change my name to: I'mACuck

[SoonToBe]

She called me this afternoon and said she'd be home a little late and asked if I could get dinner started. I didn't ask - I knew why.

She got home just as I was about to put steaks on the barbeque so I ran inside to follow her up to the bedroom. Once we closed the door I pulled her close and kissed her and told her I wanted to help her get changed.

My god - I damn near came in my jeans when she slipped off her skirt and slip-thing and I saw her wet panties. She stood in front of me in her knee-highs, wet-panties and her blouse that I now saw was half-way open. She had this flushed look on her chest and my god she just looked so fucking hot.

I went to go for her and she pushed me away and said I had to go get dinner on the grill. I kissed her and held her and told her "before I go" and with that I slid my hand from around the small of her back to her stomach and then I slid it down under her panties.

When I reached her pussy she just said "be quick" and she relaxed and spread her legs apart and I ran my finger up through her wet pussy. My god it felt so incredible. I evenfelt my cock twitch just as I was about to cum from how she felt but before I could push it up inside her she pulled my hand out of her panties and said "I'll be just like this later, I won't wash up, okay? Now go cook".

So - now we have 45 minutes till we can say good night to our son and I can fuck the hell out of her. I'm trying to avoid our 13 year old daughter so she doesn't ask about the tent in my pants. I swear, I haven't felt this horny since I was 15. Knowing she's all wet and waiting for me!

Deacon - you're funny - but I suppose you're right too.

This is just totally incredible. I cannot find a word to describe how I feel - I need to step away because as I'm writing this I'm getting carried away. Certainly no E.D. here but damn if I don't feel like I took a Viagra with how fucking hard my cock is.

 

[Custer Laststand]

I'mACuck,

.... I went to go for her and she pushed me away and said I had to go get dinner on the grill. .... When I reached her pussy she just said "be quick" and she relaxed and spread her legs apart.... .... [then she] pulled my hand out of her panties and said "I'll be just like this later.... Now go cook".

Sounds like Sue is inexorably moving you toward your proper role as her cuckold, in support of her sexual ventures....

—Custer

 

[SoonToBe]

I only have a.minute - we're in the midst of closing up our pool for the winter.

Oh my god was last night incredible. She let me undress her and when I got to her panties they were sort of stuck to her pussy. Puling them away was just intense seeing her pussy all swollen and wet between where her pussy lips stuggled to stay closed - except at the bottom where they were open.
She stood in front of me and strted to ask me if I was okay about having to wait for her and whether she might be too messy for me.
The bulge in my pants and my only response, a moan, gave away how I truly felt.
I think I'm getting more used to it and I don't hold back at how turned on I am by her clearly used body.
She teased me about how I must have liked it judging from how I was breathing and he appparent notice of my straining cock.
It was a blur after that. I ran my fingers througher swollen pussy as she pulled my pants off. From there there was little foreplay - she put in another applicator of cream and just lay back and told me to have my way with her.
She continued from what i'd told her and as we fucked she told me how nasty she felt (teasing me more) at her letting Brad just fuck her like he does.
I don't remember more as my mind was lost in the pleasure of how she felt and - in the back of my head, knowing Brad was in her not more than 5 hours earlier - and feeling what could only be his cum in her - I lasted maybe 5 minutes at most.
When I collapsed onto her afterwards she said something it being good she'd cum with Brad earlier!!! All I could do was apologize and then - amazingly - as I thought about it more, I did get pretty hard again and s even though I barely came a second time - I did get her to have what felt like an incredible orgasm...

Gotta run but this morning has been quite calm and relaxed....

 

[SoonToBe]

Well - the weekend was phenomenal. Not just weather-wise but sex-wise too. After our last time last night I knew she wouldn't be wanting Brad today and sure enough - her diaphragm was in the bathroom drawer this morning.

We did talk more and she got me to admit that it did turn me on to have to wait until she'd had her fun with Brad to let me have my turn with her. I admitted openly to her that the idea of her sharing her pussy with him is a huge arousal for me.

