Hello all, Jeff here again...
It's been quite a while since we have posted anything, sorry about that. All three of our schedules have been crazy lately and our "normal" life has been taking up all of our time.
Anyway, the last post from Wil was quite interesting, I hadn't realized that he had kept all those messages... and of course, I had not heard or seen most of before his post, since they were all private between he and Sara.
Even though I already knew the reality of things, it was still somewhat suprising to see it in text. To see the things that Sara has said and told Wil, to see how much she enjoys fucking him and how strong her desire is, it gave me quite a bit of "cuckold angst". But then, that is what being a cuckold is all about...ugh... LOL
So, as I said above, we have all been busy and Sara has only gotten together with once in the last month (since the last post).
However... it was quite the experience.
I mentioned that Wil is kniky, and a Dom, and that he and Sara had been exploring a Dom/sub dynamic in their relationship along with the cuckolding. Well, we went to a kinky BDSM with Wil a few days after he last fucked Sara and she was TOTALLY intrigued by it. Sara and Wil did not fuck that night, we just toured the club, met a few people and checked things out.
The club is really pretty cool, with all kinds of apparatus for bondage and a dungeon like atmosphere. Everyone there seems really open minded and Sara simply could not wait to return and get fucked by Wil in front of other people, in a semi-pulic place.
Afterward, we joined the club and the following weekend we went there with Wil. But first, Wil came over ot our house and started to play with Sara there. Of course, she was really excited to see him, as always, but even more so because it had been a while.
They kissed and sucked and Wil shoved his cock down Sara's throat in our kitchen, then proceeded to make her squirt all over the floor again... damn she gets wet for him! Her pussy is like a fountain every time she is with him!
Sher has always goten wet pretty easily, but NOTHING like she does with Wil, and she has NEVER squirted so continuously, its crazy! And lately, she seems to be getting less and less wet when her and I play, which is really not that often. The only time she gets really wet is if we are talking about her cuckolding me with Wil. Even when I finger fuck her, her pussy just doesnt respond that way that it used to... That's the reality of the whole cuckolding thing that is sometimes difficult to take. But wahtever, I am the one that convinced her to cuckold me so I cant really complain if she REALLY likes it now, right?
So after a bit, we leave to go to the BDSM club and Sara rides with Wil, in his car. I dont mind this, as it is kind of a turn-on and also because I realize they probably need to talk about how things will go at the club a bit etc. I just hope that my neighbors didnt see Sara leaving with Wil instead of me. We live in a townhouse community and know quite a few of our neighbors, so it would be a little hard to explain (and a little embarrasing, Lol).
When we got to the club, it was a little mellow at first as we all got comfortable. Even though it is a private club, it is still very much like being in public, as there are quite a few people around and we dont really know any of them, although Wil seems to know many of them. Some people just do their own thing, while others hang out and watch, so it's definatley a bit like being on display at times.
It was a little odd to be hanging out and talking with people while Sara was kind of hanging with both me and Wil, but being affectionate with only Wil. Of course it isnt hard to figure out that Sara is MY wife, but that she is there to be with Wil. She got a real kick out of kissing him and having him grab her ass in front of everyone, in front of her husband. It mad eme feel a little uncomfortable (not bad though) and Sara absolutley loves this. She likes when I am uncomfortable and enjoys tormenting me, which I often like after the fact, but not always during...
So Sara changed out of her street clothes and was wearing only tall black leather boots, thigh-high nylons and a barley there top, and then prceeded to prance around and tease me in the social area of the club. IT was really hot to have her dressed like that in semi-public and know that she was about to get fucked by Wil in front of all these people.
Not long after that, Wil took Sara into the play area and they started, well, playing. Lol. It was really hot to watch them, like always, but I have to admit that it made me feel quite uncomfortable at the same time. Something about being there with other people, having them KNOW that I was being cuckolded, and right in front of their eyes... made it very real indeed.
But I stayed cool and relaxed and continued to watch, whiel trying not to let myself feel like too much of a freak. Lol. In all actuality, our cuckold games are pretty tame compared to some of the stuff people do there.
Sara has always wanted to be fucked on a love-swing, and this is the first place that Wil fucked her. She was laying in the swing, with her legs held back by the straps and Wil was punding his cock in & out of her, which she was loving! He soon had here suirting all over yet again and they went on and on.
I should mention that a lot (most?) of the people at the club seem to be into BDSM, spanking, rope and bondage or whatever...but there isnt that much actual FUCKING going on there, so when someone is fucking, they tend to get an audience. Well, both Sara and Wil are somewhat exhibitionists, so they were loving it! I on the otherhand, was sitting quitely in small desk/chair across from them, watching, smiling...
After they tired of the swing, they moved to a big leather covered table. But first, Wil made Sara stand in front of him while he pinched and pulled on her nipples. Sara has sensitive nipples and I am amazed at how much pain she can take from Wil. At times, he is brutally pulling and pinching them to the point that Sara is crying out, and then she says "thank you Sir, may I have more?" She really has become his slut and she is loving it.
Wil moved Sara to the corner of the leather table and stated fucking her again, slamming his cock into her over and over again, making her cum a number of times before finally cumming himself. Wil has hugely intense orgasms (especially with Sara) and this one was no different. They were both crying out and spasming together for a long time and then they calmned down and just layed together for a while, holding one another.
Eventually, they got up and cleaned up... and Sara and I went out to the social area to talk a little etc. I was cool with everything and it was quite the experience. As we do these things more and more, I get more comfortable with my cuckold role, which is good since Sara has no intention of going to back to monogamous sex with me, especially now that she has experienced Wil! Lol. I am fine iwht that, accepting my fate a cuckold and look forward to going to the BDSM club again as well as exploring more cuckold scenarios with Sara and Wil...
On another note, I still have not been allowed to have sex with Sara. She needs Wil's permission to have sex with ANYONE other him, including her husband (especially?). Honsestly, she doenst seem to have much interest or desire to fuck me anymore anyway, not since she has been getting satisfied so completely by Wil.
Sara & I have only had sex four times in 2010, and all of those times were prior to March, before she was fully involved with Wil. Since then, Sara will only give me hand jobs and an occasional lick/suck, although I am not allowed to go fully into her mouth either. Even if she does use her mouth, she will often use her teeth too, so as to make it painful at the same time, ensuring that i dont get too much pleasure from her. Either that or I just have to rub off on her thigh and jack myself off on her ass or belly. I guess I should be thankful that she does that much, and that at least I get to have an orgasm.
Sara has said that she MIGHT allow me to fuck her for my birthday, which is coming up in another month... but even if she does, her pussy will probably not even get wet, or I will only last a minute or two after so long...
Sara & Wil plan to get togehter again this weekend, which is actually our anniversary... This invokes a bit of angst, but is also a HUGE turn-on. She is traveling all week and only returns on late Saturday afternoon. Then, I fly out on Sunday afternoon... Saturday is our anniversary and Sara will spend it fucking Wil, while I watch... Well she certainly deserves it, it has been a few weeks since she was with Wil and she really needs to fuck him again (she has been getting cranky lately...). I will let you know how it goes...
-Jeff