she should make sure I was okay while he was in the head. I didn't know that - all I saw was Brad walk towards the bathroom and her roll over and she quietly said "do you hate me?". I knelt next to her bed and kissed her and said "no - I'm jealous of you!". She gave me that giggle again and called me crazy. I gave her a gentle kiss one more time as we heard Brad come out of the bathroom.
More tomorrow.
Even now, 5 days later, I'm still trying to sort out how I feel.
We, Sue and I, are very much still enjoying the after-effects. I won't say I feel differently about her at all, more that I have a different, very different, perspective on things. Right now it's not good or bad, just another view of what has always been there, us together.
That said, I have to say that the images I still can see so vividly anytime I close my eyes, are incredibly arousing in many ways. As Sue has said to me several times since last Friday, it is what I wanted. And I don't regret it, at least not yet.
As far as Kevinsslave's posting that it's not sustainable. I think that largely depends on the people who are involved. Sue seems to have chosen well with Brad as he is clearly not interested in anything more than a good fuck (as Sue has said to me herself when I have raised issues about how far she lets herself go with him). I do see risks, the next guy could touch her in a different way and yes, could cause things to change. If there's a next guy - she's said some things about being satisfied with an occasional time with Brad at times and yet at others she has said she wants something more.
Once I got over the initial "shock" of seeing her give herself to him and once I was able to breathe again, it seemed to be easier but still just not what you can adjust to right away. I mean I knew what they did - but seeing it in front of me made it real instead of just something she shared with me. As it started to sink in that this was real, I started to sort of get into it. At least in terms of wanting to see it all.
At some point I moved closer but still on the darker side of the room and I stayed quiet. Not that they were all that noisy - but Sue isn't really that noisy until she's close to orgasm. I think what gave me the most surprise was just how comfortable they were with each other. I know it's been about a year already they've been at it, it just didn't register that I'd see him being so casual with her in the same way that I am with her.
She just took his cock in her mouth and started sucking him hard. Now that was a heck of a turn-on! She can't deep-throat or anything like that but she looked incredible licking and sucking away at what she could. I remember thinking at the time that she can probably taste him already.
I loved how she looked so proud of her accomplishment when he was big and hard - I even felt good for her! It was obvious from how she was with it - her eyes closed - one hand between her legs at times rubbing away at her clit (she does that with me too) that she was enjoying it. I said before that I felt proud of her - and I'll say it again, it was totally hot watching her get Brad all worked up and watching him get her going. I remember noticing her nipples were hard too - another sign she was horny.
It was just like a porno movie. I think Brad said something like "are you ready?" and her answer was a yes and that was it. The moment of my most intense fantasy was about to begin.
She never looked over at me, neither did Brad. But I will never forget the sight of my wife lying on her back and spreading her legs for another man. Her pussy was visibly wet from where I sat quietly. It was wild watching her masturbate as Brad climbed between her spread bent knees.
And that was only surpassed by the sight of him rubbing the tip of his cock up and down Sue's spread open pussy! I had a thought of stopping it - for some reason as he did this a part of me just wanted to yell out stop and to push him away. But then I heard them - I heard Sue in this sexy sensual voice that I only hear when she's totally into fucking - she said something like "stop teasing already" and a moment later I watched something that both made me sick as well as made my cock throb wildly - Brad started to push into her.
Sue asked me later on why I stayed so far away at first and I told her I didn't want to freak them out to which she told me that after the first time when I didn't go postal on Brad, that he was okay with it and that they'd talked about how it was a turn-on for me so they were expecting me to move closer. I was going to ask why she didn't tell me to come closer but I knew she wasn't thinking about me at the time.
Seeing him push into her like that - seeing her want him like that - seeing her pull her knees back and seeing her arch her back to let him in more. Wow - it's getting me worked up just typing this. Yes, there was definitely pain at watching this - despite how beautiful and clearly enjoying herself she was - it did hurt to see it actually happen. Even now, if I could remove one moment it would be these first few seconds/minutes - something about the tenderness and intimacy of them at that moment that just eats at me.
Every time I've fucked her since then I've thought about that moment. Despite the hurt (and that's not the right word as it's not something bad that I feel) it is the most intense turn-on I can imagine. Seeing her let him into her pussy - seeing her open up for him and then - oh god- then encouraging him to take her. That was intense but didn't hurt - seeing her encourage him to do her harder. I don't remember what she said but she was clear to him that she wanted him.
