Hi guys,
I would like to read some advices on what to do in my situation. I met my gf almost 10yrs ago, in that time span we broke up like 4 times, and no more than 4 months after we came back together. We both are 30yr old.
Im not gonna lie, everytime she left me, it hit me hard, even sometimes i felt depressed. She on the other side, had some fun....well a lot of fun.
We've been together since mid 2013 and here is my problem. She always denied that fucked other guys, but i always had my doubts. So after sneaking on her phone i found that she had a lover, a married guy. He fucked her back in late 2011 and early 2012.
I was so angry, and wanted to finally finish our relationship (this happened in december 2014). I really can't imagine she fucking other guy, that feeling is like living in hell. But after all the drama, we came back together once again as always.
To be honest, i have never stop imagine her being fucked by the other guy, first with angry and dissapointment but then it turned into a fantasy, a fantasy i've been having a year and a half ago.
Sometimes and read over and over again all the messages while i masturbate. For the way they texted, i noticed that she really felt connected with him, they had great sex ( a lot of compliments from both sides) and what hurt me the most, she let him fuck and eat her ass. I was so suprised because she doesn't like anal, but i had to understand that she was really hooked, so there would be no excuses to deny her ass.
When i had a chance i asked her for a detailes of her lover while having sex, for me was so hot but she was kinda shy, and eve told me that i was mental. Now when we have sex i tried to get more info but she only gives little details. Sometimes i joke about having a MFM threesome or she coming back to her lover and she only says that she can do that but is something that i wouldn't handle.
Well, now our relationship is pretty good. She really wants to forget her past and look for a future of us together. I just feel like i can't forgive her just like that.
Now guys... In that case, is it the best thing to continue our relationship and try to fulfill my fantasy or maybe is just a bad fantasy and its better to leave her and keep going with my life.
Thanks for read. English is not my native language so i hope you get the point.
Heres a pic of her.
I would like to read some advices on what to do in my situation. I met my gf almost 10yrs ago, in that time span we broke up like 4 times, and no more than 4 months after we came back together. We both are 30yr old.
Im not gonna lie, everytime she left me, it hit me hard, even sometimes i felt depressed. She on the other side, had some fun....well a lot of fun.
We've been together since mid 2013 and here is my problem. She always denied that fucked other guys, but i always had my doubts. So after sneaking on her phone i found that she had a lover, a married guy. He fucked her back in late 2011 and early 2012.
I was so angry, and wanted to finally finish our relationship (this happened in december 2014). I really can't imagine she fucking other guy, that feeling is like living in hell. But after all the drama, we came back together once again as always.
To be honest, i have never stop imagine her being fucked by the other guy, first with angry and dissapointment but then it turned into a fantasy, a fantasy i've been having a year and a half ago.
Sometimes and read over and over again all the messages while i masturbate. For the way they texted, i noticed that she really felt connected with him, they had great sex ( a lot of compliments from both sides) and what hurt me the most, she let him fuck and eat her ass. I was so suprised because she doesn't like anal, but i had to understand that she was really hooked, so there would be no excuses to deny her ass.
When i had a chance i asked her for a detailes of her lover while having sex, for me was so hot but she was kinda shy, and eve told me that i was mental. Now when we have sex i tried to get more info but she only gives little details. Sometimes i joke about having a MFM threesome or she coming back to her lover and she only says that she can do that but is something that i wouldn't handle.
Well, now our relationship is pretty good. She really wants to forget her past and look for a future of us together. I just feel like i can't forgive her just like that.
Now guys... In that case, is it the best thing to continue our relationship and try to fulfill my fantasy or maybe is just a bad fantasy and its better to leave her and keep going with my life.
Thanks for read. English is not my native language so i hope you get the point.
Heres a pic of her.