We are back in our Wednesday routine for sure. Sue has already teased me about "enjoying myself" later tonight - and true to form, she is sticking with the panties too. Just seeing her walking around the bedroom changing after work - knowing she's intentionally leaving the panties on drives me crazy with desire.
Victoria, you asked several questions, but before that I wanted to confirm that you see your bull only 3 times a year and yet you do not use condoms with him? That to me is reason enough to encourage Sue to have one steady lover who we trust. I suppose the risk is most likely low, but it is an advantage to "Don" even if he has his quirks.
If Sue were to tire of Don, I'd merely encourage her to look elsewhere if she wanted to continue what we're doing. I am sure that now, 2+ years into an "active cuckolding" lifestyle like we seem to have adopted, that she is much more aware of men who she may desire.
I"m not sure if your question of "what if she wants more" is more men? Or more with Don? More men - I think that is a dream for most cuckolds, to see their spouses truly fulfill their sexual desires. I would encourage her to enjoy herself, but obviously, to be careful - not just health-wise, but also socially and with regards to our family. Like you, we have kids who - while they may think they know what mommy is doing - are not totally sure. They are too young to deal with this. In a few more years, that could change. You probably already know my answer if she were to want more with Don. Within limits - I am in favor of her exploring her desires. Depending on what she wanted, many things are possible and as I've said - on a short-term basis, I would probably encourage anything she wanted to try or do.
I have tried to explain to Sue what I want to feel and experience. As I said above, there is something incredibly arousing seeing Sue experiencing the sexual desires she has - I think after 18 years of child-raising - that women in general seem to shut out the physical sexual side of their being. Dare I even say that maybe this is what is behind so many unhappy marriages. And it's not just the woman either - its also the guy. But we see so many unhappy couples who are our age and it truly seems that they've lost their sense of self and their own desires.
It is like playing with fire, that is true. But if you are not threatened by the physical side of sex - and I have really never been. Then it is truly pleasurable (in the end) to see her let loose - and to then come back to me and let me share in her experiences. But I cannot really put into words how I feel other than to say that it gives me a sense of satisfaction that I have been looking for.
YOu also asked where Sue "confides".... She is not really into computers - she reluctantly Emails people often taking days or weeks to reply. I showed her a variety of stuff on the web, but she doesn't find it interesting. She also doesn't (or hasn't used it with me) know the word "cuckold" - it isn't something I've told her and it's not a term she's used. I know she has a friend at work who she's confided in and I know that her sister may have an inkling. I suppose that she could be on another website just as I'm here - but I don't think so. I can give you her Email address, but she doesn't know that I post as much as I do here so if you do contact her, please don't lead her here as that would definitely stifle my sense of freedom here. PM me if you want her Email address - and as I said, I'd tell her you were going to write to her - but from what I know, you might be waiting a few days or longer for a response...
TTFN...
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