It was almost like watching 2 animals mating - not my wife and her lover. I remember going to adjust my pants and thinking that I'd better be careful so I ddin't just cum in my pants.
She said she gave all of herself to him and as they continued there was no doubt. She let him hold her legs back - pushing her knees almost back to her breasts and her pussy was facing almost straight upwards - and the whole time he's fucking her. Right in front of my face - her pussy is so wet and open and clinging to him.
It seemed like it could go on forever and I could watch forever. I've seen other people fuck but never like this - and certainly never where it was Sue on her back like that. They did get louder - moans accompanying each time their crotches meet. What struck me was the sounds - wet sticky sounds.
Sue had cum several times - some bigger than others. She is very multi-orgasmic (why else would she do this if she weren't?) - always has been with me and she says it only happens (happened before me until now?) when she's really comfortable with the guy.
I knew what was coming up (ha ha). Strange to say even now that after watching them for a few minutes, I actually found myself actually wanting him to finally cum in her. It felt like watching a movie and wanting to see the ending. But for as much as I thought I was prepared - there is just something incredible about seeing it for real that first time.
Sue had told me many times how Brad likes to "plunge deep" (as she says) several times as he cums in her (every time she tells me that when we're fucking I almost cum immediately!). This was it for real. He had her legs held back by his extended arms and she was still thrusting herself upwards as he was downwards and I saw his back muscles start to tighten up - his rhythm changed for a second and then I saw him do it - my god did he plunge into her enough that she gasped out loud. Her pussy looked so raw and so swollen open for the second he pulled back and then he drove into her again.
A part of me wanted to cry - but holy shit - the other 99.99999% of me was totally into it. It seemed to me as if Sue was somehow trying to give even more of her body to him the way she was thrashing up at him.
A split-second later he pushed all the way back into her and this time he stayed and as I saw him pull back and then push in like 2 or 3 times and then pull all the way back - I knew he'd just started to cum in her. He let out a sound I can't describe and drove himself back into her and she squealed as he stayed deep in her. As I stared at him on top of her he just kept sort of grunting and thrusting gently. Sue moaned away as I just sat there looking - knowing he was cumming deep in her.
It took every bit of strength I had to not break it out and jerk-off right then and there.
I guess I got lost in that moment because the next thing I knew was that they were kissing and hugging and enjoying their moment. I wasn't even paying attention as all I could keep in my head was what I'd just seen. And I know the first thought I had when I realized my mind had wandered off was "did he pull out of her yet?" and suddenly that just became something I had to see - almost as if seeing it would be evidence that it did just happen.
And sure enough - a minute later, Brad moved back upright onto his knees. The sight of his cock slipping out of Sue's pussy and leaving a trail of cum behind is just wild to think about now.
I wanted to move over and look but I stayed still and it was a good thing because Brad leaned over and kissed her and then said something quietly to her and he walked into the bathroom, still not really looking at me. She told me later that he said that she should make sure I was okay while he was in the head. I didn't know that - all I saw was Brad walk towards the bathroom and her roll over and she quietly said "do you hate me?". I knelt next to her bed and kissed her and said "no - I'm jealous of you!". She gave me that giggle again and called me crazy. I gave her a gentle kiss one more time as we heard Brad come out of the bathroom.
More tomorrow.
There is something about that fine line between pleasure and pain. When one can walk it without falling into pain it is an incredible experience.
Glad to here you enjoyed yourself this time. Did she come home with you and satisfy your need, or did she stay with Brad, or perhaps did she come home with you and fall into a satisfied sleep?
Glad to here you enjoyed yourself this time. Did she come home with you and satisfy your need, or did she stay with Brad, or perhaps did she come home with you and fall into a satisfied sleep?
It is hard to believe it's been over a week now.
But now and I suspect forever, I'm never going to forget what I saw. Still, just to think about them - him - her - them - it gets me hard right away!
I will say that every night that Sue and I have had sex since then - all I can think about is seeing his cock slip out of her and seeing her freshly fucked, cum-filled pussy right there not 10 feet away from me. There is something so intense about seeing it happen - something I hadn't really anticipated - that it's real and it's Sue lying there and it's Brad pounding away at her.
