So first off, this forum is a godsend...not any people in my life I can talk to about this stuff, so happy we can all share our experiences.
I need some advice from the more experienced...I'm currently on my first real cuckold experience after a 9 year dry spell with my wife, but the experience has gone sour...it's complicated, so let me back up a little and explain the back story. This will be long, but it's a good read, I promise:
First, I've been married to her for 17 years...but we are only 36, so we got married young. I think it was just a year after we married that I finally realized my fantasy of seeing her with another man. When we first met I would get so insanely jealous of her that I even forbid her from going to friends wedding where her ex boyfriend would also be attending. Well somehow as time went on, we started being a little more curious into each others sexual past -- I think she actually brought it up first and asked me about girls I had been with which would get her really excited. So being curious myself, I asked her the same, and you have to understand something, my wife at the time was very very shy sexually and just this sweet bubbly innocent girl...so she opened up and told me a story about her fucking her ex. Really really dirty type of fucking, beyond how I had ever known her. Holy crap, I got so excited my teeth were literally chattering and my body was shaking. So we continued playing with this idea of teasing each other. We would talk about coworkers and friends...but mutually, more like swingers. But inside I knew I really just wanted to watch her get fucked.
So fast forward 7 years into our marriage...we would still tease about the sex with other people, but it was always, firmly, just a fantasy. in fact, we had some major fights as I tried to push it to be real. I mean, almost relationship ending fights...she is a catholic girl and I was pushing her some place that really didn't agree with her morals. So what changed all this? Well still 7 years in, we were working together and our relationship was a little rocky. I was flirting with another coworker, who was friends with my wife. The gossip train ensues and my wife is convinced I fucked this girl...I didn't. Well, my wife was so pissed and didn't believe me that she called off our relationship and in revenge she had an affair with her college biology professor -- she took a summer course where the class went on a multiday trip and hooked up with him. So I find out she has slept with him from that coworker I was flirting with...drama, I know...I'm a little pissed and I call the guy because he had called my phone on accident, my wife's number was one digit off. I leave a nasty message with him, something along the lines of ruining my marriage and fucking my wife...all a blur really, I then confront my wife...we have a huge fight, but in the end make up...which of course requires makeup sex, and with my curiosity getting the best of me, I give her a little guilt treatment, to get her to bring up the experience with the teacher. She gives in and the story turned me so on: Basically, they had a dinner date at his house and started kissing while watching a movie and he went down on her for a good 30 minutes and sucked her pussy until she came. She returned the favor and sucked his dick until he came, in her mouth...then she got on top of him and road him cowgirl until he came again inside her...so hot!
So I think her sharing the experience and also a bit of guilt opened her up more sexually. I started bugging her to get with someone else...since I had yelled at the teacher he wasn't returning her calls, so she had another friend whom she kinda liked. Well this time, her and I would be in bed fucking and start the fantasies, and I would get her really worked up over this guy, so she started openly flirting with him and basically telling the guy she wanted to fuck him for me. We had a couple failed attempts though. One was when we were all out drinking and she had too much and was getting sick, but she was crawling all over his lap at the bar and whispering to me she was ready to fuck him and she was going to let me video it! Being a somewhat decent guy, I felt she was too ***** so backed away from that time.
So the next weekend the guy is taking a road trip and asked my wife if she wanted to go. She told me about it and we of course fucked and fantasized about her being with him. She got really worked up and agreed to do it that day. So she leaves at noon to go on this trip and the entire day I am texting her, asking what has happened now? She replies while on the road that she had given him a hand job in the car, helped in pee in bottle, lol, and the on the way back they stopped and made out and almost had sex. She told me they would be back about 11pm and I kept asking her, ok, but you are going to record it right? (I wasn't planning on being home when it happened). She agreed, so I went to our apartment and setup the video camera facing the sofa and then went to my parents house and waited...every agonizing minute until 11. I could barely stand it any longer so I drove back to my apartment at like 10:45 and parked away from my normal spot and waited for them to arrive. I see his car park and the two of them get out and they are so tangled up in each other...stopping and kissing before they go inside. I then ran over to the apartment door and put my ear to it and just stood there and waited. My stomach was going crazy. It takes maybe 10 minutes until I hear something bang on the wall and realize they are fucking on the sofa with the back of it hitting the wall. I can hear them moaning through the door and my dick is so hard. I stay and listen to the whole thing and then run back to my car. But then she calls me shortly after and says that it didn't happen. I'm like bullshit, I was there. (in hindsight she was just so freaked out by what she had done)...so I come back to the apartment and find out she didn't press record on the camera. ARGH!
