Hi Ms. RealCS,
Thank you for your good and, indeed, somewhat inspiring post re. your inner and outer lives.
RealCS said:
I'm 24, a hot professional young woman, and have been living the lifestyle for about 2-3 years with my long term bf who is now officially my sissy.
Congratulations for your professional success and for your success in transforming your long-term boyfriend (officially, as you say) to your sissy. There seems to be increasing recognition of the desirability of this among women, and increasing acceptance among men who are submissive by nature (to women, if not to other men), as the percentage of women who earn more than their men and enjoy greater professional success and higher status continues to increase. See, for example*:
Assertive Women Feminized Men:
VoyForums: Independent Women of the 21st Century
Gender Role Reversal:
VoyForums: Gender Role Reversal
Feminization of Husbands by Wives:
Re: Good Steps to Feminize my husband? -- Gender Role Reversal
RealCS said:
There's so much I need to let out, I don't know where to begin, and I'm a little scared to open up, because of my profession, but hopefully in time I could open up in this forum...
I would hope so too, and encourage you to do so. You've made a good start.
RealCS said:
I know this is probably silly and I sound dumb, but this is the first time I've discussed it.
Not at all. Your post is definitely not "silly" and certainly does not sound "dumb." Rather, you sound like an intelligent professional woman who has made — and continues to make — reasonable and appropriate choices in order to accommodate your inner needs while also pursuing your profession and related social activities. Formally (so to speak) making your boyfriend your sissy also sounds rather bold and suggests self-confidence. These are qualities that will stand you in good stead in a professional sense. I would say you're on the right track.
RealCS said:
I will be honest, I am what you call a hot young woman.... men adore me physically.
Your photo makes it apparent that must be true. Thank you for posting it! What gorgeous breasts and nipples!
RealCS said:
It's just, for me it's as if I live two difference lives, since I have to be so professional on one end and be a complete sex freak on the other.
Hey, don't worry about it. One's sexuality, on a personal level, is often unrelated to one's professional interests. Our Judeo-Christian culture makes it difficult to be openly sexual, especially if one is a woman, and especially if one wants to be "taken seriously" by one's colleagues. Hence, the need to live two different lives. Obviously, to say you aren't alone would be a vast understatement.
RealCS said:
It's just a little weird speaking about it, since I haven't since we started doing this. But this does seem like a great place and hopefully in time I can release all these feelings inside of me.
I hope so too. If you do so I think you will find there are many who share your feelings, quite a few (although less) who have adapted to the demands of work, society and their inner needs by adopting relationships with "the opposite sex" of a similar nature, and also many who are very turned on by the idea of doing so even if their circumstances do not permit them to actually do so.
Welcome to the forum!
—Custer
* I cannot vouch for the truth of the postings in these forums (nor in this one), but the numbers of people who are talking about lifestyles more-or-less similar to yours seems to be increasing... or at least, that's my impression.