HMCUCKED said:
Teenagers know a lot about sex these days
Yes, but that doesn't give
you any excuse to bring your children into your sex life! Most teenagers would be mortified at any hint that their parents had sex, never mind anything else. They don't want to know. In this context, something has gone wrong.
It's all a bit too close to incest for my liking, this - definitely covert, in any case.
and we are an open minded family.
Code for "we're perverts that really don't care what effect this has on our kids". Nowt wrong with being open-minded, educating your children on the facts of life and such, but leave it there.
I am worried about losing the respect of my daughters and then subsequently being treated like shite around the house.
That's already happened because you've allowed the situation to happen. If you kept your cuckolding game within specific and very clearly-defined rules (with consequences for breaking them), you'd be fine. But you haven't.
I feel sorry for your children, personally.
A big part of the blame lies at me for not being well endowed and not being a real man to have a normal vanilla marraige.
This is absolute self-hating bullshit. You could easily have satisfied your wife. If you couldn't, you shouldn't have married her. Or, like I said earlier, if you were aroused by and wanted to see her having fun with other partners, take it outside. Need to know basis and all that.
I suspect this is all an erotic thrill for you and at this juncture I react with little other emotion than disgust.
What if Social Services find out about what is going on here too? Your children could be taken from you.