A year back my fantasy almost came true. I've done mfm with an ex girlfriend of mine in the past. It was fun and I really liked it. It's not somthing I want all the time, but every so often I go through these periods where I remember it and crave it for a while. We'll these days I'm not with the ex girlfriend, and I've since gotten married to another wonderful woman.
I am an average guy, averagely endowed. I know my wife has been with guys with much bigger cocks in the past. She won't admit it, (most likely because she's afraid of hurting my feelings) but I think she does miss the full feeling sometimes. However I told her I love to hear about her past exploits, how it excites me, etc. She is a little embarassed and often ashamed.
She knows about my past with my ex girlfriend. I've asked her to try it with me sometime assuring her it wouldn't ruin our relationship (again I have these phases where I crave it, and then I seem to go inactive for a while). The first time I asked her to try it she said "maybe after 4 years". For the first 5 years we were together she would say no thank you when I'd propose the idea. I would tend to ask her once every so often trying to get her intrested. Usually it would be when I was going through an active phase. We'll eventually about a year back she agreed to try it for me, and I was so excited. We then began moving down to the day of doing it.
Sex became magical almost immediately. I'd rub her every day with lotion. I bought her a tanning club membership. We'd go on line and look to buy her lingere. I eventually bought her a nice corset which she filled nicely. She's a fuller size. She's 5'10 180-190 d cup full hips and real long legs. She always puts herself down because she doesn't believe guys like plus or fuller sized girls. I prefer them, and my wife is perfect to me. I just feel like I'm not enough for her sometimes.
Anyway I suggested we talk to the guy I did it with my ex because he was trustworthy, not a nut. I still had his email and I sent him an email asking if he was intrested. We took some pics of my wife with her new corset on and started iming him. Turned out he had settled some, had gotten married to, and the mfm stopped when that had happened. He like me enjoyed it, but his wife wasn't into it. Anyway he like my wifes pics, and was intrested. We all started chatting online and he sent my wife some pics. She got to see he had a huge cock (which she was embarassed to see!) and also so non-x rated ones. She commented that he was hot. I was glad she was happy with him (I noted that she was even getting excited about it herself!). I used to get so turned on when they would chat online. I'd leave the room and let her talk in private with him about stuff because she is shy and I knew she was afraid to say things in front of me. We were open about everything though, she copy and past the conversations so I could read them later. I'd love to read how she was going to bend over for him, and how she was going to suck his cock. Anway things were going well and we began to move closer to the day we were going to do it!
Well the day came and I was excited, and she was too. She was a little nervous, so we had a few drinks to help with that. We waited for a while and I was getting so turned on thinking about it finally happening I couldn't wait. Her and I did it a few times, and then we continued to wait. It seemed like the day got later and later. Every hour that went by and my old aquaintance didn't show she got more discouraged. The sad part is he never showed. He got cold feet because he didn't want to ruin his marriage. I understood, but my wife already not being confident about herself, I think took it as a sign of rejection. Sadly enough it never happened, and after that day has been totally against it happening.
I at a loss here. So close! I'd like to try to revive it again. Problem is finding someone who isn't a nut, isn't looking to ruin our marriage, etc. Then there is the whole ruining her confidence thing. At last glance she was against trying it again. It took six years to build her up to a point she was willing to give it a try. I think she felt comfortable because she knew that I knew this guy she was going to bring over. She liked him (I could tell by her conversations with him), and I am pretty sure his not showing hurt her feelings and she tends to hold them in. I know it wasn't rejection, but she feels that way.
Hopefully I can rework somthing here. I'm not a cuckold, nor do I want to be put in a chastity belt or any of the crazy stuff here. I just enjoy sharing. I would love sharing my wife with one guy every once in a while. Seeing her with another guy turns me on more than the thought of having 2 girls at once (which to me seems redundant because it'shard enough to please one girl). I don't want to have lot's of guys involved, just one extra friend that would be available from time to time. Someone that could come spend the night with us every so often when we have a kid free weekend. Is that to much to ask for?
