bammmmmm said:
Im not sure how I will feel after tho.........
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........If I ask her if I can watch her with another will she think im odd- i think so, how can i get around this?
You're both still young. My (non-professional) advice would be to start with fantasy and see how that makes you feel without another 'body' being involved.
Start small even with the fantasies. No fucking to begin with. Have a read and 'bail out' wherever you want - and think about how your body is reacting as you read. How about......
... looking at those lovely photos you have shared and thinking of her dressed like that on her knees in front of me. You're sitting to one side watching.
Her hands on the sides of my legs as she kisses from one side to the other up my legs until she kisses the bulge in my trousers.
Those pretty eyes look up at me, and when I nod she unbuckles my belt, unzips me, and pulls my trousers down for me to step out of. Leaving me standing in my underwear which is under serious strain.
Again, from the knee level, she kisses her way up my legs - you can see her tongue darting out to give little licks as she goes. A rub of her lips back and forth on the covered tube of flesh, then a final kiss on the head.
She glances over at you to see your reaction, then looks back into my eyes and says, "Please???".
Again, I nod.
Her fingers find the elastic at the sides of my hips and slowly draws them down, letting my decent (average) sized cock bounce free above my hairy balls.
After I step out of these, and slip my shirt off over my head, she starts for a third time kissing up my legs - sloooooowly. As she works higher, her small hands slide round to cup my butt-cheeks as her tongue teases higher and higher up my inner thighs.
Then, after kissing my balls, she licks each nut individually and works all across my ball-sack. Her fingers squeezing into my buttocks, and her eyes closed in pleasure. Her fishnet covered breasts press against my legs and stroke back and forwards allowing me to feel the stiffness of her nipples and her aroused state.
Finally, she puts delicate kisses in a line up the underside of my rock-hard cock from the base to the tip - and then, opening her mouth wide, she...
I'll leave it there - and see how you're feeling