Life in the last 3 weeks has been more confusing and exciting than in the last 3 years. Feels like ever since I started writing here, things have just been crazy.
Last night, I went home and found the house pretty dark and quiet. Went upstairs and checked on the girls, they were asleep. Went to our room and there was Mel, dressed in a baby doll type lingerie. She had fishnet stockings on and a couple candles burning. I assumed Bryan was there but she told me he hadn't been there all day. Come to think of it, I had not seen him since he left Sunday morning.
She told me that the outfit was for me. She said that I had been pushing her for sex and romance and "tonight's the night." I'm not one to look a gift horse in the mouth but I was very suspicious of her change of heart. Still, I wanted her so badly that my cock was practically ripping through my pants.
She sensed my hesitation and asked if I would rather be with Michael. I told her no and started to take my clothes off. I sat next to her on the bed and she put her feet on my lap and said something like, "I know you love my feet, why not start there. You haven't kissed them in a long time." I massaged and kissed her feet, kissing them every now and again and just getting lost into the feeling of bliss at having physical contact with Mel.
After a few minutes, she pulled them away and straddled my groin and cock. She slowly rubbed back and forth and I asked if her period was over. To me, that would explain things as her hormones were just crazy before during and immediately after that time of the month. She bent her head toward me and said that it was and she was going off the pill. She took my hand and rubbed it on her stomach and told me she wanted another baby.
I still was puzzled. Again with the whole pregnancy thing-I thought maybe that she suspected Bryan had gotten her pregnant again and this was her way of softening the blow. But, I know that Bryan had not been over since Saturday and she was definitely having her period then.
She whispered to me something like "Will you stay married to me if my man puts another baby in me?" I told her that I would. She made an innocent looking face and asked how we would explain to people in 9 months that she had another black child. I wanted to fuck her so badly but still was trying to answer her questions. I said that we could tell people that the baby was adopted. She shook her head, smiled and said "But people will have seen me pregnant, they'll see the birth in the newspaper, they won't believe the baby is adopted." She was really getting off on grinding into me and asked again how we could explain. Finally, I just blurted out "I don't care what people think, I'll tell them that it's another man's child." She kissed my neck now and said, "You'll stay with me even then? You won't leave me? You would take that humiliation?" I told her I would-in fact, I said, "God, yes."
She had an orgasm, then and rolled off me. I started to kiss her whole body. She ran her hand through my hair and kept saying things like "you do anything for me." I kept telling her that I loved her and, finally, she spread her legs and I entered her.
I can't begin to tell you how good it felt being in her again. I purposely went slow and deep, savoring every minute. She actually moaned things like "I love your cock" that kind of stuff. We went like this for 10 or 15 minutes. I thought I could make her have another orgasm but I was close to exploding. She told me to cum in her and I did.
After, as we lay in bed together, I asked if it was a good idea for me to cum in her so soon after going off the pill. She told me not to worry about it. I asked her if she was pregnant and she said she wasn't. Then she said, "But I will be soon by either you or Bryan." I told her that I wanted it to be me. I told her how much I loved her, worshiped her, would do anything for her. I was very emotional, telling her how she completely controlled me, that she had all the power over me, that I would always take care of her every wish and desire. For virtually the first time in our entire relationship, she asked me why I was so good to her. I couldn't really answer other than to say that I loved her and I existed to make her happy.
We fell asleep and in the middle of the night, she woke me up, she wanted to have sex again. I actually joked and asked what had gotten into her. She said we didn't have to, that she could call Bryan but before she could say another word, I started to kiss her. This time, she was on top and we fucked until we both had an orgasm. All I could think of after the second time was that if not for all the recent sex with Michael, I would never have been able to last long, never been able to fuck for so long.
Thankfully, today was a half day for me at work and I went home at lunch time. Mel decided to make me and the girls French Toast and we had a nice brunch.
Stayed home most of the day and had to run back here to the office to do a few things. There was no sign of Bryan, again, today.
I am happy but I am cautious. I don't know if Mel has something up her sleeve, if this is the hormones or if all the recent talk has done some good. I guess we'll see in the days ahead.
