I decided to start a new thread since I think we've turned yet another corner in our relationship.
I think first I can't believe that it was over a week ago already. On one hand it feels like it was just yesterday but on the other, it feels like something that was so long ago. Perhaps her being "off limits" with her period right now is fueling my memories.
It's strange because now that it's over - now that she spent the whole night with him, it just seems to not be that big a deal. Of course how she was when she came home did help as I did and still do feel very much closer to her as she says she does with me.
At one point I asked her what she liked best about her night with him. She hesitated and instead asked me what I thought about that made me the horniest! I remember thinking that she was getting very clever - something others here had said. I did cough a big if I remember but then I just told her that it turned me on to think of her waking up with him, naked and them both being together. She said she thought that wouldn't be something I would be horny about with how I was beforehand. I told her the truth - that she was right, it was something that I'd not been happy about but I told her that afterwards, that it was incredibly arousing. That my wife had actually spent the night fucking another man all night.
She kissed me and hugged me and seemed relieved at what I'd said and I asked her - what did she like the most. She smiled, giggled and quietly said she'd enjoyed falling asleep with him and then she said even more quietly "with him still in me". When she saw my smile that confirmed my answer to how I felt about that - she started to open up a bit more and said that she loved being able to just totally relax after having awesome sex. And then she said it "like afterwards with you".
I thought I would dread hearing her say that. I knew one day I would hear her start to compare us. Enough people here told me that but to hear her say it that way - even now almost a week later - it still is there in my mind. She didn't say it again and I don't even know if she knew what she said but I remember it. The weird part is that even now, a week later - I love thinking of her like that. Able to give herself to him and now, hopefully, not being scared of telling me more.
It must have been Tuesday night when we had sex again and afterwards, as we lay there I asked her "so, what position was so good with him?". She was in that giggly mood so as she lay next to me she just said something about how it was in her note to me, and she said, with me on my knees.
I had to go back and read the part in her note she'd written. I found it. I read it again and even now I'm horny thinking about her. I wanted to share it here but it's really long so I'll post it after this.
Actually, I re-read most of what she'd written to me. It is more like a book in that she told me things I had only guessed at or fantasized about. The part I'm going to post is only about 1/4th of the whole thing. She really opened up about everything and even now I'm sort of hesitant to post it. She said she was going to try to make it sexy-er than the last note. I think it's incredible and I may try to send it in to Penthouse if she'll let me!
There is so much more that she wrote in the rest of the note but the parts I cut/pasted for you should make you understand why I both cringe and almost cum at the same time reading it. To hold her in my arms now, knowing some of what she's shared with Brad - it's really an incredible feeling.
I know she gave a lot to Brad and I'm okay with that as I know it was what she wanted. I certainly know how she was afterwards and I do love how she felt - satisfied is all I can say. When I do look at her now or when we're in bed together I do think about Brad now knowing her as intimately as I do in so many ways - knowing she shared her body all night long with him. I know it's crazy but I also know from how she's been with me, even with her period, that it's been a good thing for us so far. I can't explain it but that is how it feels.
Unfortunately we only had time for a "quickie" on Thursday night before she announced her period had arrived a few days earlier than she'd expected. We haven't had much of a sexy mood since then either so there's not much more to share.
She did ask me if we could keep up our Wednesday's as a night when she knew we wouldn't be having sex. She teased me a bit and said I could still imagine it's because of Thursday's and that she'd play along with that. So I said okay to keep the desires going, but I suspect she was pms-ing on Thursday as she wasn't totally there after a busy day.
I think first I can't believe that it was over a week ago already. On one hand it feels like it was just yesterday but on the other, it feels like something that was so long ago. Perhaps her being "off limits" with her period right now is fueling my memories.
It's strange because now that it's over - now that she spent the whole night with him, it just seems to not be that big a deal. Of course how she was when she came home did help as I did and still do feel very much closer to her as she says she does with me.
At one point I asked her what she liked best about her night with him. She hesitated and instead asked me what I thought about that made me the horniest! I remember thinking that she was getting very clever - something others here had said. I did cough a big if I remember but then I just told her that it turned me on to think of her waking up with him, naked and them both being together. She said she thought that wouldn't be something I would be horny about with how I was beforehand. I told her the truth - that she was right, it was something that I'd not been happy about but I told her that afterwards, that it was incredibly arousing. That my wife had actually spent the night fucking another man all night.
She kissed me and hugged me and seemed relieved at what I'd said and I asked her - what did she like the most. She smiled, giggled and quietly said she'd enjoyed falling asleep with him and then she said even more quietly "with him still in me". When she saw my smile that confirmed my answer to how I felt about that - she started to open up a bit more and said that she loved being able to just totally relax after having awesome sex. And then she said it "like afterwards with you".
I thought I would dread hearing her say that. I knew one day I would hear her start to compare us. Enough people here told me that but to hear her say it that way - even now almost a week later - it still is there in my mind. She didn't say it again and I don't even know if she knew what she said but I remember it. The weird part is that even now, a week later - I love thinking of her like that. Able to give herself to him and now, hopefully, not being scared of telling me more.
It must have been Tuesday night when we had sex again and afterwards, as we lay there I asked her "so, what position was so good with him?". She was in that giggly mood so as she lay next to me she just said something about how it was in her note to me, and she said, with me on my knees.
I had to go back and read the part in her note she'd written. I found it. I read it again and even now I'm horny thinking about her. I wanted to share it here but it's really long so I'll post it after this.
Actually, I re-read most of what she'd written to me. It is more like a book in that she told me things I had only guessed at or fantasized about. The part I'm going to post is only about 1/4th of the whole thing. She really opened up about everything and even now I'm sort of hesitant to post it. She said she was going to try to make it sexy-er than the last note. I think it's incredible and I may try to send it in to Penthouse if she'll let me!
There is so much more that she wrote in the rest of the note but the parts I cut/pasted for you should make you understand why I both cringe and almost cum at the same time reading it. To hold her in my arms now, knowing some of what she's shared with Brad - it's really an incredible feeling.
I know she gave a lot to Brad and I'm okay with that as I know it was what she wanted. I certainly know how she was afterwards and I do love how she felt - satisfied is all I can say. When I do look at her now or when we're in bed together I do think about Brad now knowing her as intimately as I do in so many ways - knowing she shared her body all night long with him. I know it's crazy but I also know from how she's been with me, even with her period, that it's been a good thing for us so far. I can't explain it but that is how it feels.
Unfortunately we only had time for a "quickie" on Thursday night before she announced her period had arrived a few days earlier than she'd expected. We haven't had much of a sexy mood since then either so there's not much more to share.
She did ask me if we could keep up our Wednesday's as a night when she knew we wouldn't be having sex. She teased me a bit and said I could still imagine it's because of Thursday's and that she'd play along with that. So I said okay to keep the desires going, but I suspect she was pms-ing on Thursday as she wasn't totally there after a busy day.