Well, it's January 2nd now and I've been trying to find some time to at least post some updates here if anyone is interested in reading them.
We "renewed our vows" again just 2 nights back now after quite the discussion and conversation. We talked about so much stuff that I'm not totally sure where to start. I had re-read some of what I'd posted here and when we were finally alone on New Years Eve (early afternoon) - with the spirit of openness between us I casually asked her what she'd remembered about me from so long ago that she'd mentioned the other day to me. She smiled and I asked her "what?" and she said that she liked that I'd been the one to ask her and that we were just sitting around and not in the bedroom when I did.
We sat on the living room couch and she asked me how much I'd remembered about when we first started dating. I took a deep breath and talked to her like she said she wanted us to. I admit it felt a little weird but good at the same time. I told her that I remembered that the guys (Tom, Tom, Mike, Duane and Jim were the 5 I remembered) and I told her that I was pretty sure she'd slept with at least some of them if not all of them. She blushed and it was her turn to feel a little uncomfortable but she smiled and said "yes, you remembered that but you know, that was right after my divorce" and said that it was a crazy time. I told that I remembered it fine and that things were different back then and I reminded her about how easy sex was and giggled and said that I remembered our first time in the back-seat of her car.
We talked for a few minutes and she finally came back to "so you want to know what I remembered?" and when I nodded yes she smiled and told me that she remembered when we were first dating that somehow I never minded her going out with other guys. I told her that I remembered and I came out and said that I knew she was having sex with other guys. So she continued and said "yeah, but you were always so good about it, asking me about whether I'd had fun" and she continued and then said that what she really remembered is that somehow I found out she was going away overnight or for a weekend with another guy and she said "and you told me to have a good time and that you even gave me some restaurant recommendations". She said that it always surprised her how I never minded that at all at the beginning. She told me that after we'd been going out for a few weeks or maybe a month or so that sometimes we would get together after she'd been out with someone else the night before and she admitted that "sometimes I probably should have showered first" but that I never minded and that she'd always wondered if I knew anything.
She said that she remembered a few other things too. I told her that I'd remembered something too and I told her about that fashion-show she gave me on one of our earliest dates and how now when I think back to then and even now thinking about it, that it turns me on that she modeled all that lingerie for me and that I knew then and know now that she'd had sex with other guys wearing it all. Wow did she blush at that one but she smiled and said "I never thought that you'd think about it that way" and she admitted to me that looking back on it, that it was a bit of a kinky thing to have done.
As I said, this was really a pretty non-sexual conversation with just us sitting around talking but it was so erotic at the same time as I knew it was priming both of our heads for later on that night.
We talked a lot later on on New Years Eve. Sue asked me if I remembered last year and what we'd decided and what we'd done. We held hands as I told her that I hoped to keep my resolution for 2016 unlike the 4 or 5 times we slipped up over last summer. She kissed me passionately and told me she still has such fond memories of last year and how passionate and intense it was for us. She looked at me and asked me to say it to her. I admit I hesitated a moment but never had a second thought when I told her that I very much wanted to try to go for all of 2016 without cumming inside her.
For a moment - the look in her eyes and on her face was just beautiful. Almost as if I'd handed her a diamond ring or when I'd asked her to marry me. She pulled me tightly and kissed me passionately and then said in the most loving tender voice "that's the most beautiful thing you've ever said to me" and she continued to tell me that it meant so much to her that I wanted to keep things "special between us" as she's describing it and that "you really want this for me with Paul".
Of course there was a lot more - but I wanted to end this post right now by sharing that we had some of the most intense sex ever together 2 nights ago. I can't describe how intense it felt to be with her and despite the condom - how incredible it felt to be one with her that way. She held nothing back - and except for just a small amount of teasing - it was truly making love between us both. She climaxed several times including several intense times that left her breathing deep and covered with a sheen of sweet sweat. At another point she pulled her legs back for me and encouraged me to "take her" and "fuck me hard". She felt me let go with my own orgasm and it swept her over into what she says was one of the best orgasms she's had "with anyone" in a long time. She said it felt incredibly hot inside her pussy when I came and I admitted that it felt like lava being pumped out of me as the need to cum in her was just so intense at the end.
We lay together for a long time enjoying the post-fuck sensations of holding and kissing and touching each other. As I began to slip out of her she reached down and held the shaft of my cock and held the condom in place and she kissed me as she held it and she said "I like that you use these with me baby" and with that she lay back against the bed and watched as I pulled out of her. She hissed and cooed at how full the tip of the condom was and she even said as she slipped it off into her hand how hot my cum seemed to be and as she squeezed it between her thumb and index-finger she moaned at how much there seemed to be and she smiled and said "I love knowing you felt so good baby" and I told her the same was true for me.
Her pussy was a little messy and sloppy - we'd been fucking for a long time and I'd used some extra lubricant that even thought I would have loved to have gone down on her again (I didn't share that I'd done so before we fucked and could taste Paul still in her from the day before). I loved to watch her go wipe up in the bathroom again and then come back to me in bed.
