A future as your wife's cuckold appears to be in the cards...
JeffisBIGGER,
Thanks for your intriguing and erotic post.
jeffisBIGGER said:
I am a sissy cuck wannabe.
Are you sure? Your post implies your wife has, in fact, made you her cuckold.
jeffisBIGGER said:
I have told my wife [about my desire to become her cuckold], but she is not into it at the moment.
Or so she says...
jeffisBIGGER said:
I have a little dick(4 1/2" and very thin) I know my wife knows this, I can see the disapointment in her face when we make love. We have been married 21 years this August, the very 1st time we made love 22 years ago I asked her how it was. She told me "Jeff is BIGGER," Jeff being her ex-fiance.
Obviously your wife remembers Jeff well, and her sexual satisfaction when she fucked him.
jeffisBIGGER said:
I have made her cum only 3 times in 22 years.
Sounds like you need to become skilled as your wife's cuntsucker, and persuade her to expect that from you and view you in that way. You might consider introducing her to:
http://femalesupremacist.org/subject_queening.html
jeffisBIGGER said:
The third time [my wife orgasmed] was about 5 months ago; she won 5 star employee at the hotel she works at. We went to the blue martini afterwards with her friends. Later that night a gentleman came to the table and started to hit on her. Her friend told me "that guy is hitting on your wife;" I said it was ok. My wife's friend gave me "a look," then grinned. When we left, I found a place up the road and we started to make love. When I saw "that look" on my wife's face, I asked what was wrong and she said, "I can't feel it." I said that's because I am too small. She let out a little laugh and I came hard. Then, she told me her pussy was sore. I told her I could make it feel better with my tongue, and to my suprise, my wife let me eat her pussy for the 1st time after I came inside her. She had her 3rd orgasm [of our marriage] that night.
Interesting. Your wife telling you she couldn't feel you implies her pussy had been stretched by a man with a larger cock earlier in the evening. The implication is, that had something to do with the man who was hitting on her at the table she and her friends and you had been sitting at. Your wife telling you her pussy was sore, despite your cock being so small "she couldn't feel it," also implies she'd been fucked by a larger cock earlier that evening. Finally, your wife acquiescing and allowing you (indeed, presumably wanting you) to suck her cunt for the first time immediately after you had fucked her implies she was turned on by her thoughts, then the reality, of you sucking her cunt after she had been filled by another man's semen prior to yours.
Congratulations! Your wife made you her cuckold 5 months ago, JeffisBIGGER.
jeffisBIGGER said:
My wife knows I wear her panties sometimes, and even put a note on one pair that read "are these mine or yours?" This past weekend when we were away at a hotel on Marco Island and were lying by the pool with many, many people around, she told me she knows I beat off in her panties and then put them back in her drawer. She then told me to put them in the dirty laundery when I was done, so she would not get a yeast infection. I felt very humilated, because I could tell some people heard her.
Excellent! Your wife obviously has keen insight into the humiliation value of her husband (you) wearing her panties. Most married women, though, don't like their husbands wearing their panties, so I suggest taking the hint and buying your own panties henceforth. You should, of course, clear out one of your dresser drawers to keep them in, one pair for each day of the week. It will be best if your wife accompanies you to lingerie stores and advises you as to which ones will look best on you, then gives you the cash to make the purchase as you step up to the cashier (after which you should give her the change). That way, she could also make judgements by having you hold up different kinds of panties in front of you for her inspection.
jeffisBIGGER said:
Then, my wife told me some guy had been checking her ass out while she was by the pool. I had such a hard on.
It's good to hear your wife has been using her peripheral vision, and that you responded appropriately. This suggests your wife has good potential for openly cuckolding you. You might consider beginning a series of conversations and related actions to encourage her in that direction.
jeffisBIGGER said:
My wife will only let me have sex once every 4 to 6 months. I cannot blame her, because I can see my little dick does absolutly nothing for her.
Hm... once every 4 to 6 months, you say... well, that sounds appropriate. It also implies your wife is unsatisfied and hot for sex most of the time, so it's especially appropriate for your budding "dominant wife / cuckold husband" marriage. You might consider proceeding along the lines of the 7-part article that begins here:
A Wife Into A Hotwife Hot Wife Blog - hotwife and cuckold husband fetish discussion
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