Your mother will already know that you have a small penis from when you were young. Not something you could hide from her eyes.
Hopefully, the people you have told will help you find a suitable female to cuckold you, and in return you can be her sugar daddy or life partner (not necessarily getting married).
Hopefully, you are reading as many cuckold stories as you can from various websites, so that you can allow yourself to drift into the lifestyle, with a full appreciation of how deeply submissive you desire to go.
Hopefully, the people you have told will help you find a suitable female to cuckold you, and in return you can be her sugar daddy or life partner (not necessarily getting married).
Hopefully, you are reading as many cuckold stories as you can from various websites, so that you can allow yourself to drift into the lifestyle, with a full appreciation of how deeply submissive you desire to go.