I mentioned again to her how an IUD might be a better alternative to the mess and planning associated with the diaphragm. She seemed to take notice of that and even said that she may just conttact her doctor about it as an option. She still has this idea that the problems with the IUD's back in the 70's and 80's are still there but I told her that I heard they've gotten all that figured out.

She mentioned something called e-sure or something like that. She said it's permanent like getting her tubes tied but that they don't operate. Instead they do it from going up via her pussy - too much info for me but she seemed curious about that too.

I won't use the word tease - but she did share a lot of how she feels and how sexy she feels when she's with Brad. She has this giggly bubbly sound to her when she talls me about it.

That's all for now.

 

[casino]

Soon,

Cool

Casino

 

[SoonToBe]

There was a bit more that I now have time to post.
One of the things we'd discussed was how, if she did go onto the IUD that she may still ask me to "wait" until after she's been with Brad. Apparently after our meeting - during their next rendezvous, Sue shared with Brad that I enjoyed sloppy-seconds very much. She told me that Brad responded that he did not like that and that he preferred her to be fresh for him and even went as far as to say he'd prefer there was no spermicide cream either. So, that may also be why she's now more receptive to an IUD at which point she added that she'd continue to apppreciate my being okay with waiting till after she's been with Brad.
She needn't have worried about my response, as with the rest of the weekend - my cock is still hard even now just typing this in.

Later.

 

[casino]

Soon,

Well they trade-offs have begun (which btw, seem pretty acceptable and in-line with your thinking and preferences). I have to tell you, I envy your position and how this scenario has progressed.

Do you plan to continue to talk to Sue about "watching"? Usually with trade-offs, there are some concessions made by all parties and it appears you are the only party at this point making consessions (which in itself isn't all that bad) and Brad seems to be the primary beneficiary inasmuch as he is satisfying Sue...

Just a thought....

Casino

 

[SoonToBe]

Hey Casino,

I know it seems that things have gone ahead favorably for us - but remember, this was years in the making and took a good amount of encouragement from me.

And now, at this point, I'd actually like to see her doing even more - with Brad or elsewhere. But I'm also on the fence regarding any greater emotional involvement on her part. I would like to see more in the sense that it would lead to bigger/better experiences and also tweak a bit of my somewhat unfulfilled cuckold desires.

We have discussed my watching and she says she thinks she'd be too self-conscious and expressed a bit of embarassment at my watching her orgasming with another guy - despite my increasing desire to see and share more of her fun with Brad.

She has noticed my apparent fascination/interest in the whole diaphragm aspect of her with Brad. I am getting hard here at my desk at work just thinking of her, one day, allowing/encouraging Brad to insert it into her pussy. I honestly think that when she does tell me that - that I'm simply going to cum just from hearing that!

I'm trying to encourage her to try to find a regular schedule for her and Brad - hopefully that would relax the situation a bit more and hopefully open things up. Right now it's sort of hit-or-miss when/if they get together. This week, for whatever reason, she's been a "good girl" - much to my chagrin...

Later...

 

[tiedandteased]

STB, you might have to go take a cold shower. Brad has commitments at home and sometimes won't be able to do your wife. that's part of the pain. your wife needs multiple partners. she would be less likely to "fall" for one guy and she'll be bringing home the "pies" more often to satisfy your desires as well. think about it.

 

[casino]

Hey Casino,

I know it seems that things have gone ahead favorably for us - but remember, this was years in the making and took a good amount of encouragement from me.

And now, at this point, I'd actually like to see her doing even more - with Brad or elsewhere. But I'm also on the fence regarding any greater emotional involvement on her part. I would like to see more in the sense that it would lead to bigger/better experiences and also tweak a bit of my somewhat unfulfilled cuckold desires.

We have discussed my watching and she says she thinks she'd be too self-conscious and expressed a bit of embarassment at my watching her orgasming with another guy - despite my increasing desire to see and share more of her fun with Brad.

