Hi all,
45 years couple, married for nearly 20 years, still very much in love which each other. We began this journey 2 years ago, it was my kink, I brought it slowly, nicely, and the first real adventure took place in 2020 with a guy I found for her, with which she ultimately developed feelings for, while chatting everyday. Big mistake of mine, this nearly destroyed our marriage, so we decided some ground rules needed to be written down, one of them being not to get too emotionally close to the guys she would fuck.
From that point, we began with clubs, where she realized she actually loves being fucked by other men, we were talking about this every minute of the day. We drifted to guys alone, recruited on specialized websites, at that time I was always here are participated.
Then I found it arousing to let her go alone and I watch from home with some visio system. At first she didn't care much but slowly developed a real taste for being alone with guys. Until the point she only wants this now.
A couple of months ago, I did something that changed the chemistry, I began picking guys with bigger cocks. Much bigger. And while at first she was a bit afraid, she quickly became addicted to king sized dicks, and she began being much more demanding in terms of number of dates per week. At that time also started slight penis humiliation which I found to arouse me like nothing else.
During all that time, I was the one recruiting, and that suited her well except one thing, she wanted a bit more intimacy with the guys, get to know them more before being fucked by them. So she began recruiting on her own, on Tinder.
I didn't like it as Tinder guys are not from our lifestyle and most of them would not accept the videos which I really love.
From that point, she began to drastically change. She embraced her hotwife status to the point she totally renewed her wardrobe to buy stunningly slutty clothes. She started calling herself a real slut.
An the same time, something new also appeared, she suddenly wants me to be prepared for a bi experience, she wants me to suck cocks and be fucked. So she now asks me to masturbate to gay porn... which I do.
Nowadays she became cock hungry, her days consist in buying clothes and searching for young guys to fuck.
One of the last guys she slept with texted her at 11PM, she was in her pajamas ready to sleep. He was a Tinder. She jumped of the bed, sluttify her look and went to meet the guy at a bar. A couple if minutes after that she was in his apartment sucking him, she told me he ordered her to do so and... that she loved it. The guy was not even that hot, but the way he talked to her turned her on. She came back 3 hours after that, I only had a couple of bad photos. She arrived telling me that he asked if I had a good size and she replied no, more like small. She was walking in front of me explaining how his dick was thick and she felt it so nicely, and btw he came all over her chest and I will clean it. That was a first and turned me on like I rarely was.
And here I am. With all that said, I enjoy it, I really do, but not "enough". While I could imagine her being the worst, nowadays, whenever I see her, I only see the original pure, fragile and naive woman I knew and fell in love with, and I feel I am missing the great excitement of seeing her as the real hotwife she's become.
So here's my demand, I need to see the truth which for an unknown reason my brain refuses to admit or even see, I'd like to read comments that would be enlightening. I'm willing to give any detail you'd ask for, and please, don't hold your words, I need to see the naked truth.
45 years couple, married for nearly 20 years, still very much in love which each other. We began this journey 2 years ago, it was my kink, I brought it slowly, nicely, and the first real adventure took place in 2020 with a guy I found for her, with which she ultimately developed feelings for, while chatting everyday. Big mistake of mine, this nearly destroyed our marriage, so we decided some ground rules needed to be written down, one of them being not to get too emotionally close to the guys she would fuck.
From that point, we began with clubs, where she realized she actually loves being fucked by other men, we were talking about this every minute of the day. We drifted to guys alone, recruited on specialized websites, at that time I was always here are participated.
Then I found it arousing to let her go alone and I watch from home with some visio system. At first she didn't care much but slowly developed a real taste for being alone with guys. Until the point she only wants this now.
A couple of months ago, I did something that changed the chemistry, I began picking guys with bigger cocks. Much bigger. And while at first she was a bit afraid, she quickly became addicted to king sized dicks, and she began being much more demanding in terms of number of dates per week. At that time also started slight penis humiliation which I found to arouse me like nothing else.
During all that time, I was the one recruiting, and that suited her well except one thing, she wanted a bit more intimacy with the guys, get to know them more before being fucked by them. So she began recruiting on her own, on Tinder.
I didn't like it as Tinder guys are not from our lifestyle and most of them would not accept the videos which I really love.
From that point, she began to drastically change. She embraced her hotwife status to the point she totally renewed her wardrobe to buy stunningly slutty clothes. She started calling herself a real slut.
An the same time, something new also appeared, she suddenly wants me to be prepared for a bi experience, she wants me to suck cocks and be fucked. So she now asks me to masturbate to gay porn... which I do.
Nowadays she became cock hungry, her days consist in buying clothes and searching for young guys to fuck.
One of the last guys she slept with texted her at 11PM, she was in her pajamas ready to sleep. He was a Tinder. She jumped of the bed, sluttify her look and went to meet the guy at a bar. A couple if minutes after that she was in his apartment sucking him, she told me he ordered her to do so and... that she loved it. The guy was not even that hot, but the way he talked to her turned her on. She came back 3 hours after that, I only had a couple of bad photos. She arrived telling me that he asked if I had a good size and she replied no, more like small. She was walking in front of me explaining how his dick was thick and she felt it so nicely, and btw he came all over her chest and I will clean it. That was a first and turned me on like I rarely was.
And here I am. With all that said, I enjoy it, I really do, but not "enough". While I could imagine her being the worst, nowadays, whenever I see her, I only see the original pure, fragile and naive woman I knew and fell in love with, and I feel I am missing the great excitement of seeing her as the real hotwife she's become.
So here's my demand, I need to see the truth which for an unknown reason my brain refuses to admit or even see, I'd like to read comments that would be enlightening. I'm willing to give any detail you'd ask for, and please, don't hold your words, I need to see the naked truth.
damn, she sounds hot. good for her. i love a mature woman that knows what she wants & gets it.