After the first few moments I actually sort of started to root for them - wishing he'd take her harder and deeper and wishing she could pull her legs back even further. Seeing him grinding against her, knowing he was so deep inside her - seeing it instead of having to imagine it was much more intense in so many ways.
Yes to those who have posted here and elsewhere - it was somewhat humbling, not humiliating, but humbling to see her arch her back and cum just about when he did. I did feel my stomach churn as I saw him pushing into her as I knew he was cumming. But at the same moment - oh my god - I have never felt so sexually turned on about anything (well, except for maybe my first fuck). Somehow - knowing he was cumming in her - just as he had for so many weeks and months before - it just turned me on and still does.
She just lay there afterwards - not a care in the world. Her knees still up and her hips seeming to be pushed back still. Seeing her like that - seeing her dreamy eyes up at Brad as he pulled out of her. Holy shit - what a feeling. But I didn't feel bad or threatened at all - instead - all I could think and feel was that she looked so fucking good lying there. Clearly WELL FUCKED!!! I've left her like that many times but to see her after Brad did it, maybe that I hadn't yet cum made it all the more intense.
I did look at his cock. I'll admit it. It did look good - semi-hard with cum still oozing - knowing where he'd been. I will even say I think I knew how Sue felt when she took him gently in her mouth and "cleaned him off" as she later told me.
True to her word, she seemed to be totally comfortable lying there with cum running out of her. She made no effort at all to clean up or to even cover up. She didn't look at me but it was clear she did not care that either I or Brad were looking, staring at her.
I"m not sure of how much time went by - it all seemed to happen so fast and yet it also seemed to be painfully slow at times. But I suspect maybe an hour or so had passed since we'd gone back to the room.
I remained quiet - still not sure if I should say or do anything but not wanting to upset what was going on as they seemed oblivious to me. They put a hotel-porn movie on and lay on the bed caressing each other and whispering and laughing. I could hear some of what they said and all it did was turn me on even more - talk of how Sue loved him so deep and also of how Brad loved how she felt "inside".
I sat way back on the other bed in the room against the headboard and watched and sure enough - maybe 30 minutes later - there was motion and activity on the other bed.
Sue had rolled onto her side sort of facing in my direction and Brad moved up behind her and pulled her right leg up to her chest. A second later Sue pulled her leg up even higher and Brad climbed up and straddled her leg and he just pushed right into her.
This was the position she'd shown me. She pulled her knee up even more and pushed her lower back towards him pushing her pussy into better position.
I felt like I was in a trance - she was just lying there letting him pound at her. And then she opened her eyes and looked at me and smiled. I will never forget her staring at me for a second as Brad pushed into her even more. She smiled and gave me a sultry look and then just closed her eyes and pushed back even more. She told me later that she saw me and could tell from how I looked that I truly was okay with it. She also said that when she closed her eyes at that moment and when I saw her push back that she had such an intense orgasm at that moment!!!!!
I watched as Brad just fucked her in that position. I could have watched all night. But a few minutes later he pushed hard into her and then remained still - and I will always remember the smile on her face as he came in her a second time.
I loved watching it. I didn't feel threatened at all this second time - maybe her sultry look at me or whatever but I felt nothing but pride - so proud of her that she'd let herself get fucked like that - the way she wanted it.
She rolled to her front after he pulled out and he knelt above her and just kissed her back. She rolled over under him and they kissed again. I actually felt so good for her at that moment - how could I feel bad after watching the woman I love experience such heights of pleasure!
When I came back out of my daydream Brad was getting up off of her and he looked at me for a moment and then smiled and said downward to Sue that he was going to wash up.
That was the first moment in several hours that I went over and sat next to her and just caressed her hair and her face and her back. She put her arm out around my waist and pulled me to her.
Now I still didn't know what the plan was - but I knew I desperately wanted to fuck Sue! When Brad came out of the bathroom it was clear. He said he had to be going and he thanked us - for a very nice evening. We had some idle chat - Sue had rolled over and pulled a bedsheet over her by this point (something that I have wondered about) - but when he came out she got up and hugged and kissed him as he dressed. Again, they were so comfortable with each other that I just kept quiet and they seemed to stay in their own world. But when he put his shoes on and gave her a last kiss he walked to me and shook my hand and he just said, in such a deep almost truthful way, "thank you - Sue is a wonderful lady". All I said was "you are welcome" and he said that he was leaving and that we should stay the night.