She has noticed my apparent fascination/interest in the whole diaphragm aspect of her with Brad. I am getting hard here at my desk at work just thinking of her, one day, allowing/encouraging Brad to insert it into her pussy. I honestly think that when she does tell me that - that I'm simply going to cum just from hearing that!

I'm trying to encourage her to try to find a regular schedule for her and Brad - hopefully that would relax the situation a bit more and hopefully open things up. Right now it's sort of hit-or-miss when/if they get together. This week, for whatever reason, she's been a "good girl" - much to my chagrin...

Later...

Soon,

Based on what I have read in this thread, I understand (I'm sure not fully - LOL) how hard you have worked to get things to where they are... I'm still envious man. And I mean that in the most supportive and friendliest way possible.

I still think, with continued work and without Sue "expanding her list" of lovers (as some others have suggested), you could leverage some level of personal participation. As I stated a couple of times earlier, I have zero frame of reference here so take that into consideration - strongly... but friends I have who are very much into the lifestyle have wives like Sue who are into a single-lover relationship, and when they were able to participate in that (even as an observer) it brought a level of closeness to their marriage that they had never before experienced.

Again, take it for what it's worth... (possibly nothing).

Casino

 

[SoonToBe]

Hey,

Part of the issue I have with Sue is that she doesn't have the need to see other guys and if it weren't for me pushing/encouraging her, I don't know that she'd be all that interested in Brad. So when we talk about trying to get her to go with other guys - it's not so easy. I think the fact that she's come to like and care for Brad is also what's keeping her interested in him.

I'm partly to blame here too. I am fairly well endowed and when we do have sex together she does cum and cum and cum. I've always been able to easily get her to orgasm and vaginal orgasms are the norm for her with me too. When we first got together I was able to get her to squirt on a regular basis - but age seems to have reduced that frequency.

She's shared with me as I may have said before that she feels she'd be embarassed or self-conscious if I were to be watching her having sex with Brad or anyone else. I know she climaxes with Brad - even Brad shared that with me that he's able to make her cum fairly easily. Plus, as I said she does like and care for him. I do think I will talk her into letting me watch (hidden probably) eventually - I'm figuring that the more comfortable she is sharing intimate details of them together, that eventually she'll feel okay about my being there.

She did tell me that she wants to leave work a little early on Friday to have more than just a quickie with Brad. I told her I was fine with that and she asked "are you okay with waiting till Friday night for me?" and I just smiled and said "of course, whatever you want" and then added "it turns me on thinking about that". She smiled and I'm sure we'll talk more later tonight but if we don't mess around tonight, then it won't be till Friday night. So tomorrow night, I'll probably be a bit up-tight about abstaining and waiting.

Casino - I know what you mean about us being closer if I could share in the sexual fun she has with Brad - and I'm sure we'll get there. I know she's feeling more and more comfortable with him over time - she's told me that she gets "ready" for him much faster now and that she's enjoying being with him more (enjoying the sex part more). But nothing's happened this week yet.

I do think this slow-start is okay for now - in that I'm getting more and more comfortable with letting her know the cuckold-aspects of what she's doing are more and more arousing to me. I actually sort of am looking forward to tomorrow night as this aspect - denial - is something that I've long felt distinguished a cuckold from just a husband with a hot-wife.

Anyway - it is what it is and so far, it's working for us.

No further discussion on birth-control just yet - but I'm wondering if/how that would change things regarding her asking me to wait when she's going to be with Brad the next day. If the diaphragm excuse goes away - will she still ask me to wait?

Later...

 

[SoonToBe]

So - last night she tells me that with the rainy weather, that their plan is to leave work about 3:30pm and then she said that she will not be home for dinner tonight.

She just left and she told me before she left that if this afternoon works out - and I'm assuming that they're getting a motel room somewhere - she told me that she may look to do this every week or two over the winter now that the weather is changing. She said that she'll discuss this more with me tonight when she gets home and then she added "while we're having some fun".

