So, pregnancy risk. I suppose we will know for sure (if we're lucky) in a few days.
It's been a wild ride for us full of ups and downs, including, I'll be honest, some moments of panic and regret. A few days ago at breakfast Min-Ju had this look in her eyes like "shit, what have we done," and we just kind of held each other. But there have also been a few times in the bedroom when she made my cock explode whispering about it and when I made her cry and squeal in my ear.
The first time they fucked again, he simply plunged into her bare as you know. She said it felt "natural." She also said she "didn't think about it much" (that is, didn't really consider whether she should ask him to wear a condom). As we lied in bed I confessed it made me feel a little resentful in ways, and worried sometimes, that it was starting to feel to natural for her to spread for other men that way. Min-Ju told me she understood but lightly stroking my cock she looked into my eyes and said, "Isn't that what you want?" The answer, of course, is yes... but also no. We talked through my ambivalence and she was definitely listening, but damn it's hot when she's being a tease like that. I'm so weak in her hands.
She only had two pills. Thursday. And Friday. She did admit to "cheating a little." "I thought that's what you wanted," she said, being genuine, and with some gentle prodding, she confessed "I wanted it, too." She told me she thought I would stop her, and when I didn't...
The first time she fucked him knowing she would be bare and unprotected, the early hours of Saturday morning, she said she felt terrified when it first started to happen. "I felt my whole body seize up and I wanted to throw him off me. I was so scared. I suddenly just wanted him gone and for the whole thing to be over." She was upset all over again telling me this, and I felt awful. I still do. And torn about everything. But then as he continued to fuck her, something changed. She started to feel aroused and excited. "I kept thinking about his cock inside me... his bare cock... and how what we were doing was so primal. He didn't know. But I did. I started to give in and let it happen. I kept thinking about his cock inside me and how his sperm was going to shoot deep into my bare pussy. I can't really explain how it felt, just.. different from anything I'd ever felt before. I'd never done this before you know, really let a man, you know, 'get' him." As she was telling me all this Min-Ju was naked in bed looking up at me. Her nipples were pointy and hard. Her breath got shallow. I could feel her aroused in my arms. I was stroking her hair, listening to her, horny as hell and stunned by what was happening. "Baby, don't be mad," she went on, "But I wanted him. I don't know what came over me. I wanted him inside me. I was aware of his cock inside me like I never have been before. When he came, god baby, I lost myself. I felt like I was his entirely. I felt his sperm... I mean I felt it." Her eyes were glassy as she told her story. She came, in my arms, just from my fingers lightly stroking her. It took awhile before we either of us could speak again. Shocked and stunned, we just held each other. I'm not sure how long. Finally, I think it was me who broke the silence. "Did you... did you want him to.. you know?" She was looking up at me so wide-eyed. "Get me pregnant?" Her voice was barely a whisper. I nodded. She looked so scared, so vulnerable. "Yes." Her whisper knocked a hole in my hard but made me cock ache. Just as soon as she whispered that confession she was saying, "No. I mean, I don't know." She babbled a bit about wanting it and not wanting it, and definitely not wanting it. She was scared to hurt me, and it did hurt me. But we were in this together. It was the sex she wanted. The sex that was "more intense than anything I've ever known."
This means he had already inseminated Min-Ju before I returned to the house for lunch Saturday. His sperm was already swimming inside her when the three of us sat down together to share a meal. She may already have been pregnant. With his child.
It's been a wild ride for us full of ups and downs, including, I'll be honest, some moments of panic and regret. A few days ago at breakfast Min-Ju had this look in her eyes like "shit, what have we done," and we just kind of held each other. But there have also been a few times in the bedroom when she made my cock explode whispering about it and when I made her cry and squeal in my ear.
The first time they fucked again, he simply plunged into her bare as you know. She said it felt "natural." She also said she "didn't think about it much" (that is, didn't really consider whether she should ask him to wear a condom). As we lied in bed I confessed it made me feel a little resentful in ways, and worried sometimes, that it was starting to feel to natural for her to spread for other men that way. Min-Ju told me she understood but lightly stroking my cock she looked into my eyes and said, "Isn't that what you want?" The answer, of course, is yes... but also no. We talked through my ambivalence and she was definitely listening, but damn it's hot when she's being a tease like that. I'm so weak in her hands.
She only had two pills. Thursday. And Friday. She did admit to "cheating a little." "I thought that's what you wanted," she said, being genuine, and with some gentle prodding, she confessed "I wanted it, too." She told me she thought I would stop her, and when I didn't...
The first time she fucked him knowing she would be bare and unprotected, the early hours of Saturday morning, she said she felt terrified when it first started to happen. "I felt my whole body seize up and I wanted to throw him off me. I was so scared. I suddenly just wanted him gone and for the whole thing to be over." She was upset all over again telling me this, and I felt awful. I still do. And torn about everything. But then as he continued to fuck her, something changed. She started to feel aroused and excited. "I kept thinking about his cock inside me... his bare cock... and how what we were doing was so primal. He didn't know. But I did. I started to give in and let it happen. I kept thinking about his cock inside me and how his sperm was going to shoot deep into my bare pussy. I can't really explain how it felt, just.. different from anything I'd ever felt before. I'd never done this before you know, really let a man, you know, 'get' him." As she was telling me all this Min-Ju was naked in bed looking up at me. Her nipples were pointy and hard. Her breath got shallow. I could feel her aroused in my arms. I was stroking her hair, listening to her, horny as hell and stunned by what was happening. "Baby, don't be mad," she went on, "But I wanted him. I don't know what came over me. I wanted him inside me. I was aware of his cock inside me like I never have been before. When he came, god baby, I lost myself. I felt like I was his entirely. I felt his sperm... I mean I felt it." Her eyes were glassy as she told her story. She came, in my arms, just from my fingers lightly stroking her. It took awhile before we either of us could speak again. Shocked and stunned, we just held each other. I'm not sure how long. Finally, I think it was me who broke the silence. "Did you... did you want him to.. you know?" She was looking up at me so wide-eyed. "Get me pregnant?" Her voice was barely a whisper. I nodded. She looked so scared, so vulnerable. "Yes." Her whisper knocked a hole in my hard but made me cock ache. Just as soon as she whispered that confession she was saying, "No. I mean, I don't know." She babbled a bit about wanting it and not wanting it, and definitely not wanting it. She was scared to hurt me, and it did hurt me. But we were in this together. It was the sex she wanted. The sex that was "more intense than anything I've ever known."
This means he had already inseminated Min-Ju before I returned to the house for lunch Saturday. His sperm was already swimming inside her when the three of us sat down together to share a meal. She may already have been pregnant. With his child.
