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My wait begins

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  • #401
STB, you wrote:

over the weekend - in the candle-light, after most of 2 bottles of wine, we talked at length and quite openly about the future.
I opened up pretty much all the way with Sue and she with me. We are, probably unsurprisingly, on the same page with most everything. Rather than try to pen it all here now, I will write it separately in a text file and paste it in later today.

There were several interesting revelations - including Harry - a bit of discussion ala your questions to me about what turns me on and what I think about when I masturbate. Sue answered these same questions to me so it was interesting to see how here desires have developed and how they seem to intersect with my own.


I, for one, am VERY interested in hearing more about:

1. open talk about the future;
2. that same page you're both on;
3. interesting revelations;
4. what turns you on;
5. what turns her on;
6. how her desires have developed; and
7. intersection of desires

Hope you're staying warm tonight. I'm looking forward to your full report almost as much I am the election results! Can't wait!
 
  • #402
^ agree with above! Can't wait to hear that
 
  • #403
Had a few moments so thought I'd start at replying to the questions.

Okay - interesting revelations first I suppose.

- mental math surprised Sue when we figured 28 years together. Conservative estimate of sex 2x per week average. 36 weeks a year. Maybe 1/8th to 1/4th ounce of cum. 28 x 2 x 36 x .25 = about 500 ounces - or like almost 4 gallons of cum that I've put in her over the years. She found this number and quantity to be fascinating.

- we estimated that she's been with other guys now for maybe a total of 36 months or 3 years. 3 x 2 x 36 x .25 = about 60. When we did that math quickly she said she felt so wicked and sexy thinking about her lovers cumming almost 1/2 gallon of cum in her too. Needless to say - this became something she's teased me about since and I am sure it will come up again tonight.

- under influence of wine she admitted that pregnancy turned her on. She was buzzed at the time for sure but in later conversations she admitted to it again but said she didn't feel comfortable talking about it when she wasn't buzzed or deep in passion. When she did talk about it she opened up and said that, especially since she can no longer get pregnant, that to think about it sometimes now does turn her on. She asked and I said yes - that I suppose there was a certain element of that as a risk when I encouraged her to be with Brad first with her IUD and then to let Frank be the first to have her without any birth-control.

- I may have already mentioned it, but she also asked and I had to say yes that I was very turned on by those 2 times. Not just that I wanted to feel that level of denial - and I told her that it felt crazy arousing (still does) to know that she and I both wanted to give those times to her lover. I can't fully express how that turns me on - much in the same way as it turns me on to think of her first boyfriend who ended her virginity, her boyfriend who fucked her after her senior prom, the guy in college who got to fuck her ass and also her ex-husband who I enjoy thinking about on their wedding day and how she must have felt and what she must have enjoyed. She said later that this explained a lot to her - she couldn't explain it just as I can't but she said she thinks she understands what types of things turn me on this way - so that was a bit of a revelation too.

- a big one was that she now openly admits and has no qualms about it - that she believes she will always want a lover in her life. She cautioned me that I'd asked and that I had to be ready for that answer - I was and she said that what she'd like is to be able to essentially, in a way, live 2 lives. She wants what she and I have including sex and all of that, but that she also wants to - and she said it this way - that she wants to "let the slutty side out too". She still considers it slutty that she has a lover but it's what she's come to accept in herself and to not be afraid of it - so that's a bit of a revelation.

- the last one that I'll put down here is one on my behalf. It is a continuation of Harry's questions from a little ways back - but it's the realization that while it's the denial that truly stokes my desires - it is most definitely the moment when I get to have her again that I truly value and need and most likely, cannot give up. In my head and during masturbation (with or without her) denial and all of that most definitely are the thoughts that get me off - but when we talked about what fulfills me and makes the experience feel complete - there could be no doubt that it is when I get to have sex with my wife again.

Now, I'm sure there were others - but I think those are the significant ones. We joked and talked about lots of stuff. I'll end this one here with one of our conversations that buzzed evening. We had Penthouse magazines out on the bed as we were drinking and we were reading stories to each other (or more like either the story theme or maybe selected paragraphs) - anyway - we came to one that made me ask her - it was about anal-sex. She seemed embarassed that I'd remembered so vividly about her college boyfriend with the skinny cock who used to fuck her ass. The story that we were reading ended with the wife would share her pussy with her husband and lover but her ass was exclusively her lovers. I suppose the revelation is that she said that if she enjoyed anal sex more, that it just might be a fun thing - but she said that "unless you have a skinny cock like xxxxx did...." that she just can't do anal. But I suppose that it presents a ray of possibilities for the future if she can find a guy with a skinny cock again!

Gotta run for now.
 
  • #404
Bravo, STB! It's a big step, opening up like that. Well done, and congrats to you both.
 
  • #405
STB
great post sound's like you and sue are on the same page.

do you all have power back yet.

and are you and sue going to do your wednesday night thing tonight.

is frank back and is sue going to see him on thursday.

keep us posted. and yes bravo for opening up to eachother.
 
