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Self-analysis Of Current Feelings..

Jun 18, 2019
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Been asking myself a ton lately; where this urge to be a switch has come from or why the urge to be a sissy slut *****. Bascially, where did me wanting to be femme come from?

Had an epiphany last night; or maybe that it could be from my Bone Marrow Transplant! I was diagnosed with BAL Leukemia on May 13th 2015, had a bone marrow transplant on October 2nd 2015 and was in remission in November of 2015. Here's the thing...

My donor was FEMALE! An 8/8 DNA Marker match off of bethematch.org My oncologist even called her, '...my DNA Twin in the world' The only thing different was that she was O+ Blood type and I was O- ...and of course she is female.

I would NOT BE LIVING today if it weren't for her marrow. When they tested me throughout the rest of 2015 into 2016; they would consistently run tests on how her marrow was grafting to my bone marrow. Basically; was I gonna relapse or was I gonna live? Several dozen tests throughout the year later; I was seeing an increase in HER DNA markers and less of mine. Mind you; I've always considered myself very manly. So this feeling is absolutely 100% out of nowhere! I didn't watch sissy porn or anything alt-life. I was very square. The last test they did at the Cleveland Clinic in OH back in last part of 2016; on my final test before they gave me, '...the all clear; go live your life'; the test showed I had 97.8% DONOR'S DNA! I am staring at my medical records right now. It's nuts...

So I looked everywhere online last night and found NOTHING; not one recorded case of this happening. I would love to do more research on this with hospitals. Someone has to be able to relate. Can a female Bone Marrow Donor who gives the gift of life inadvertently pass the FEMALE DNA on that makes a man change?! And if this is true; wow...
 
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Thank you so much for that explanation. TY also for all the likes and responses to MY entries. I am technically and legally male but I had a totally female puberty for no known reason. Most of my testing has been psychological. I even served in Navy and naval reserve as a woman. My daddy was very supportive and mom was "ok" with me. HER mom and dad were also as supportive as my daddy. I have an older and a younger brother.
Anyhow, I am very interested in your studies. Sorry this entry has been all about me. Btw, I got my first boob job for sweet 16 and was already very full B-cup going in.
Love, Mary. And thanks again
 
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18mDresdF4prom said:
Thank you so much for that explanation. TY also for all the likes and responses to MY entries. I am technically and legally male but I had a totally female puberty for no known reason. Most of my testing has been psychological. I even served in Navy and naval reserve as a woman. My daddy was very supportive and mom was "ok" with me. HER mom and dad were also as supportive as my daddy. I have an older and a younger brother.
Anyhow, I am very interested in your studies. Sorry this entry has been all about me. Btw, I got my first boob job for sweet 16 and was already very full B-cup going in.
Love, Mary. And thanks again
Dang! That is a crazy story. Thanks for sharing and definitely glad your father had your back. Weird mom wasnt a big fan. Usually moms are great!
 
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Thanks squirmingSub. Its all 100% questionable for sure and I think there are not enough of my rare cases to conduct studies.

I remember reading something years ago about the topic of "transplant recipient memories" which refers to the cellular memory transfer.

Have you read or heard about the following book?

A Change of Heart: A Memoir
by Claire Sylvia, William Novak
 
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@ClosetSissyAZCHaN shared some links through PM with you that you might find of interest - not specific to your situation although does speak to your theory....
 
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SquirmingSub said:
@ClosetSissyAZCHaN shared some links through PM with you that you might find of interest - not specific to your situation although does speak to your theory....
Ok awesome! You can call me Alan or Alana. Whichever. I will view them soon. But RN....I need to write up/discipline a SUPER Alpha Male for being consistently late to work. Lmao. Go figures...if he only knew what I'm into! Hes a dick though and I should fire him...but hey...I'm a nice person.
 
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