It is our intent to make fantasy reality within th next month when we travel. I will submit to my hubby's fantasy to watch me take a BBC or maybe two if circumstances are suitable. The trouble is we don't know what to expect. Maybe we can help you with your fantasy by sharing yours. Who knows, it might become one of ours. I am a 40 yr old blonde wife, 5'5" 117 lbs. 34 B cup and keep myself in fairly good shape. Hubby is 5'9" 180 lbs. straight only guy with average equip. Tell us what it is that excites you about our fantasy and maybe....well, we will see! Any monitors is always exciting too.