My wife was never much interested in sex although she was promiscuous before she met me. We have now been married for 27 years. I got interested in the cuckold fantasy when thinking about her liking sex but not much with me. When we did have sex we used this fantasy and she enjoyed it. She also admitted that my cock was the smallest she had ever had. Turning fantasy into reality however seemed far away. Then one day a male friend unexpectedly kissed her. She had never thought about him in that way but he had a manner that made her feel like she should play along. She rang me on the way home, embarrassed but very turned on. After another meeting they met in a hotel and fucked. He has a big cock and makes her cum. They have since met again and fucked and always her more than once.
This has led to several heart to hearts for us. She admitted that I have never made her cum and she has faked it, my cock just isn't big enough. She has said she doesn't find me sexually attractive and would give me 3 out of 10 for fucking. She says its 6 out of 10 when love is added. He is a 9 out of 10 and she only really started fancying him after he fucked her. This has been difficult for her to tell and for me to hear. It has made us closer but more emotional.
I have said I want him to fuck her often on a regular basis with maybe me not fucking her at all - we will still do things but maybe no penetration. She wants me to but I it can be difficult when i know its not doing much for her. I also get off on her saving herself for him.
We are very much in love. She wants him, enjoys it turning me on but is scared for what it means for us. Lots of tears about hurting me.
My question is How Does this Play Out?
Ideally she keeps fucking him, we stay close and enjoy the whole experience. I think I can cope with the blow to my ego by having such a low sexual rating from her. I do find it erotic.
But will she become closer to him and less close to me as a result? Where do relationships like this end up? I have suggested she also spends nights away with him. Good idea or am I conspiring in my own ruin?
This has led to several heart to hearts for us. She admitted that I have never made her cum and she has faked it, my cock just isn't big enough. She has said she doesn't find me sexually attractive and would give me 3 out of 10 for fucking. She says its 6 out of 10 when love is added. He is a 9 out of 10 and she only really started fancying him after he fucked her. This has been difficult for her to tell and for me to hear. It has made us closer but more emotional.
I have said I want him to fuck her often on a regular basis with maybe me not fucking her at all - we will still do things but maybe no penetration. She wants me to but I it can be difficult when i know its not doing much for her. I also get off on her saving herself for him.
We are very much in love. She wants him, enjoys it turning me on but is scared for what it means for us. Lots of tears about hurting me.
My question is How Does this Play Out?
Ideally she keeps fucking him, we stay close and enjoy the whole experience. I think I can cope with the blow to my ego by having such a low sexual rating from her. I do find it erotic.
But will she become closer to him and less close to me as a result? Where do relationships like this end up? I have suggested she also spends nights away with him. Good idea or am I conspiring in my own ruin?