I have been reading what everyone has been saying and had to add my comments. I hope that they are welcomed.
From someone who has been there, it is and can be as everyone has stated in the earlier posts. The good and the bad aspects, but once you experience it your life changes ... no matter if it was voluntary or not, or doing it while on drugs.
Just be prepared to lose control, it always happens. You will see how far you can go and the levels of depravity to be experienced. It was part of the ways they ruined me. Now I can't get satisfaction from the pleasures of normal intimacy or being with white men now after the months of that.
I have been married almost 6 yrs now and that is part of my secret past. Fortunately for me, no one would ever suspect it of me, but it can be really difficult in maintaining this secret, as well as, the resisting of the temptations to get a taste of it again when those opportunities come along.
Sorry for the ramblings ... I didn't intend to go on and on like that. Hopefully it made sense and someone got some value from it.