More later.
But now and I suspect forever, I'm never going to forget what I saw. Still, just to think about them - him - her - them - it gets me hard right away!
I will say that every night that Sue and I have had sex since then - all I can think about is seeing his cock slip out of her and seeing her freshly fucked, cum-filled pussy right there not 10 feet away from me. There is something so intense about seeing it happen - something I hadn't really anticipated - that it's real and it's Sue lying there and it's Brad pounding away at her.
After the first few moments I actually sort of started to root for them - wishing he'd take her harder and deeper and wishing she could pull her legs back even further. Seeing him grinding against her, knowing he was so deep inside her - seeing it instead of having to imagine it was much more intense in so many ways.
Yes to those who have posted here and elsewhere - it was somewhat humbling, not humiliating, but humbling to see her arch her back and cum just about when he did. I did feel my stomach churn as I saw him pushing into her as I knew he was cumming. But at the same moment - oh my god - I have never felt so sexually turned on about anything (well, except for maybe my first fuck). Somehow - knowing he was cumming in her - just as he had for so many weeks and months before - it just turned me on and still does.
She just lay there afterwards - not a care in the world. Her knees still up and her hips seeming to be pushed back still. Seeing her like that - seeing her dreamy eyes up at Brad as he pulled out of her. Holy shit - what a feeling. But I didn't feel bad or threatened at all - instead - all I could think and feel was that she looked so fucking good lying there. Clearly WELL FUCKED!!! I've left her like that many times but to see her after Brad did it, maybe that I hadn't yet cum made it all the more intense.
I did look at his cock. I'll admit it. It did look good - semi-hard with cum still oozing - knowing where he'd been. I will even say I think I knew how Sue felt when she took him gently in her mouth and "cleaned him off" as she later told me.
True to her word, she seemed to be totally comfortable lying there with cum running out of her. She made no effort at all to clean up or to even cover up. She didn't look at me but it was clear she did not care that either I or Brad were looking, staring at her.
I"m not sure of how much time went by - it all seemed to happen so fast and yet it also seemed to be painfully slow at times. But I suspect maybe an hour or so had passed since we'd gone back to the room.
I remained quiet - still not sure if I should say or do anything but not wanting to upset what was going on as they seemed oblivious to me. They put a hotel-porn movie on and lay on the bed caressing each other and whispering and laughing. I could hear some of what they said and all it did was turn me on even more - talk of how Sue loved him so deep and also of how Brad loved how she felt "inside".
I sat way back on the other bed in the room against the headboard and watched and sure enough - maybe 30 minutes later - there was motion and activity on the other bed.
Sue had rolled onto her side sort of facing in my direction and Brad moved up behind her and pulled her right leg up to her chest. A second later Sue pulled her leg up even higher and Brad climbed up and straddled her leg and he just pushed right into her.
This was the position she'd shown me. She pulled her knee up even more and pushed her lower back towards him pushing her pussy into better position.
I felt like I was in a trance - she was just lying there letting him pound at her. And then she opened her eyes and looked at me and smiled. I will never forget her staring at me for a second as Brad pushed into her even more. She smiled and gave me a sultry look and then just closed her eyes and pushed back even more. She told me later that she saw me and could tell from how I looked that I truly was okay with it. She also said that when she closed her eyes at that moment and when I saw her push back that she had such an intense orgasm at that moment!!!!!
I watched as Brad just fucked her in that position. I could have watched all night. But a few minutes later he pushed hard into her and then remained still - and I will always remember the smile on her face as he came in her a second time.
I loved watching it. I didn't feel threatened at all this second time - maybe her sultry look at me or whatever but I felt nothing but pride - so proud of her that she'd let herself get fucked like that - the way she wanted it.
She rolled to her front after he pulled out and he knelt above her and just kissed her back. She rolled over under him and they kissed again. I actually felt so good for her at that moment - how could I feel bad after watching the woman I love experience such heights of pleasure!
When I came back out of my daydream Brad was getting up off of her and he looked at me for a moment and then smiled and said downward to Sue that he was going to wash up.
