So now my potential hotwife and I are at a point where she cannot deny me sex and actually gets annoyed when I try and deny her my cock. After almost a year of trying to get her to hotwife status, she wants me more than ever. It's awesome and so fucking frustrating at the same time!
We RP different men fucking her all the time now and she loves it. I even put on a strap-on and huge realistic dildo and fucked her pretending to be one of her past BFs and she rocked that fake cock. And then I turn her around and while the dildo was fucking her pussy I was fucking her ass, again pretending to be someone else. Fucking hot right? Moaning and calling me Sal, my name is Ian btw.
Talking about it out of the bedroom, as someone here suggested, she has expressed desire for other men, the guy that owns the bike shop near us jogged past one day and she said "I wouldn't mind a piece of that". Of course I got hard thinking her and her bike guy and asked her let her mind wander. And she can't get two of her past lovers off her mind lately, Sal and Tyler.
To me, all these point to her gearing up for the next step but she keeps saying "I don't need anyone else" and I keep trying to tell her it's not about need but desire, freedom and passion. We tell each other everyday we love each other, and we mean it. She almost seems to be going in reverse and we are going in opposite directions. I know RP is RP but with all the flirting and looking at other men and talking about other men and what she wants them to do to her and the past infidelities and the membership at ashley-madison.com, I thought we were going in the right direction.
So. Am I screwed? Is this hotwifeing destined to stay in RP mode? Or is she stalling cause she needs to work some stuff out in her head?
I have asked her and the same concerns we put to rest months ago, keep popping up in her head. Primarily that I will flip as soon as another man's cock touches her. I have no way to defeat this. I have even told her that I would wait in the lobby or out in car or somewhere close by with a 2-way so she feels safe but also so she knows I can't interfere. I even offered to set up the first one with a professional in a nice hotel so she would know what to expect and everything. Nothing works. I am not a violent or aggressive person anymore. I haven't been for about 14 years now. But the one thing she loved about me early on, my protecting ways, is now dooming our experiment.
Any help would be appreciated. I am sure some of you have been in either of our positions before. If a wife or GF, if you overcame the issue, how, what made you feel that the hubby or BF wouldn't go ballistic? If a hubby or BF, what did you do to put them at ease?
BTW this is what her glorious pussy looks like when it's stretched by a thick cock. I know I am average and don't have any problem satisfying my wife or myself with my cock. But damn it looks awesome with a thick, long, shiny cock sliding in and out of her pussy. That's my average cock and balls beneath the dildo btw. I wanted to wear underwear that only showed the dildo but she said if people are gonna see her pussy then can see her cock(it's on my body but it's hers as far as she is concerned, which is a huge turn on).
We RP different men fucking her all the time now and she loves it. I even put on a strap-on and huge realistic dildo and fucked her pretending to be one of her past BFs and she rocked that fake cock. And then I turn her around and while the dildo was fucking her pussy I was fucking her ass, again pretending to be someone else. Fucking hot right? Moaning and calling me Sal, my name is Ian btw.
Talking about it out of the bedroom, as someone here suggested, she has expressed desire for other men, the guy that owns the bike shop near us jogged past one day and she said "I wouldn't mind a piece of that". Of course I got hard thinking her and her bike guy and asked her let her mind wander. And she can't get two of her past lovers off her mind lately, Sal and Tyler.
To me, all these point to her gearing up for the next step but she keeps saying "I don't need anyone else" and I keep trying to tell her it's not about need but desire, freedom and passion. We tell each other everyday we love each other, and we mean it. She almost seems to be going in reverse and we are going in opposite directions. I know RP is RP but with all the flirting and looking at other men and talking about other men and what she wants them to do to her and the past infidelities and the membership at ashley-madison.com, I thought we were going in the right direction.
So. Am I screwed? Is this hotwifeing destined to stay in RP mode? Or is she stalling cause she needs to work some stuff out in her head?
I have asked her and the same concerns we put to rest months ago, keep popping up in her head. Primarily that I will flip as soon as another man's cock touches her. I have no way to defeat this. I have even told her that I would wait in the lobby or out in car or somewhere close by with a 2-way so she feels safe but also so she knows I can't interfere. I even offered to set up the first one with a professional in a nice hotel so she would know what to expect and everything. Nothing works. I am not a violent or aggressive person anymore. I haven't been for about 14 years now. But the one thing she loved about me early on, my protecting ways, is now dooming our experiment.
Any help would be appreciated. I am sure some of you have been in either of our positions before. If a wife or GF, if you overcame the issue, how, what made you feel that the hubby or BF wouldn't go ballistic? If a hubby or BF, what did you do to put them at ease?
BTW this is what her glorious pussy looks like when it's stretched by a thick cock. I know I am average and don't have any problem satisfying my wife or myself with my cock. But damn it looks awesome with a thick, long, shiny cock sliding in and out of her pussy. That's my average cock and balls beneath the dildo btw. I wanted to wear underwear that only showed the dildo but she said if people are gonna see her pussy then can see her cock(it's on my body but it's hers as far as she is concerned, which is a huge turn on).