We "renewed our vows" again just 2 nights back now after quite the discussion and conversation. We talked about so much stuff that I'm not totally sure where to start. I had re-read some of what I'd posted here and when we were finally alone on New Years Eve (early afternoon) - with the spirit of openness between us I casually asked her what she'd remembered about me from so long ago that she'd mentioned the other day to me. She smiled and I asked her "what?" and she said that she liked that I'd been the one to ask her and that we were just sitting around and not in the bedroom when I did.
We sat on the living room couch and she asked me how much I'd remembered about when we first started dating. I took a deep breath and talked to her like she said she wanted us to. I admit it felt a little weird but good at the same time. I told her that I remembered that the guys (Tom, Tom, Mike, Duane and Jim were the 5 I remembered) and I told her that I was pretty sure she'd slept with at least some of them if not all of them. She blushed and it was her turn to feel a little uncomfortable but she smiled and said "yes, you remembered that but you know, that was right after my divorce" and said that it was a crazy time. I told that I remembered it fine and that things were different back then and I reminded her about how easy sex was and giggled and said that I remembered our first time in the back-seat of her car.
We talked for a few minutes and she finally came back to "so you want to know what I remembered?" and when I nodded yes she smiled and told me that she remembered when we were first dating that somehow I never minded her going out with other guys. I told her that I remembered and I came out and said that I knew she was having sex with other guys. So she continued and said "yeah, but you were always so good about it, asking me about whether I'd had fun" and she continued and then said that what she really remembered is that somehow I found out she was going away overnight or for a weekend with another guy and she said "and you told me to have a good time and that you even gave me some restaurant recommendations". She said that it always surprised her how I never minded that at all at the beginning. She told me that after we'd been going out for a few weeks or maybe a month or so that sometimes we would get together after she'd been out with someone else the night before and she admitted that "sometimes I probably should have showered first" but that I never minded and that she'd always wondered if I knew anything.
She said that she remembered a few other things too. I told her that I'd remembered something too and I told her about that fashion-show she gave me on one of our earliest dates and how now when I think back to then and even now thinking about it, that it turns me on that she modeled all that lingerie for me and that I knew then and know now that she'd had sex with other guys wearing it all. Wow did she blush at that one but she smiled and said "I never thought that you'd think about it that way" and she admitted to me that looking back on it, that it was a bit of a kinky thing to have done.
As I said, this was really a pretty non-sexual conversation with just us sitting around talking but it was so erotic at the same time as I knew it was priming both of our heads for later on that night.
We talked a lot later on on New Years Eve. Sue asked me if I remembered last year and what we'd decided and what we'd done. We held hands as I told her that I hoped to keep my resolution for 2016 unlike the 4 or 5 times we slipped up over last summer. She kissed me passionately and told me she still has such fond memories of last year and how passionate and intense it was for us. She looked at me and asked me to say it to her. I admit I hesitated a moment but never had a second thought when I told her that I very much wanted to try to go for all of 2016 without cumming inside her.
For a moment - the look in her eyes and on her face was just beautiful. Almost as if I'd handed her a diamond ring or when I'd asked her to marry me. She pulled me tightly and kissed me passionately and then said in the most loving tender voice "that's the most beautiful thing you've ever said to me" and she continued to tell me that it meant so much to her that I wanted to keep things "special between us" as she's describing it and that "you really want this for me with Paul".
Of course there was a lot more - but I wanted to end this post right now by sharing that we had some of the most intense sex ever together 2 nights ago. I can't describe how intense it felt to be with her and despite the condom - how incredible it felt to be one with her that way. She held nothing back - and except for just a small amount of teasing - it was truly making love between us both. She climaxed several times including several intense times that left her breathing deep and covered with a sheen of sweet sweat. At another point she pulled her legs back for me and encouraged me to "take her" and "fuck me hard". She felt me let go with my own orgasm and it swept her over into what she says was one of the best orgasms she's had "with anyone" in a long time. She said it felt incredibly hot inside her pussy when I came and I admitted that it felt like lava being pumped out of me as the need to cum in her was just so intense at the end.
We lay together for a long time enjoying the post-fuck sensations of holding and kissing and touching each other. As I began to slip out of her she reached down and held the shaft of my cock and held the condom in place and she kissed me as she held it and she said "I like that you use these with me baby" and with that she lay back against the bed and watched as I pulled out of her. She hissed and cooed at how full the tip of the condom was and she even said as she slipped it off into her hand how hot my cum seemed to be and as she squeezed it between her thumb and index-finger she moaned at how much there seemed to be and she smiled and said "I love knowing you felt so good baby" and I told her the same was true for me.
Her pussy was a little messy and sloppy - we'd been fucking for a long time and I'd used some extra lubricant that even thought I would have loved to have gone down on her again (I didn't share that I'd done so before we fucked and could taste Paul still in her from the day before). I loved to watch her go wipe up in the bathroom again and then come back to me in bed.
