Guilt over Porn
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I don't feel guilt over looking at dirty pics per se, but I do feel guilt over spending so much time (several hours at a sitting) jerking off to porn when I could be listening to jazz, studying French or reading literature.
What's weird is that seeing a hot girl or horny IR couple in public is usually what causes me to visit the internet and seek relief!
What's weird is that seeing a hot girl or horny IR couple in public is usually what causes me to visit the internet and seek relief!
i have to agree with Lovenu a little i use to jerk off all the time, and download gigs of porn at a time, for some reason watching bbc and white girls drove me wild, i think now i have watched so much hardcore porn that it's some what getting boring to me now. not to say i dont like it it's just that i keep seeing the same guys in the porn and it's the same type of scenes. but i always enjoy watching a white girl trying to fit bbc in her mouth and gagging on it. that never gets old in my book, also her taking the load of cum.
lovenu said:
Guilt LOL you got to be kiddingGuilt... yes. I was a porn addict, and it killed a good part of my social life 5 years ago (and 3 relationships with 3 nice girls).
According to my experience, and my conversations with my penpals, there is a lot of porn addicts here. Especially in the IR field. Why IR ? I don't know, maybe because it's the utlimate "voyeur" fantasy for a white guy (hey, most of it involves white woman/black man couple... so, there is little room for us).
That's the most disturbing.
One of my friend became so addict to IR that he couldn't be hard without that !
Guilt, yes, because it can be a mental poison if you are sensitive, "romantic", tender. It's pretty violent if it not fits with the ideal picture of the man you want to became. Not a porn addict...
According to my experience, and my conversations with my penpals, there is a lot of porn addicts here. Especially in the IR field. Why IR ? I don't know, maybe because it's the utlimate "voyeur" fantasy for a white guy (hey, most of it involves white woman/black man couple... so, there is little room for us).
That's the most disturbing.
One of my friend became so addict to IR that he couldn't be hard without that !
Guilt, yes, because it can be a mental poison if you are sensitive, "romantic", tender. It's pretty violent if it not fits with the ideal picture of the man you want to became. Not a porn addict...
Getting addicted to porn is a very real problem. It could happen to anyone. I guarantee that porn addiction is much more prevalent than it is allowed for, especially with the ease of access provided by the internet. I would say that a large part of my youth was spent being addicted to porn. I would stay home from school, just so I could have a day with my dad's 8mm porn collection. When I was married, I would stay up until 2 or 3 AM looking at porn, even though I had to be at work at 7. Now, it doesn't seem to have the hold on me that it used to. I still watch porn pretty much every day, but I don't masturbate for hours on end while looking at it, anymore.
The trick is to find someone just as depraved as you are. My girlfriend loves watching porn and has her own stash. She will pop in a DVD and watch it when she's alone. Jesse Jane is her favorite star and she has just about everything she's been in. When I was at her house this past Saturday night, she put in one of her videos and we fucked like two convicts. But, the key is that we are watching porn together. We don't have to have it to perform. It's just something to spice things up. Most women aren't really cool with watching porn with their significant other.
Porn women used to be just "high average" when it came to looks and the prettier ones would only go so far. Now, you see gorgeous women doing the nastiest shit possible, and that is intimidating for a lot of women. It's like the big dick thing for men. Most white men who are into IR porn subconsciously are lusting after the black dick as much as they are lusting after the white ***** that it's fucking. Why is that? They had rather watch porn with a black man with a 7 inch dick than watch porn with a white man who sports a 10 inch cock. Again, why? I believe it's an animalistic thing. Right or wrong, I believe that the white people who thrive off of IR porn and IR situations in real life do so due to a deep seeded (some deeper...some more shallow) subconscious desire to see "their" women get plowed by some "beast".
The trick is to find someone just as depraved as you are. My girlfriend loves watching porn and has her own stash. She will pop in a DVD and watch it when she's alone. Jesse Jane is her favorite star and she has just about everything she's been in. When I was at her house this past Saturday night, she put in one of her videos and we fucked like two convicts. But, the key is that we are watching porn together. We don't have to have it to perform. It's just something to spice things up. Most women aren't really cool with watching porn with their significant other.
Porn women used to be just "high average" when it came to looks and the prettier ones would only go so far. Now, you see gorgeous women doing the nastiest shit possible, and that is intimidating for a lot of women. It's like the big dick thing for men. Most white men who are into IR porn subconsciously are lusting after the black dick as much as they are lusting after the white ***** that it's fucking. Why is that? They had rather watch porn with a black man with a 7 inch dick than watch porn with a white man who sports a 10 inch cock. Again, why? I believe it's an animalistic thing. Right or wrong, I believe that the white people who thrive off of IR porn and IR situations in real life do so due to a deep seeded (some deeper...some more shallow) subconscious desire to see "their" women get plowed by some "beast".
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Although I don't ever use my company computer for playing around in any porn sites, I do feel a little guilty about spending too much time using my own personal computer during my work hours. But even then, it's mostly in adult chat rooms, mainly because it would be far too risky to watch any videos... (I'm sure everyone knows what I mean) But there has been a few times when I've forgotten my laptop at work and because we have a few computer specialists in our office that spend a lot of time with after hour profects, I've feared many times that one of them would attempt to find a few of the juicy sites in my personal computer. Almost all of them know I'm involved interracially and live with my black boyfriend but what they don't know is just how much I'm infatuated with the entire interracial lifestyle... So yes, I would feel a little guilty about this...