  • #406
Nope - no power yet - but we've somewhat gotten used to the generator even if it does sound like a freight-train on our front-porch!

Tonight will definitely follow our usual Wednesday pattern - Sue commented this morning that she "wants to see me cum" tonight.

Frank did get back today too - Sue texted me that with a smiley-face with it - so I have no doubt she'll be there tomorrow.

Tonight will most likely be later in bed - probably after we've turned the generator off for the night so it'll probably be by candle-light.

Here's hoping for power back soon - but we are far from alone in this desire....
 
  • #407
Steve,
On your earlier post you were estimating how much cum you and others have put in Sue. You based your numbers on 36 weeks per year. Am I missing something I always thought there were 52 weeks in a year.
Anyway have fun tonight, and if your lucky you might get to eat a cream pie tomorrow night. :)
 
  • #408
Yes, Rick, It may look like 'fuzzy math," but here's how it works out.
A woman's menstral cycle is 28-32 days. So If you take aprox. 1 week out of each month for her 'non-sexual' time, you are left with 3 wks. X 12 = 36 weeks in the year that she is available for sex.

Did I get that right, Steve?
 
  • #409
Harry - yes, you figured out my rough-math. That was actually some of what we talked/teased about last night. She has been feeling really horny and erotic thinking of that - she joked about how it would be if she'd had all of that all at once! When she told me of how she thought that would feel - how erotic to think of her being full of semen like that - the way she talked about it, I can't really do justice to it in print - but to her her talk/fantasize/tease about having a gallon of cum in her and to hear her say how erotic she thought it would be - as she put it "all that cum in me....". But when she talked about how horny and slutty she'd feel as it started to leak out and run down her legs - that was it - I let loose with my first load.

In the candle-light she played with the pool of cum on my stomach - she ran her fingers through it and kept saying "gallons of this?".

Ever since we did that quick math I've been waiting for her to realize that all of that didn't leak out of her - that she's absorbed it over the years - and I can't help but think it's had an effect on us. It's also part of what gives me a thrill to think that after all this time, it's not just mine in her now and I've wondered if maybe it's what she's done so far that is influencing her desires to continue...

We only had fun twice last night - the cold/storm outside and the continued dependence on this noisy generator is taking it's toll....

For the second time last night she joked that "no wonder I got pregnant so easily" - even though it's not related as that total is over a long period of time, hearing her talk about pregnancy and cumming in her got me hard. It's weird that she's now a bit more open in talking about it. I'm still not really prepared to really fantasize about another guy knocking her up - but I think that'll happen in time - but this one isn't something I want to really bring up as I'm just not comfortable there yet. But as she stroked me she commented on "how much of your cum has been in me" - and that was when she mentioned "and now, it's not just yours any more!". Wow did that get me going. She teased me about how "none will be in me when I go away again" that really put me close and when she said how "I'll want a few weeks before to get ready" - I knew what that meant and man did the cum fly when she went on about that...
 
  • #410
STB
great update hope you all are keeping warm and dry.

is sue going to see frank today.

and hope the power is back on soon for you.

keep us posted.
 
  • #411
Harry,
Thanks for your explanation. Sue hasn't been menstruating for about 2 years now so I think Steve need to add some more cum for that time period.
I like to be accurate.
 
  • #412
Hey all - quick update - power is back and internet works - so all is well again...

And on Day 10 - Let there be light.
 
  • #413
Lets see were Life Takes You Now. ;)
 
  • #414
Well, it's taken Sue to Franks place this afternoon. She texted me not more than 15 minutes ago and said she's going to be there a little longer and thought she'd be home before 7pm. I had been out at lunch today and noticed a lot of work on trees on roads over near Frank's place so it wouldn't surprise me if she got stuck in a detour. You know Governor Christie set down the gauntlet - power WILL be back for everyone by 5pm tomorrow so I know the utility companies are busting their butts right now.

I do think that the next few weeks are going to be interesting. I have yet to post about the things we've found in common between us that are now out in the open for both discussion as well as exploring. Perhaps later tonight or tomorrow I'll have time.
 
  • #415
STB
glad power is back on and now maybe thing's can start to get back to normal.

well i see it is somewhat back already you had your fun last night and sue is having her's right now.

keep us posted
 
  • #416
Such the tease!
 
  • #417
STB
well sue went to see frank last night when she got home did you get a pie.

hope you all still have power.

and to night is your night you only have two week's left till sue will only be taken by frank so she can get ready for there trip.

has sue told you where they are going away to and for how long for sure this time.

keep us posted.
 
  • #418
Sue did finally tell me what their plans are - she says they are just going to go down to Atlantic City NJ (now that they know the casino's are open and undamaged) for a few days. She said they were planning it to be a bit more than that but the storm and subsequent issues have put a damper on things.

It was interesting last night as our daughter was back in school finally and the school-activities resumed too. With her out, we had the house to ourselves when Sue came home a little after 7pm. I can't relate all we talked about but she knew that since we were alone, that I would want to share as much as I could with her and eventually she finally teased me and said "do you want to see what Frank did to me?".

