yes i'm alive & well, but just more busy the last couple months. i do have another girl i have been seeing on the side (married, just a fling), works crazier, had some personal/family issues as well...it's tougher to post recently...& i can't bang out a post in five minutes & i've had fewer half-hours of free-time to write, than i had. hopefully that'll change, cause i think i am entering in a new, deeper phase with allie & bill.
i always appreciate hearing from bubba bigs and king bull, who've been with me since the beginning of this & given me priceless advice at critical junctures...i have alot of gratitude to them both. sahara's new on the scene but amusing as all get-out, love reading her take on things.
before i get into recent events, i hear ya kb, at times, it does go to my head, but i know i need to stay grounded. and allie's mom has called me about getting together when she's here for the christmas holidays, and i realize landmines abound with that. i'm not being greedy, i'd rather not the complication, i wish she wasn't showing, and the temptation wasn't there. i feel on the verge of a new level with allie & bill, i'd rather focus on that.
i know tammy's loyalty to me is only because it's convenient. she suggests otherwise, but she broke off with her girlfriend last weekend & was pretty heartless about it. even asked if i'd be there when her ex picked up her things (i said no). she's been unusually needy since, and i've been going there to fuck her, but im not getting caught up in her drama. tammy really enjoys cock, period. perhaps she doesn't like that fact about herself, but it's true. in her lesbian relationships, the other girls worship her, the power gets her off. she got bored with the girl's she's with, so up and get another one, which no doubt she'll have soon. men don't give her the emotional things girls do, but it's really the power, and the ego-rush i think that drives things with her.
tammy wants me to fuck allie's mom. i hear kb & bb, that this could ruin everything. i'm staying out of it, as much as i can. i won't fuck her. i will feign an excuse. but tammy wants to talk to allie about it. i said, you can suggest it, but it's not coming from me. i'm sure allie will freak regarding the idea. but since her mom thinks something going on with allie & me, allie should at least know her mom's interest in me. with that out in the open, allie can at least be a blocker if she doesn't want anything to happen. let her explain to her mom why she cares enough to interfere (i don't mean it completely like that, but don't put it all on me either).
so i saw bill & allie last saturday nite (8 days ago), rite after getting the thank-you note email from bill. tammy couldn't attend which i was fine with. i've backpocketed the suggestions from the board, but i was trying to restrain myself. he thanked me, they were having me over for dinner, asked that i stay longer, and i wanted to establish more frequent visits. sahara, love your posts, and your pizza man imagery, but so long as things feel like they're progressing, i don't mind showing up to fuck his girl, so long as it instills my role with bill.
bill & i talked football over dinner, allie played the host, and while i want bill ultimately playing the host, i went along for now. when dinner was over and allie suggested dessert, i eyed down towards my bulge & she got on her knees and asked playfully if this was her dessert. bill watched as allie sucked my cock, on her knees in the kitchen.
when we went to the bedroom, allie asked bill if he wanted to take photos. she told him to use her camera as opposed to his, made a point of it.
need to rush some of the details on this one, but fucked allie hard on their bed, had her screaming "i love your cock" and "cum in my pussy, fill my pussy" and slammed into her with her hands on the headboard as i came inside her. as i pulled out, i hugged her tight & whispered "stay like this"...but i looked over at bill & i felt bad, he was waiting to join her & snuggle with her, and was being deprived...he looked sad, almost like he was going to cry...that got to me, i whispered for her to call him over & got out of bed & went to the bathroom, leaving the two of them alone.
then i went to the kitchen & made myself a drink, watching tv in their living room, lying naked on their couch.
15 minutes later, bill came in and asked "yr gonna stay for a bit rite?" and when i said sure, asked if i wanted anything. i said "will you go down on your wife and get her nice and wet for me?" he said sure.
i gave them time/space, watched college football, and when i came in, and told bill to go down on allie, i picked up the camera and took photos. it had been an hour since i had creamed his girl's pussy, but there was a moment i think when bill realized he was tasting my cum...he had no frame of reference for this, but he was tasting a creampie. he suddenly got back up, looked embarrassed and uttered "ok".
i fucked allie on the bed, and then against their bedroom wall, gave her two more orgasms...i wanted to grab the camera and get him jerking off in the background like as allie blew me, but the moment wasn't rite. i also didn't want to give allie a facial without him asking for it. so instead, after she came against the wall, i had her drop to her knees and within seconds was blasting loads down her throat. when she stood up, her face was spotless, my cum was down her throat, in her stomach.
i could've done alot more, i could have pushed the cuck in bill more, but time's ceased being my enemy, i deferred to simply letting things/reality slowly sinking in with bill. he hasn't been married for three months yet, and he's already surrendered alot.
he called me about wed nite & i genuinely couldn't, so then he threw out sat nite (last nite). i said sure.
this time tammy joined me. we just went for drinks, and smoked pot and there was no more calculation on my part. i no longer have to work on making it happen. i suggested we try a different room, and sat on their bathroom sink counter as tammy and allie took turns blowing me. when it was allie's turn, i pushed her head down, having her take as much as she could, with her gagging twice. bill stood by the entrance.
when i fucked allie in their bed, tammy joined in a little, spanking allie's ass, licking my balls. after i came inside allie, tammy suggested bill go down on her. he almost started to & then tammy said "eat that cum out of her" and bill did an abrupt stop & got up. he looked embarassed and went to the kitchen, saying he'd forgot his drink.
since tammy was participating, she banned bill from taking any photos. and he was too embarassed to jerk off with tammy there. i kind of felt like she didn't belong there, was an impediment to the advances that have been made.
i didn't want to over-reach, i didn't want bill feeling anymore freaked & that he had enough to think about. so i called it a nite. he seemed relieved. i told him to call me, if he was up for watching football today.
then i went over to tammy's and fucked till we crashed out at 3am. he didn't take me up on watching football, but i got a message from him tonite. allie apparently made him aware that im out of town for the thanksgiving holiday thru the wknd, and he wants to have me over tuesday nite. i'm not gonna get back to him till tomorrow, but will tell him yes. ok, so im still the pizza boy, saying sure most of the time, but i do think he's seriously progressing into becoming a full-on cuck.
yes, there's things ive thought of to really bring that out, but i think the last few times, are getting him ready for new levels.