Hello, I don't even know where to start.
I never thought I'd have the chance to create a topic here, but here I am. Starting with a general description of our couple: I'm 26M, slim, with a 12cm dick. My girlfriend is 25F, curvy, which makes her even more attractive. She has large breasts and a nice butt, although she's self-conscious about her looks which to my mind is a big issue. We've been together for 4 years, and I proposed to her last year (she said yes). Early in our relationship, I was jealous and didn't like others flirting with her. However, around the second year, things changed. Honestly, I don't know how it happened, but a cuckold fetish began to form in my mind. We have our special jokes, like how she used to joke about a lover hiding in the closet, or lover who just escaped before I came home and etc. Over time, I started to appreciate these jokes on another level, as you can guess. Over the years, she occasionally joked about MMF or MFF scenarios (not often, maybe twice a year). It's important to note that these were jokes, and if I responded slightly more seriously, she'd either laugh it off or change the subject. She also often makes jokes about my small dick, but always reassures me it's a joke and checks if I'm okay with it.
Over time, there was less and less sex in our relationship.
- For the first 1.5 years, it was several times a week.
- From 1.5-3 years, it was once a week or even less, sometimes once every 3 weeks.
- Throughout the 4th year, it happened less than 10 times, with no sex at all in the last 6 months.
The last time I approached her 5 months ago, she told me she didn't desire me in sex anymore. She has a low libido and masturbates once a week, usually watching MMF or anal (I peeked at her browser history, couldn't resist but I know it’s bad). However, she allows me to pleasure myself while looking at her body or while performing oral on her. That's essentially the only form of intimacy between us.
I know it all sounds bad, but in reality, we deeply love each other and have good communication. We spend all our free time together, joke around, relax, and so on. I truly value her for everything she's done for me in life and for my personal growth, and she feels the same way about me. Sometimes we joke that we live like a brother and sister lol.
About 8 months ago, I confessed to her that I am a cuckold. She wasn't shocked because she suspected such inclinations (she saw my tabs with porn in my phone once, I forgot to close those), but she said that it would never happen.
And here begins the story that prompted me to write this topic and allowed me to believe that my dream can become a reality.
I never thought I'd have the chance to create a topic here, but here I am. Starting with a general description of our couple: I'm 26M, slim, with a 12cm dick. My girlfriend is 25F, curvy, which makes her even more attractive. She has large breasts and a nice butt, although she's self-conscious about her looks which to my mind is a big issue. We've been together for 4 years, and I proposed to her last year (she said yes). Early in our relationship, I was jealous and didn't like others flirting with her. However, around the second year, things changed. Honestly, I don't know how it happened, but a cuckold fetish began to form in my mind. We have our special jokes, like how she used to joke about a lover hiding in the closet, or lover who just escaped before I came home and etc. Over time, I started to appreciate these jokes on another level, as you can guess. Over the years, she occasionally joked about MMF or MFF scenarios (not often, maybe twice a year). It's important to note that these were jokes, and if I responded slightly more seriously, she'd either laugh it off or change the subject. She also often makes jokes about my small dick, but always reassures me it's a joke and checks if I'm okay with it.
Over time, there was less and less sex in our relationship.
- For the first 1.5 years, it was several times a week.
- From 1.5-3 years, it was once a week or even less, sometimes once every 3 weeks.
- Throughout the 4th year, it happened less than 10 times, with no sex at all in the last 6 months.
The last time I approached her 5 months ago, she told me she didn't desire me in sex anymore. She has a low libido and masturbates once a week, usually watching MMF or anal (I peeked at her browser history, couldn't resist but I know it’s bad). However, she allows me to pleasure myself while looking at her body or while performing oral on her. That's essentially the only form of intimacy between us.
I know it all sounds bad, but in reality, we deeply love each other and have good communication. We spend all our free time together, joke around, relax, and so on. I truly value her for everything she's done for me in life and for my personal growth, and she feels the same way about me. Sometimes we joke that we live like a brother and sister lol.
About 8 months ago, I confessed to her that I am a cuckold. She wasn't shocked because she suspected such inclinations (she saw my tabs with porn in my phone once, I forgot to close those), but she said that it would never happen.
And here begins the story that prompted me to write this topic and allowed me to believe that my dream can become a reality.