Last night, I went home and found the house pretty dark and quiet. Went upstairs and checked on the girls, they were asleep. Went to our room and there was Mel, dressed in a baby doll type lingerie. She had fishnet stockings on and a couple candles burning. I assumed Bryan was there but she told me he hadn't been there all day. Come to think of it, I had not seen him since he left Sunday morning.
She told me that the outfit was for me. She said that I had been pushing her for sex and romance and "tonight's the night." I'm not one to look a gift horse in the mouth but I was very suspicious of her change of heart. Still, I wanted her so badly that my cock was practically ripping through my pants.
She sensed my hesitation and asked if I would rather be with Michael. I told her no and started to take my clothes off. I sat next to her on the bed and she put her feet on my lap and said something like, "I know you love my feet, why not start there. You haven't kissed them in a long time." I massaged and kissed her feet, kissing them every now and again and just getting lost into the feeling of bliss at having physical contact with Mel.
After a few minutes, she pulled them away and straddled my groin and cock. She slowly rubbed back and forth and I asked if her period was over. To me, that would explain things as her hormones were just crazy before during and immediately after that time of the month. She bent her head toward me and said that it was and she was going off the pill. She took my hand and rubbed it on her stomach and told me she wanted another baby.
I still was puzzled. Again with the whole pregnancy thing-I thought maybe that she suspected Bryan had gotten her pregnant again and this was her way of softening the blow. But, I know that Bryan had not been over since Saturday and she was definitely having her period then.
She whispered to me something like "Will you stay married to me if my man puts another baby in me?" I told her that I would. She made an innocent looking face and asked how we would explain to people in 9 months that she had another black child. I wanted to fuck her so badly but still was trying to answer her questions. I said that we could tell people that the baby was adopted. She shook her head, smiled and said "But people will have seen me pregnant, they'll see the birth in the newspaper, they won't believe the baby is adopted." She was really getting off on grinding into me and asked again how we could explain. Finally, I just blurted out "I don't care what people think, I'll tell them that it's another man's child." She kissed my neck now and said, "You'll stay with me even then? You won't leave me? You would take that humiliation?" I told her I would-in fact, I said, "God, yes."
She had an orgasm, then and rolled off me. I started to kiss her whole body. She ran her hand through my hair and kept saying things like "you do anything for me." I kept telling her that I loved her and, finally, she spread her legs and I entered her.
I can't begin to tell you how good it felt being in her again. I purposely went slow and deep, savoring every minute. She actually moaned things like "I love your cock" that kind of stuff. We went like this for 10 or 15 minutes. I thought I could make her have another orgasm but I was close to exploding. She told me to cum in her and I did.
After, as we lay in bed together, I asked if it was a good idea for me to cum in her so soon after going off the pill. She told me not to worry about it. I asked her if she was pregnant and she said she wasn't. Then she said, "But I will be soon by either you or Bryan." I told her that I wanted it to be me. I told her how much I loved her, worshiped her, would do anything for her. I was very emotional, telling her how she completely controlled me, that she had all the power over me, that I would always take care of her every wish and desire. For virtually the first time in our entire relationship, she asked me why I was so good to her. I couldn't really answer other than to say that I loved her and I existed to make her happy.
We fell asleep and in the middle of the night, she woke me up, she wanted to have sex again. I actually joked and asked what had gotten into her. She said we didn't have to, that she could call Bryan but before she could say another word, I started to kiss her. This time, she was on top and we fucked until we both had an orgasm. All I could think of after the second time was that if not for all the recent sex with Michael, I would never have been able to last long, never been able to fuck for so long.
Thankfully, today was a half day for me at work and I went home at lunch time. Mel decided to make me and the girls French Toast and we had a nice brunch.
Stayed home most of the day and had to run back here to the office to do a few things. There was no sign of Bryan, again, today.
I am happy but I am cautious. I don't know if Mel has something up her sleeve, if this is the hormones or if all the recent talk has done some good. I guess we'll see in the days ahead.