I am an average guy, averagely endowed. I know my wife has been with guys with much bigger cocks in the past. She won't admit it, (most likely because she's afraid of hurting my feelings) but I think she does miss the full feeling sometimes. However I told her I love to hear about her past exploits, how it excites me, etc. She is a little embarassed and often ashamed.
She knows about my past with my ex girlfriend. I've asked her to try it with me sometime assuring her it wouldn't ruin our relationship (again I have these phases where I crave it, and then I seem to go inactive for a while). The first time I asked her to try it she said "maybe after 4 years". For the first 5 years we were together she would say no thank you when I'd propose the idea. I would tend to ask her once every so often trying to get her intrested. Usually it would be when I was going through an active phase. We'll eventually about a year back she agreed to try it for me, and I was so excited. We then began moving down to the day of doing it.
Sex became magical almost immediately. I'd rub her every day with lotion. I bought her a tanning club membership. We'd go on line and look to buy her lingere. I eventually bought her a nice corset which she filled nicely. She's a fuller size. She's 5'10 180-190 d cup full hips and real long legs. She always puts herself down because she doesn't believe guys like plus or fuller sized girls. I prefer them, and my wife is perfect to me. I just feel like I'm not enough for her sometimes.
Anyway I suggested we talk to the guy I did it with my ex because he was trustworthy, not a nut. I still had his email and I sent him an email asking if he was intrested. We took some pics of my wife with her new corset on and started iming him. Turned out he had settled some, had gotten married to, and the mfm stopped when that had happened. He like me enjoyed it, but his wife wasn't into it. Anyway he like my wifes pics, and was intrested. We all started chatting online and he sent my wife some pics. She got to see he had a huge cock (which she was embarassed to see!) and also so non-x rated ones. She commented that he was hot. I was glad she was happy with him (I noted that she was even getting excited about it herself!). I used to get so turned on when they would chat online. I'd leave the room and let her talk in private with him about stuff because she is shy and I knew she was afraid to say things in front of me. We were open about everything though, she copy and past the conversations so I could read them later. I'd love to read how she was going to bend over for him, and how she was going to suck his cock. Anway things were going well and we began to move closer to the day we were going to do it!
Well the day came and I was excited, and she was too. She was a little nervous, so we had a few drinks to help with that. We waited for a while and I was getting so turned on thinking about it finally happening I couldn't wait. Her and I did it a few times, and then we continued to wait. It seemed like the day got later and later. Every hour that went by and my old aquaintance didn't show she got more discouraged. The sad part is he never showed. He got cold feet because he didn't want to ruin his marriage. I understood, but my wife already not being confident about herself, I think took it as a sign of rejection. Sadly enough it never happened, and after that day has been totally against it happening.
I at a loss here. So close! I'd like to try to revive it again. Problem is finding someone who isn't a nut, isn't looking to ruin our marriage, etc. Then there is the whole ruining her confidence thing. At last glance she was against trying it again. It took six years to build her up to a point she was willing to give it a try. I think she felt comfortable because she knew that I knew this guy she was going to bring over. She liked him (I could tell by her conversations with him), and I am pretty sure his not showing hurt her feelings and she tends to hold them in. I know it wasn't rejection, but she feels that way.
Hopefully I can rework somthing here. I'm not a cuckold, nor do I want to be put in a chastity belt or any of the crazy stuff here. I just enjoy sharing. I would love sharing my wife with one guy every once in a while. Seeing her with another guy turns me on more than the thought of having 2 girls at once (which to me seems redundant because it'shard enough to please one girl). I don't want to have lot's of guys involved, just one extra friend that would be available from time to time. Someone that could come spend the night with us every so often when we have a kid free weekend. Is that to much to ask for?
I would love to be a weekend visitor at your house, but that's obviously not possible. What I WOULD do is try to build her confidence up as it is so hard to build and so easy to damage 
