Not long ago, I found out my fiance was cheating on me with one of her coworkers. Needless to say I was crushed. We called it quits but I can’t afford to break my lease and get my own place. We’ve been cohabitating fine until I left work early sick one day and came home to find them fucking on the couch. I just went into the bedroom until they finished. It was brutal. I could hear everything. She apologized the next day that I witnessed that but said she’s going to keep fucking him. She said as long as we’re broken up, she’s going to “explore her sexuality.” She only had one guy before me so until now, she hasn’t had many sexual partners. In the weeks we’ve been broken up she told me she’s fucked her coworker a bunch and had a random one night stand. Kills me to hear it.
About a week ago, we started having sex again. She definitely initiated. Crazy thing is the sex has been incredible. Way better than before. Now she’s asking to get back together. She’s still fucking her coworker at our place which I’ve been home for three times now. I know she wants to be with me and continue to “explore her sexuality.” My mind is all over the place. Is this a better version of our previous relationship and I’ll just cry myself to sleep sometimes? IDK. Thoughts? Advice?
About a week ago, we started having sex again. She definitely initiated. Crazy thing is the sex has been incredible. Way better than before. Now she’s asking to get back together. She’s still fucking her coworker at our place which I’ve been home for three times now. I know she wants to be with me and continue to “explore her sexuality.” My mind is all over the place. Is this a better version of our previous relationship and I’ll just cry myself to sleep sometimes? IDK. Thoughts? Advice?