Last night I contemplated masturbating - just thinking about her and Brad got me very worked up. She was even encouraging me lying next to me in bed - she told me she'd tell me "stuff" if I wanted. But I managed to say no - that I'd rather be really horny tonight when she gets home. She laughed and said that she though that's what my answer would be!

I just checked the bathroom and sure enough - her diaphragm and cream are not there. So - I'm sitting here with this huge hard-on thinking about my wife going off to fuck Brad this afternoon.

Wish me luck making it through the day.

And - for anyone working at Wamu - you have my sympathy. Unfortunately, my mind is 1/2way on the whole financial crisis.....

 

[SoonToBe]

Hey Rego,

No, I haven't showed her this site. I have told her about 99 percent of what I've written here but I'm somewhat reluctant to tell her of the full extents of where my fantasies go. I mean - there is a part of me that would like to see her go further, possibly much further in terms of cuckolding me further - but I'm aware of and not willing to take those risks.

I'm not sure how she'd respond to not just my posts here but to the extent/degree that some other posts go to here. Not so much in terms of my being scared that she'd go further - but almost that, at this point, she could be turned off by it. If she does open up more on her own - either to her deriving enjoyment from denying me or from her actually wanting to be with more guys - well, then I can see her maybe not going the wrong way if she were to check out this site.

I know she feels strongly about Brad but at the same time I also see that she is still finding her way and trying to understand her true desires. There's a part of me that wants to encourage her to make this early-afternoon-motel a regular thing - but I am also enjoying seeing her slowly grow into this desire on her own and my simply saying "ok" to what she wants.

 

[joyscuck]

So, it's Friday. Will Sue leave work early and come home late?

JC

 

[SoonToBe]

I would also add that I was thinking of posting some pictures of Sue for the "Dressed and Undressed" thread. While I'd blur her face in them - she'd still find that I'd posted them and that could trigger a potential problem for me.

 

[SoonToBe]

JC,

Yes - as I posted above - she said she'd be home late and that I'll have to fend for dinner for me and the kids. I'm sure we'll just do pizza and should time it so that she's home already when we get back.

It's a strange feeling today - I actually think I'm sort of getting used to this. Dare I say even maybe enjoying it - knowing what she'll be doing later....

 

[Custer Laststand]

I'mACuck,

I would also add that I was thinking of posting some pictures of Sue for the "Dressed and Undressed" thread. While I'd blur her face in them - she'd still find that I'd posted them and that could trigger a potential problem for me.

You should not, of course, post your wife's pictures online without her permission.

Does she allow you to photograph her in the nude for the personal stimulation and enjoyment of the two of you? Proposing this in joking ways — "not serious," of course, but keep at it over time — might be a way to get her started. I mean, you persuaded Sue to make you her cuckold, didn't you...—? How difficult can it be....

You might also consider getting Sue started taking nude photos of you. You might point her, for instance, toward:

Welcome to She Shoots Men

and

Visual Sensations for Women

Eventually, she could "do" Brad....

We would, of course, like to "meet" your wife eventually in this way, perhaps with her head turned and her hair obscuring her face or wearing a suitable party mask. Then, perhaps later, with you and Brad included in the photos as well.

—Custer

 

[joyscuck]

What time zone are you in soontobea? It would be nice to know for those of us who live through you and Sue vicariously when it all takes place.

JC

 

[SoonToBe]

JC

We're in Northern NJ.

Custer,

I have taken several nude pics of Sue for my own edification.. I have posted the online in the past and she's been aware of that and she's generally okay about it if I am sure to blur her face. But my concern here would be it being pushed in her face and that she'd see others comments about her which may make her more self-conscious and hence give her more concerns in her mind.

 

[joyscuck]

So, at about 2:00 my time, I will wonder whether Sue is being impaled by Brad. At about 8:00 your time, you can wonder whether Joy is being impaled by Don. Probably so as it is Friday. That would be their normal treat to themselves.

jc