That was the first moment in several hours that I went over and sat next to her and just caressed her hair and her face and her back. She put her arm out around my waist and pulled me to her.
Now I still didn't know what the plan was - but I knew I desperately wanted to fuck Sue! When Brad came out of the bathroom it was clear. He said he had to be going and he thanked us - for a very nice evening. We had some idle chat - Sue had rolled over and pulled a bedsheet over her by this point (something that I have wondered about) - but when he came out she got up and hugged and kissed him as he dressed. Again, they were so comfortable with each other that I just kept quiet and they seemed to stay in their own world. But when he put his shoes on and gave her a last kiss he walked to me and shook my hand and he just said, in such a deep almost truthful way, "thank you - Sue is a wonderful lady". All I said was "you are welcome" and he said that he was leaving and that we should stay the night.
More later.
Apologies for disappearing from here - but hey - there is life outside this forum and sometimes it just gets busy.
It now seems like almost a dream - an intense one at that.
I noticed that I just left things hanging. Thinking back to that night. Like I said, it seemed like my own private porno movie right in front of my very eyes.
Even now, in my mind, I can still see, hear and even smell and feel them together and every time I do Sue laughs that my cock gets hard! But one thing, she now believes me in full that I am okay about her fucking Brad.
I described it as humbling, not humiliating. Maybe that's because Brad was a nice guy about it. He wasn't really loud and neither was Sue for that matter - I suspected it was because they were a bit self-conscious about me being there. She did admit later on that she was concerned if Brad would be okay with me there. She said she knew she would feel self-conscious herself but that if she just focused on Brad, that she thought she'd be okay.
It was very - VERY - erotic watching them actually fucking. With hindsight being 20:20 - I do wish I'd moved in closer or had more of a role other than voyeur watching them.
I knew they'd fucked many times from how they seemed together. That was what I noticed - they were not awkward together - they were sort of well-rehearsed.
I can say that the moment I heard Brad arch his back and grunt as he was cumming in Sue was probably the most intense moment I've ever felt. I loved knowing she was eagerly letting him cum in her - she held her own legs back and that's a sign I've known forever that she wanted it deep in her.
Seeing the trickle of his sperm appear around his cock as he enjoyed remaining in her afterwards was incredibly arousing. It was the proof I'd always wanted to see. Seeing him slip out of her and seeing her pussy still open and his semen visible in her is a moment I will cherish forever.
It was nice that he left like he did. It was a little awkward after they'd finished the second time as sort of "what do we say or do now" kind of way. Neither of us (the 3 of us) seemed to feel that much at ease afterwards - I found it hard to say anything to Brad other than and occasional wow and when he was leaving, that I said thank-you to him. But it was awkward for us.
But after he left - it felt so incredibly exciting for me to pull her down to the bed with me. The bed they'd fucked in - it still felt warm from them.
She giggled at me when she saw my huge hard-on. And, as I said, my response and reaction to her was what she needed to see and experience.
I remember how it seemed just so incredibly "appropriate" when she just lay back under me and said quietly "it's your turn now" and she just presented her well fucked body to me. All she said as I moved into position was "be gentle, okay?".
I've fucked her many times after she's been with Brad - but NEVER in such a short period of time. Even now 2+ weeks later - the sensation of feeling her swollen and VERY wet pussy just accept my cock is something I can never forget.
It wasn't that she felt so loose or gaping open inside. Actually, I've felt her more open and loose after I've used a dildo on her when we've been together alone and I've told her that we'll pretend/role-play that it's another guy fucking her. At those times I'll pull the dildo out of her and push my cock in and do that over and over telling her we're taking turns till she cums.
She didn't feel that loose - but there was just this sensation of her being swollen and used that just blew my mind. Feeling the lips of her pussy just swallow me up - feeling the base of my cock pushing her open as wide as I could - knowing Brad was in her in the same place not more than minutes earlier just drove me crazy. But when she said, and I will never forget this, "do you like how I feel?" - that was it - when I let myself think about Brads cum being what I'm feeling inside her - that was it and I came so intensely it was incredible.
We laughed and giggled afterwards - I remember getting us a washcloth and cleaning up a bit before we simply got into bed and slept the night.