I followed her up to the bedroom and - finally having our power back on and it being finally nice and warm in the house - she encouraged me to undress her - she cooperated and raised her arms, etc.. I did love seeing her standing there in just her bra and panties and relished the thought of Frank having undressed her only a few hours earlier. I knew as I undid her bra that her breasts would show signs of his hands and mouth on them - and I was not let down seeing her nipples still hard. I stood next to her and she said "you can take them off" referring to her panties. I think my hand was even shaking a little as I pulled the front of them away from her stomach and I slid my hand into her panties. Her pussy felt so warm but as she felt my fingers she reached down and pulled my hand back and said "just your tongue in me tonight, not your fingers.... okay?". I had just slid my middle fingers into the cleft between her pussy lips and could already feel the warm wetness when she pulled my hand back.

She asked me an almost philosophical question as I pulled her panties down. She said "does it ever bother you?" I looked up at her as she stepped out of her panties and she continued "does it ever bother you that I have sex with Frank?". It was a strange moment as I was kneeling there eye-height with her pussy where I could see a dribble of wetness. I stood up and kissed her and told her that it turned me on that she had sex with Frank - and I added other guys. We kissed more and I told her that at first it felt kind of crazy but now "after so much time, I like it, I like knowing about it". She smiled and said "good, because whether it's Frank or someone else, I don't think I want to give it up". I hugged her and said that as long as its something she shares with me and doesn't hide from me, that I loved knowing about it.

I was way too taken with her at that moment as she sat on the edge of the bed and then turned to lay back - she looked so beautiful lying there naked and as she looked at me she smiled and then slowly started to spread her legs for me. Once they were about shoulder distance apart, her pussy lips spread apart revealing all of her beauty to me. Seeing her open pussy and knowing she'd been fucked several times earlier just turned me on incredibly and my cock even grew a bit hard as I struggled to undress myself. I lay next to her on the bed and kissed her and I let my hands run all over her until one went down near her pussy and she again looked at me and said "just your tongue tonight, okay?". I kissed her and said "my pleasure" and I started to move down her body. The closer I got to her pussy the more I could smell the sweet smell of sex on her.

As I started to kiss around her pussy she started to talk about how nice it was to see Frank again (they'd missed last week) and as I started to lick at her and could begin to taste Frank's semen in her she started to talk to me and said things about "it's just going to be Frank's stuff in me soon" and she continued to tell me how when she doesn't see him very often, how her desires for him fade a bit but how, after a passionate evening, how she feels more desire for him. She let me and even helped pull her legs back so her pussy would open up more for me and I knew she liked it when I felt her moan and felt her pussy spasm a little as my tongue probed inside.

Once I'd gotten her going she relaxed a little and I guess started to get into being eaten out - after just a few moments I began to taste much more cum running out of her than earlier and sure enough, a few minutes later she relaxed into what seemed like a very deep orgasm that swept over her. I felt her pussy quivering at one point as she peaked and then her whole body relaxed as I remained gently licking at the secretions coming out of her. She told me in short bursts how Frank had seemed hornier than usual for her, maybe because of missing last week - and she told me how they'd fucked twice - the first time not more than 15 minutes after she got there and the second after they'd been lying around together on his bed and she sucked him hard and got him to go for a second time (she sounded annoyed at him needing her to suck him hard). It was one of the few times she's shared some of what they did and it seemed to get her horny once again.

Yes, I know it's Franks cum and when I think of it like that it doesn't sound so good but when it is oozing out of my wife's well fucked pussy, it no longer has that connotation. I loved that I was able to take her to orgasm and that my reward was the unmistakeable flow of cum out of her that was deposited earlier. In that moment between her legs - the thought that on the weeks that she doesn't have that post-fuck orgasm with me - the thought that Franks cum remains in her afterwards and slowly gets absorbed is still weighing on my mind. It didn't matter in the least to me as feeling her body come alive like that and feeling her cum once again made it all okay.

I looked up at her after she'd calmed down and she smiled at me and said "that was wonderful". I knew she was done for now - even if I wanted to, I knew that she'd need a little while to become a little less sensitive down there so I slid up next to her relishing the feel of her warm body against mine. She hugged me and said "thank you" and as I held her she asked me quietly "so, are you going to be okay after Thanksgiving?". It took me a moment to realize what she was saying - and that was what led to the brief discussion about where they were going. I was relieved a bit when she said Atlantic City - it's far enough from our home that she won't run into anyone we know there (if they even leave the room). After finding out about AC as their destination I asked her again if she was "starting it after Thanskgiving weekend" and she said "yes.... but I'm sure you're going to enjoy that weekend!".
 
  • #419
STB
great update and glad you got pie last night.

and enjoy tonight and have fun.

keep us posted.
 
  • #420
The wait begins...

I think the wait must be over - time to rename the post I think!

'The wait happened' maybe???
 
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