Can't stop jacking off to IR porn
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my boyfriend loves ir porn and we say naughty things to each other about big black cock when he's in me. i know he likes the idea of me being with a black man (I haven't whilst being with him) and I like the idea that he is thinking about it while he's having sex with me - so I guess it works both ways sometimes.
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Well, just to give you an idea of how it is. Here is a pic of me jacking to IR porn....me soft and hard...I probably have jacked off like average 6-8 times a day to nothing but IR since I was a young teen, nothing else can even get me hard ever.
By the way I am genuinely 3 1/2 inches fully erect but honestly we should all be compared by weighing our cocks cause just length doesn't do the differnce in size justice. you might say a black man is 3-4 times my length but he would be like 15-20 times the weight of my cock. Its the whole volume you have to compare, not just length, why it amazes me. I've always wondered what about how girls who've experiences my sizer feel when with black guys so much bigger. My first ever girlfriend cheated on me with a black guy who was over 11 inches when I was 18 years old for real, but I never got to talk to her about it. But I understood her curiosity for black men. I was too insecure to tell her how much it bm/wf together turned me on then.
Well, just to give you an idea of how it is. Here is a pic of me jacking to IR porn....me soft and hard...I probably have jacked off like average 6-8 times a day to nothing but IR since I was a young teen, nothing else can even get me hard ever.
By the way I am genuinely 3 1/2 inches fully erect but honestly we should all be compared by weighing our cocks cause just length doesn't do the differnce in size justice. you might say a black man is 3-4 times my length but he would be like 15-20 times the weight of my cock. Its the whole volume you have to compare, not just length, why it amazes me. I've always wondered what about how girls who've experiences my sizer feel when with black guys so much bigger. My first ever girlfriend cheated on me with a black guy who was over 11 inches when I was 18 years old for real, but I never got to talk to her about it. But I understood her curiosity for black men. I was too insecure to tell her how much it bm/wf together turned me on then.
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I saw this on another interracial site some time ago:
"I've been thinking about this for a while and have discussed it with some other white males lately. I think personally it is an intriguing idea. Basically the paradox of the white male is that the goal for the average white boy ir addict is to empty their nuts to ir porn, yet when they get to the point that their nuts are empty they feel empty, weak and frustrated. Why is that? Let me elaborate.
"First of all, this only applies to white male ir addicts, not to casual ir fans. This is mainly for the serious white boys who accept their role.
"So my goal as a white guy, when I'm horny, is to cum as much as possible to ir porn. I think of it as a "need" that I need to fill. It's very overwhelming and hard to cope with sometimes. When I'm at that point, I really try to watch a ton of ir porn and cum as much as possible. The goal is to get the point where I'm "fulfilled", "satisfied" and "happy". When I'm in that state, cumming to ir porn is like an amazing tribute that I feel I give to the black bulls and white sluts involved in the ir lifestyle.
"And yet, after cumming over a period of time, usually several days, to the point where basically I am empty of cum, a feeling sets in where I'm frustrated. A kind of emptiness fills me, as I realize how low I feel and how much time and effort I've dedicated to ir. And so I may take a break from ir, but eventually, always, no matter what, I'm drawn back in.
"And that is what I mean by the Paradox of the White Male."
"I've been thinking about this for a while and have discussed it with some other white males lately. I think personally it is an intriguing idea. Basically the paradox of the white male is that the goal for the average white boy ir addict is to empty their nuts to ir porn, yet when they get to the point that their nuts are empty they feel empty, weak and frustrated. Why is that? Let me elaborate.
"First of all, this only applies to white male ir addicts, not to casual ir fans. This is mainly for the serious white boys who accept their role.
"So my goal as a white guy, when I'm horny, is to cum as much as possible to ir porn. I think of it as a "need" that I need to fill. It's very overwhelming and hard to cope with sometimes. When I'm at that point, I really try to watch a ton of ir porn and cum as much as possible. The goal is to get the point where I'm "fulfilled", "satisfied" and "happy". When I'm in that state, cumming to ir porn is like an amazing tribute that I feel I give to the black bulls and white sluts involved in the ir lifestyle.
"And yet, after cumming over a period of time, usually several days, to the point where basically I am empty of cum, a feeling sets in where I'm frustrated. A kind of emptiness fills me, as I realize how low I feel and how much time and effort I've dedicated to ir. And so I may take a break from ir, but eventually, always, no matter what, I'm drawn back in.
"And that is what I mean by the Paradox of the White Male."
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I fully agree with this. For many black guys it is a trophy or a feather in their hat to be getting the white pussy knowing the white boys are beating off instead of getting any pussy.MsGary said:
And it is definitely a psychological victory along with a physical one knowing their black cum is going inside the white females while the white boys cum is going nowhere where it can do its job. If the black guys decide to cut the white boys off from the pussy then it becomes a dominance and control statement for them which is another feather for their hat.
Addictions of any kind are dangerous because they reprogram your normal activities ... job, relationships, hobbies, etc etc. So your note that you can't wait for her to leave so you can go back to masturbation is actually affecting your relationship with her, whether you admit it or not.
Porn addiction is often treated just like alcohol or drug addictions ... you have to stop "cold turkey", and when you find that you can not stop, or you don't stop & won't admit it a problem, then you have an addiction. So give this addiction serious attention. And, don't be afraid to ask for professional help to beat it. Good luck ... Mac
Porn addiction is often treated just like alcohol or drug addictions ... you have to stop "cold turkey", and when you find that you can not stop, or you don't stop & won't admit it a problem, then you have an addiction. So give this addiction serious attention. And, don't be afraid to ask for professional help to beat it. Good luck ... Mac
I'm a 59 y/o mwm and having been j/o to IR porn for a few years now. I do it everyday. Got my wife to take BBC a few years ago and to date she has had five blk lovers. I never can get hard anymore with her,,,only when watching pics and vids I've taken of her w/ BBC. I need viagara or something. I haven't been able to really have sex with her in months. Yet, I can get hard when I watch her having sex with some of our blk friends.
Don't worry about addition and the effects of masturbation...
I´m 64 and I jerk off (edging...) 2 to 3 times a week for several hours (5 or 6 hours) since more than 10 years and I´m still able to fuck my wife whenever she is in the mood!
It's all a matter of imagination...
And, by the way, I love IR!!!
I´m 64 and I jerk off (edging...) 2 to 3 times a week for several hours (5 or 6 hours) since more than 10 years and I´m still able to fuck my wife whenever she is in the mood!
It's all a matter of imagination...
And, by the way, I love IR!!!