We had a "quickie" the next morning - all I needed to do was let myself think about the night before and I got off lightning fast - and after showering, we went home.
I can't say that I really feel any differently about her now. She hasn't mentioned Brad in over a week now in terms of her wanting to get together with him but it's been a busy few weeks with stuff on the weekends so we haven't had all that much time for sex in the first place.
But I will say that every time I look at her since that night that I see her in a new light and that all I can think of is having her.
Gotta run. She's due for her period again sometime towards the end of this week so things are on a downturn for a while.
It now seems like almost a dream - an intense one at that.
I noticed that I just left things hanging. Thinking back to that night. Like I said, it seemed like my own private porno movie right in front of my very eyes.
Even now, in my mind, I can still see, hear and even smell and feel them together and every time I do Sue laughs that my cock gets hard! But one thing, she now believes me in full that I am okay about her fucking Brad.
I described it as humbling, not humiliating. Maybe that's because Brad was a nice guy about it. He wasn't really loud and neither was Sue for that matter - I suspected it was because they were a bit self-conscious about me being there. She did admit later on that she was concerned if Brad would be okay with me there. She said she knew she would feel self-conscious herself but that if she just focused on Brad, that she thought she'd be okay.
It was very - VERY - erotic watching them actually fucking. With hindsight being 20:20 - I do wish I'd moved in closer or had more of a role other than voyeur watching them.
I knew they'd fucked many times from how they seemed together. That was what I noticed - they were not awkward together - they were sort of well-rehearsed.
I can say that the moment I heard Brad arch his back and grunt as he was cumming in Sue was probably the most intense moment I've ever felt. I loved knowing she was eagerly letting him cum in her - she held her own legs back and that's a sign I've known forever that she wanted it deep in her.
Seeing the trickle of his sperm appear around his cock as he enjoyed remaining in her afterwards was incredibly arousing. It was the proof I'd always wanted to see. Seeing him slip out of her and seeing her pussy still open and his semen visible in her is a moment I will cherish forever.
It was nice that he left like he did. It was a little awkward after they'd finished the second time as sort of "what do we say or do now" kind of way. Neither of us (the 3 of us) seemed to feel that much at ease afterwards - I found it hard to say anything to Brad other than and occasional wow and when he was leaving, that I said thank-you to him. But it was awkward for us.
But after he left - it felt so incredibly exciting for me to pull her down to the bed with me. The bed they'd fucked in - it still felt warm from them.
She giggled at me when she saw my huge hard-on. And, as I said, my response and reaction to her was what she needed to see and experience.
I remember how it seemed just so incredibly "appropriate" when she just lay back under me and said quietly "it's your turn now" and she just presented her well fucked body to me. All she said as I moved into position was "be gentle, okay?".
I've fucked her many times after she's been with Brad - but NEVER in such a short period of time. Even now 2+ weeks later - the sensation of feeling her swollen and VERY wet pussy just accept my cock is something I can never forget.
It wasn't that she felt so loose or gaping open inside. Actually, I've felt her more open and loose after I've used a dildo on her when we've been together alone and I've told her that we'll pretend/role-play that it's another guy fucking her. At those times I'll pull the dildo out of her and push my cock in and do that over and over telling her we're taking turns till she cums.
She didn't feel that loose - but there was just this sensation of her being swollen and used that just blew my mind. Feeling the lips of her pussy just swallow me up - feeling the base of my cock pushing her open as wide as I could - knowing Brad was in her in the same place not more than minutes earlier just drove me crazy. But when she said, and I will never forget this, "do you like how I feel?" - that was it - when I let myself think about Brads cum being what I'm feeling inside her - that was it and I came so intensely it was incredible.
We laughed and giggled afterwards - I remember getting us a washcloth and cleaning up a bit before we simply got into bed and slept the night.
We had a "quickie" the next morning - all I needed to do was let myself think about the night before and I got off lightning fast - and after showering, we went home.
I can't say that I really feel any differently about her now. She hasn't mentioned Brad in over a week now in terms of her wanting to get together with him but it's been a busy few weeks with stuff on the weekends so we haven't had all that much time for sex in the first place.
But I will say that every time I look at her since that night that I see her in a new light and that all I can think of is having her.
Gotta run. She's due for her period again sometime towards the end of this week so things are on a downturn for a while.
