I'm a 46yr old Caucasian male. i have always been fairly masculine lots of fighting, partying, etc. im a pretty decent size man 6'2, 225 lbs decent shape, good looking. the thing is I have about a 5in penis and I have very little body hair. I have never been attracted to men. although when I see a big black cock I get hard as fuck and I really want to suck and possibly get fucked by it. I don't get it because white cocks don't do that for me. Just big (9+in) black (the blacker the better) cocks. also would like to compare mine with one, when I'm soft I might be 1in. Anyone else have these desires ?