I'm curious how other guys first became aware of their interest in being a cuck. For me, it all started around puberty when I was about 13 although I didn't realize fully what "it" was. In had several experiences that made me aware of females being able to control or sexually humiliate guys, and that made me much harder than anything else. In my first experience, I was hanging out with a girl I knew in my room. Long story short but I got her to agree to let me see her naked if I showed her my cock and balls. My heart was beating wildly as I pulled down my shorts and underwear and ******* my hard cock, light tuft of hair and balls. She seemed shocked (never having seen such a thing) but took a good long look. It was thrilling ******** my most personal parts to a girl, and I was excited to see hers. Well, before I could pull my shorts up, she ran off. I was furious and embarassed but couldnt tell anyone or do anything about it. Every time I saw her, I felt violated but also turned on. She would always know what I looked like and we would never be equal. Not long after that, I found my dads Hustler mags in the basement and would spend hours jacking to the pics. Of all the spreads, one of them intrigued me the most. It was a hot young woman dressed as a queen and a large hairy buff dude as a knight. He was standing at attention and looking shocked as she fished his cock out of his uniform. In my favorite scene, he was on all fours in a submissive position while she was squatting and rubbing her clit while pulling his balls back between his legs. I was amazed that a powerful man would have to submit to a weak young woman for sexual humiliation, and it drove me nuts. A lot more came after these 2 incidences but that's where it started. How about you guys?