Far2 - as I've said several times here, I really only post the positive, sex/cuckold-related stuff. Our lives have ups and downs just like everyone elses - matter of fact, we're in the midst of a bit of an argument for the past 2 days. I'm thinking it's PMS-period induced in Sue as she just flew off the handle at stuff about the kids and responsibilities. When I sided with the kids a bit - she turned on me!!! But all in all, the positives outweigh the negatives... Sue and I believe it's all in your attitude and outlook on life in general. What's the saying about lemons and lemonade... It transcends everything you do if you think about it - and from what I can see - a real positive/fun/fulling thing in one part of your lives (sex for us) can make the rest seem all that much better.
Yes - we've already been discussing lots about what happens when the kids are gone. Just this past weekend Sue said she'd really like to plant some more taller bushes at the rear of our property so she can lie out and sunbathe and swim in the nude during the daytime instead of the furtive skinny-dipping we'll do now late at night... I teased her that she'd better make sure the wind isn't blowing and opening up between the bushes we do have or the teenagers next-door may have quite some fun. She joked back that maybe she'd enjoy giving them a show!!!!!
I have had some revelations about my own desires over the past few days but I'll wait till our little tiff cools off before I share them with her. What I think I've realized is that it's not the "in your face" stuff that turns me on - like what she did in the bar that night, or the whole "marital bed" thing. Instead, I believe as most here can already conclude, that it's knowing what she's doing - and knowing that I have to wait for her that is most arousing to me.
I do believe that we will probably at least explore how I feel when she says she just wants to be with Don. She hasn't said it but I know that her comment about maybe wanting to see him more somehow will translate into her wanting to be "clean" for him.
I had thought Don was different in that he wanted that with her - but in some PM's that I've swapped with others, including a "bull", that the desire for him to be the only one to cum in her is actually not so uncommon. I hadn't really thought about that before, thinking this was something Sue was more doing "for him" - but now I realize that he probably would prefer that. I know though that Sue isn't sure about this because I know she values both our sex together as well as that she does "love" to have me (or Don) cum in her (she feels it's part of sex).
As I said, I do want to let go of the reins and say "yes" to whatever she's asking for - but I don't know that I"m quite ready yet. Perhaps after I share my revelation with her and I can feel more confident that our desires may be a bit more in sync, then I"ll feel better about letting her be in the drivers seat.
I do differ with your next to last sentence though. Decisions like this are both of ours to make - I am not one of the guys here who can cede total control to her, that's just not in my make-up. Even if she does want Don more often, I don't believe I am near ready to say okay and that I either won't have sex with her or won't cum in her again for a long period of time. I think if I had my choice, I would willingly give her more time with him, but that I would still want her at least once a week or perhaps once every other week.
Another thing we also discussed that she's coming to understand is that when she says "no" to me (or however it happens that she wants to wait for Don) - that it doesn't so much hurt as turn me on - and that she is now understanding that in a way, the more denial I experience, the more passionate and satisfying the sex is when we do have it next. It's what makes Friday nights so intense for me - not just knowing she'll come home used, etc., but it's the almost 3 days of desire that I share with her for days after she comes home. I think she truly values that time too which is why I say that I don't think she is ready to say "only Don" at any point in the near future.
That's all that there is for now - it's Wednesday again and after the kids are off for the evening - there's a bit of business I plan on tending to....