We have another fight and I tell her she needs to do it again and record it this time. She reluctantly agrees and to get it over quickly, first goes over to a different friends house, and tries doing something with him. She videos herself going down on him and he lasts like 1 minute. She shows that to me, and I'm like, look, I need to see you fucking. That was the deal. So she hooks up with the original guy a few days later and sure enough records herself fucking him. It starts with her and him getting undressed. It is the nightvision mode so it looked a little funny. she complains to him because he wants her to take off her bra but she is shy about it. She finally does and you see them kissing while standing up and she is grabbing his hard dick and he is fingering her. She gets down on her back on his bed and he gets on top. You see him try and position his dick to go in but he needs her help to align it with her pussy hole. Eventually he starts pushing it in and her face just lights up. I mean, you see her eyes widen and she is just staring into his eyes like she wants him to make love to her. He starts fucking her in that position and then gets frustrated after a few minutes, so they sit up and she leans back supporting herself with her arms, and they fuck with him pulling her into him and her sliding back away. All while they are both sitting up (not the best position I'll admit). They stop after about 10 pretty intense minutes and he says he didn't cum yet so she pulls off of him and he guides her onto all fours. He gets behind her and grips onto waist, right at that soft squishy part where the back meets the butt, and he just goes to town fucking her. His hands just gripping her so tight. My wife is very petite btw...hispanic with just a hint of curves, but weighs 110 lbs...so he is fucking her and on this video I can hear her wetness...every thrust sounds like splashing water. They build their moans together and he finally cums. He was wearing a condom so after he pulls out, he slips it off and holds it up to the camera to show me it is filled with his cum.
So obviously this experience was incredible...but here's the thing, we were new to this and emotions were so high considering it was just after she cheated on me behind my back, and she thought I was cheating on her. So this ultimately lead us to some major fights and I ended up destroying the tape...I know, I know...I kick myself everyday for it. But at the time, it helped solve some issues. We ended up kinda separating after all that, still living toether and sleeping in the same bed. But she had another affair behind my back...this time with that original ex boyfriend I was so jealous about. After about a years time from the video experience.
I need some advice from the more experienced...I'm currently on my first real cuckold experience after a 9 year dry spell with my wife, but the experience has gone sour...it's complicated, so let me back up a little and explain the back story. This will be long, but it's a good read, I promise:
First, I've been married to her for 17 years...but we are only 36, so we got married young. I think it was just a year after we married that I finally realized my fantasy of seeing her with another man. When we first met I would get so insanely jealous of her that I even forbid her from going to friends wedding where her ex boyfriend would also be attending. Well somehow as time went on, we started being a little more curious into each others sexual past -- I think she actually brought it up first and asked me about girls I had been with which would get her really excited. So being curious myself, I asked her the same, and you have to understand something, my wife at the time was very very shy sexually and just this sweet bubbly innocent girl...so she opened up and told me a story about her fucking her ex. Really really dirty type of fucking, beyond how I had ever known her. Holy crap, I got so excited my teeth were literally chattering and my body was shaking. So we continued playing with this idea of teasing each other. We would talk about coworkers and friends...but mutually, more like swingers. But inside I knew I really just wanted to watch her get fucked.
So fast forward 7 years into our marriage...we would still tease about the sex with other people, but it was always, firmly, just a fantasy. in fact, we had some major fights as I tried to push it to be real. I mean, almost relationship ending fights...she is a catholic girl and I was pushing her some place that really didn't agree with her morals. So what changed all this? Well still 7 years in, we were working together and our relationship was a little rocky. I was flirting with another coworker, who was friends with my wife. The gossip train ensues and my wife is convinced I fucked this girl...I didn't. Well, my wife was so pissed and didn't believe me that she called off our relationship and in revenge she had an affair with her college biology professor -- she took a summer course where the class went on a multiday trip and hooked up with him. So I find out she has slept with him from that coworker I was flirting with...drama, I know...I'm a little pissed and I call the guy because he had called my phone on accident, my wife's number was one digit off. I leave a nasty message with him, something along the lines of ruining my marriage and fucking my wife...all a blur really, I then confront my wife...we have a huge fight, but in the end make up...which of course requires makeup sex, and with my curiosity getting the best of me, I give her a little guilt treatment, to get her to bring up the experience with the teacher. She gives in and the story turned me so on: Basically, they had a dinner date at his house and started kissing while watching a movie and he went down on her for a good 30 minutes and sucked her pussy until she came. She returned the favor and sucked his dick until he came, in her mouth...then she got on top of him and road him cowgirl until he came again inside her...so hot!
