UK - love that analogy - a bottle of champagne popping it's cork. That is what it truly felt like to finally feel her again.
As I said, there has been more we've talked about and I'll get to that but first I did finally have some "alone time" this evening (everyone is out!) to get the pics off the phone and crop them a bit.
Sue1 - is how she looked when she got home. I had hoped for a creampie or something like that and yes, I was disappointed that she'd cleaned up - but then again, the idea of her ending her time with Don that way - washing away the weeks activities - is somehow appropriate. What I do love about this picture is just how swollen her whole pussy mound looks as well as how wet her pussy lips look. Even now looking at the picture again my cock is swelling up rapidly thinking about her presenting herself like that to me - and knowing that not more than a few hours earlier, that Don's tongue and cock were buried in her.
Sue2 - is how she looked after I let loose in her. I didn't let her see this one as she'd probably cringe at how she looked - but you can clearly see what I was saying - that it's not that she's gaping open or anything - but it IS obvious that this is one well-fucked pussy! I almost felt guilty at seeing it knowing how I pounded against her.
So - those 2 pics will be filed away someplace safe along with some of the others from the past. I think one day I'll put them all on their own page in the Wife-Pix section.
Now, back to what we'd discussed over the weekend.
First - Sue's not seeing Don this Friday. Joncondon - you hit the nail on the head when you said that she's taking a bit of a break. It's not that she's worried or concerned about it being too much with Don in terms of what she warned me about in terms of her feelings for him - but instead, it seems to be genuinely her that simply said that after her week with Don, that she just needs a break. I asked her what that meant for us and she basically said that it means we can do whatever we want this week which also means that there isn't that feeling of obligation to fuck tonight as I think we'd both sort of felt for the past few months or more.
Now, before everyone goes thinking that uh-oh, that's the end of that - it isn't - it's actually something she said they both have been feeling, that their "every Friday" needed a break. What that means exactly, I don't know because unless he changes his schedule or his job, there isn't really much other time for them to get together other than by happenstance.
She made no bones about telling me that it did feel like a honeymoon of sorts for her. She even joked with me that they may have fucked more than we did on our real honeymoon. I told her that was okay and that it was what I wanted to feel - her wanting him. She asked if last week had given me what I'd wanted and I said yes, it had and I proceeded to tell her what I"ve said here several times - that as the week went by I felt I appreciated her a lot more than I had and that I sort of had taken her for granted in hind-sight over the past few years. She giggled and said she'd never have believed that her fucking another guy would make me feel that way about her (she joked "or I'd have done it years ago") and I told her that it made me realize that she's an independent person and that I wanted her to realize she herself is very sexual and that I want that to be more in the open.
I told her that the last few days were much as I'd felt when I'd traveled on business for almost 2 weeks one time - and how when I came home that I truly NEEDED to fuck her. She looked at me and said that she'd felt much the same way - that the sex with Don was great but that the last few days (I guess except for when she was in bed with him) that she too felt like she somehow needed to feel me in her again. I remember that post-business-trip fuck and it really did feel the same way. I joked back with her that it would have been really intense feeling how I do now back then and if she'd been with Don (or Brad or whoever) while I was away. She asked me if I could even stand that and I said that while I didn't necessarily want to jump back into that now, that if it could happen in the future, that it might be fun to try? She laughed and said "we'll see....".
At one point she asked me if this was a one-time thing? I told her honestly that it wasn't something I wanted as a regular occurence - but I also told her that I DID enjoy it and that I was happy with how it all worked out and that if we ever found similar circumstances, that we could try it again or some sort of variation.
At that point I asked her how she felt about everything and especially what she felt emotionally - and I told her that it was a concern based on what she'd said to me. She said the week started out like something that was going to be fun - that they discussed all sorts of plans that Friday beforehand and she was excited about it being something new to try and to see how I felt about it. She then said that as the week began and progressed, that she did feel herself being drawn to him. There was no question that the absence of controls coupled with my desire for her to let herself go - did let her feel very aroused and by the end of the week, very connected with him. She described the sex with him as going from somewhat physical at the beginning of the week to being much more sensual at the end - fucking as opposed to making-love. And she looked at me and said that - just like that "it is what we were doing"...."it wasn't fucking by then, we were truly making-love" - and she said that how she felt by the end did scare her a bit.
She thought she might be hurting me by what she was saying but when I told her that I really did want to hear how she felt and that as long as we were talking like we were (just us and obviously okay) that I didn't mind knowing how much she'd given of herself. I've known forever it seems that she doesn't hold herself back physically when she's with him - that she truly loves fucking him. But I know I'm truly a cuck when it turned me on and made me feel as it did to hear her tell me that she truly began to feel emotionally for him and that at the end - it wasn't just her body that was having sex with him, but it truly was her making-love with him. She described how they'd hold each other after they'd finish having sex - and not that they exchanged loving words afterwards or whispered "sweet-nothings" in each others ears - but more of she said she felt this emotional satisfaction at lying with him afterwards and loving what she'd shared with him - him feeling not just her body orgasm with him but knowing she'd been there with him mentally and emotionally too.
She asked me how I can want her to feel that and I simply asked her how does she feel about me now. She paused and then she held me tightly and said that she hadn't really thought about it all that much but when I said it to her that way - that she too began to realize just how this has affected her and her feelings towards me. Instead of driving me away either physically or mentally - instead she began to think about how she felt about me. She'd later (Sunday I guess) would come back to me and say that she'd thought about it more and she didn't want to give me a "swelled head" but that I was right and that she too hadn't noticed the subtle changes in our relationship but now she was realizing it. She feels so much more sexy around me and that she feels like she truly loves me more in that she knows I want her (and she wants me) as a person and not just for sex. She admitted that my unwavering love and support and attraction to her last week did make her realize just how deeply she felt about me.
So - that's about all I can summarize right now. There was more - she asked me again how the whole panty-thing felt for me and I told her that it was incredibly sexy to know what they were doing but to not be able to see for myself. She giggled and said that it also really helped her get in the whole scene too and that while she felt guilty at the beginning of the week about it, that by the end of the week she knew how I felt and she actually found it much of a turn-on for herself too.
I suspect that this weekend we'll have more time together and we won't feel as obligated to have sex on Friday night, etc., so perhaps we'll talk about the future then. She did admit that she loved his tongue - but she also said to me very clearly that his tongue wasn't worth giving up sex with me for - and that they'll "have to figure something out" about it. I told her to let me know what she decides and she giggled and said I'll be the first to know.
It is quite different around here right now not feeling the obligation to have sex tonight. It'll feel even stranger if we do have sex before late Friday!
