Hi
I think its been about two months since i was last here and there is a reason, which some of you might not agree with, but it has been amazingly important to me.
i got pregnant after a night with a white guy that was a mistake in the first place. At first it was an interesting idea but the more and more i thought about it and the longer i was pregnant the more it became incredibly clear that i could not have the man's baby because i have never seen him again firstly and secondly i just couldn't because it was an accident so i had the pregnancy terminated. i know i know, but for those of you who have never been in the position i was you could never understand.
Now that i am fully recovered i have also realised something else. Had the child been fathered by a black man, i would never have had it terminated in fact i would have loved it and raised him or her to know how special and superior they would be over us weak white people.
What does this make me?
I think its been about two months since i was last here and there is a reason, which some of you might not agree with, but it has been amazingly important to me.
i got pregnant after a night with a white guy that was a mistake in the first place. At first it was an interesting idea but the more and more i thought about it and the longer i was pregnant the more it became incredibly clear that i could not have the man's baby because i have never seen him again firstly and secondly i just couldn't because it was an accident so i had the pregnancy terminated. i know i know, but for those of you who have never been in the position i was you could never understand.
Now that i am fully recovered i have also realised something else. Had the child been fathered by a black man, i would never have had it terminated in fact i would have loved it and raised him or her to know how special and superior they would be over us weak white people.
What does this make me?