So I think her sharing the experience and also a bit of guilt opened her up more sexually. I started bugging her to get with someone else...since I had yelled at the teacher he wasn't returning her calls, so she had another friend whom she kinda liked. Well this time, her and I would be in bed fucking and start the fantasies, and I would get her really worked up over this guy, so she started openly flirting with him and basically telling the guy she wanted to fuck him for me. We had a couple failed attempts though. One was when we were all out drinking and she had too much and was getting sick, but she was crawling all over his lap at the bar and whispering to me she was ready to fuck him and she was going to let me video it! Being a somewhat decent guy, I felt she was too ***** so backed away from that time.
So the next weekend the guy is taking a road trip and asked my wife if she wanted to go. She told me about it and we of course fucked and fantasized about her being with him. She got really worked up and agreed to do it that day. So she leaves at noon to go on this trip and the entire day I am texting her, asking what has happened now? She replies while on the road that she had given him a hand job in the car, helped in pee in bottle, lol, and the on the way back they stopped and made out and almost had sex. She told me they would be back about 11pm and I kept asking her, ok, but you are going to record it right? (I wasn't planning on being home when it happened). She agreed, so I went to our apartment and setup the video camera facing the sofa and then went to my parents house and waited...every agonizing minute until 11. I could barely stand it any longer so I drove back to my apartment at like 10:45 and parked away from my normal spot and waited for them to arrive. I see his car park and the two of them get out and they are so tangled up in each other...stopping and kissing before they go inside. I then ran over to the apartment door and put my ear to it and just stood there and waited. My stomach was going crazy. It takes maybe 10 minutes until I hear something bang on the wall and realize they are fucking on the sofa with the back of it hitting the wall. I can hear them moaning through the door and my dick is so hard. I stay and listen to the whole thing and then run back to my car. But then she calls me shortly after and says that it didn't happen. I'm like bullshit, I was there. (in hindsight she was just so freaked out by what she had done)...so I come back to the apartment and find out she didn't press record on the camera. ARGH!
We have another fight and I tell her she needs to do it again and record it this time. She reluctantly agrees and to get it over quickly, first goes over to a different friends house, and tries doing something with him. She videos herself going down on him and he lasts like 1 minute. She shows that to me, and I'm like, look, I need to see you fucking. That was the deal. So she hooks up with the original guy a few days later and sure enough records herself fucking him. It starts with her and him getting undressed. It is the nightvision mode so it looked a little funny. she complains to him because he wants her to take off her bra but she is shy about it. She finally does and you see them kissing while standing up and she is grabbing his hard dick and he is fingering her. She gets down on her back on his bed and he gets on top. You see him try and position his dick to go in but he needs her help to align it with her pussy hole. Eventually he starts pushing it in and her face just lights up. I mean, you see her eyes widen and she is just staring into his eyes like she wants him to make love to her. He starts fucking her in that position and then gets frustrated after a few minutes, so they sit up and she leans back supporting herself with her arms, and they fuck with him pulling her into him and her sliding back away. All while they are both sitting up (not the best position I'll admit). They stop after about 10 pretty intense minutes and he says he didn't cum yet so she pulls off of him and he guides her onto all fours. He gets behind her and grips onto waist, right at that soft squishy part where the back meets the butt, and he just goes to town fucking her. His hands just gripping her so tight. My wife is very petite btw...hispanic with just a hint of curves, but weighs 110 lbs...so he is fucking her and on this video I can hear her wetness...every thrust sounds like splashing water. They build their moans together and he finally cums. He was wearing a condom so after he pulls out, he slips it off and holds it up to the camera to show me it is filled with his cum.
So obviously this experience was incredible...but here's the thing, we were new to this and emotions were so high considering it was just after she cheated on me behind my back, and she thought I was cheating on her. So this ultimately lead us to some major fights and I ended up destroying the tape...I know, I know...I kick myself everyday for it. But at the time, it helped solve some issues. We ended up kinda separating after all that, still living toether and sleeping in the same bed. But she had another affair behind my back...this time with that original ex boyfriend I was so jealous about. After about a years time from the video experience.