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I honestly think you are the male half of the equation living out your jerk off fantasy on here... I have seen it on here so many times... Most females who swing don't have the same issues you seem to have... Most are comfrotable with who they are... you are preoccupied with a fat ass which the females doesnt have... I am attaching a photo of my slut... a real slut who does indeed have a fat ass... Hope you find the help you need... and try just being the male you are and talking about your slut and you will still get off...
I honestly think you are the male half of the equation living out your jerk off fantasy on here... I have seen it on here so many times... Most females who swing don't have the same issues you seem to have... Most are comfrotable with who they are... you are preoccupied with a fat ass which the females doesnt have... I am attaching a photo of my slut... a real slut who does indeed have a fat ass... Hope you find the help you need... and try just being the male you are and talking about your slut and you will still get off...