Custer Laststand said:
I, for one, would be interested in hearing your married woman's views of your affair, and of you, not her cuckold, being the father of all her children. Probably others would also be interested.
Hi, I am Sam...the Hot Wife, Slut, *****, Adultress, Crazy, Freak.. whatever you guys would like to call me..You can see my pic in the profile, it recent one after 3 babies and the toll it has taken on my body.
First and Foremost...We have been engaged in this since last 9 years and were active in a lot of sex related forums... to share our experience.. the responses we have received were very negative and hateful, i have even received death threats that people saying that they will trace us and shame us, so we decided to take a break with all the online stuff for a while, till recently decided to try again in various forums related to Swinging, Cuckolding... and so on. People think we are a bunch of dumbos to get into something like this, I am a reputed architect, assistant to the chief in a reputed firm and my bull is a mechanical engineer in a govt oil & gas firm, so we are aware what we are into and take full responsibility of our actions.
The response we have received was amazing and we really appreciate us, especially not judging our actions. People who don't agree with our way of life.. leaves us along and people do appreciate our ways, like you guys provide us the encouragement and support to share our experience. Also to say sharing the experience is also a part we find very exciting especially when we can say about our thing anonymously and not jeopardizing our relationships.
To tell more about myself, i met my bull Renju in college.. we dated for a few years. I was virgin till then and Renju was the one who took my virginity. The sex was frequent and exciting and finally split after college as we went our ways apart. I dated a few men in between, and few flings here and there finally settled for my hubby, he was nice.. sex was not that great..but OK. After we married, things started getting worse.. he never had much time for me, and sex was just a formality for him, i could not do any foreplay with this guy as he could not last more than a few minutes, he blamed it on a sensitive penis. We had to used desensitization creams, but then he got bore of the sex as he could not come. I felt he was a defective piece of shit, when i came to sex. My hubby has a 4" erect penis but i never cared for sizes as most Indians are average dicks. I love him for everything else as he provides for me and the kids, but he was a non-performer. As far as i can tell, my bull Renju was the best i ever had.. he knew my spots and he lasted at least i came at least twice.
When i met Renju few months after my marriage, sex was not my mind.. we just relived out our past... at that point i never regretted leaving him..after few unofficial dates with him, we started making love again and that is the point i realized what I was missing, how deeply i regretted of leaving him. My hubby started talking of making kids, I cannot continue with such a retarded gene pool, i cannot think of my kids as non-performers.. so at that point after many considerations i finally decided to have kids only with my bull.
Now I know my hubby is not aware but I treat it as a humiliation of him for not satisfying his wife. The humiliation of being ****** to raise the kids and provide for his wife and bull... and that thought gets me aroused even more and whatever chances i could humiliate him, I would try.. just coming after my bull has filled me and forcing him to eat pussy, he would do it, thinking that it is my grool and lick it up. My bull owns me and my pussy so I have to take his permission to give it to anyone else and this is another form of humiliation I love, I only have sex with my hubby when I want my bull to have. Sometimes when we are having sex, my bull would call me pretending to be my chief and leave there saying there is emergency at work. Even a member from the community suggest in having him feed my bulls cum, I am doing that nowadays along with the food i make and protein shakes he takes to gym. Anyway nowadays sex has reduced to jerk off and I only force him to have sex when i get knocked up so that he thinks it is his baby.
The rest of the story from our 1st baby to the latest, my bull has already pinned down for you guys. Now coming to the point that he thinks of quitting me... well no way.. he will have to keep making babies till whenever it is possible or at least till my hubby decides to get cut or something like that. He is managing his personal life well so far and he has said that I am much more better than his wife, so I will be always there for him, even his wife finds out.
Regarding my situation if my hubby finds out, well I will have to prepared to take responsibility for my actions as it was my decision in first place to be bred by my bull. My bull even offered to be part of the kids lives but I dont want him to get involved at this stage, however I ensure that he gets to meet our wonderful kids 2-3 time a month. Another advantage is that the laws in India are normally stacked in favour of the woman and one good lawyer could turn things around. Even if he find out that they are not his kids, I could work out an out of court settlement from him. In addition to this I am well off as I have a good paying job and I could go back to my parents place in case of something happens. So you see I have covered all these aspects before getting commited to somethign like this. Still above all my hubby love the kids, it wont be long before he misses them.
Another angle to this is make him bit more soft and may be convert him to a full time cuckold, it is very difficult as you know the more uptight guy he is the bigger his ego and man pride. It is my dream to have my bull fuck me doggy style while my cuck hubby will lick his balls and rim his ass.
As you said above the biggest problem has been BC going on and off... we might try the diapraghm and spermicdial as suggested by one member from community, but I have been thinking even making infertile.. without him not being aware, so dont have to worry about birth control. However my bull disagrees on that matter.
To conclude, I am really loving this lifestyle being sexually liberated and have no regrets about it and this what motivates me to have more babies with my bull.