I started buying panties for my self about 8 years ago, thongs actually, because I wanted something to wear which provided minimal coverage in our semi-private backyard while sunbathing and swimming. Mens thongs cover up to much, are limited in style and color and are not, in my opinion, very sexy.
The first panties I bought were really g-strings and plain, solid blue or black; had to be conservative because sometimes the neighbors would catch a peek.
That really got me started on the road to being a sissyboy. I liked the look and feel of wearing panties so much that I started buying others, bikinis mainly, that I could wear all day. the colors and the patterns started getting prettier, somtimes frilly with lace. And I had to experiment with size and style to find panties that would hold my cock and balls in. (I am about 6 1/2" and thick).
(Here is TMI: My sexuality is such that I have almost always been a heterosexual and have almost always had a girl friend and MF sex has always been good/great and frequent. But starting when I was about 12, there was the curiosity among my guy friends: we would jerk off in front of each other, sometimes jerk each other off and I did suck one friend off - he came in my mouth and I spit it out. Over the years there has been occasional MM episode, thought usually not very satisfying.)
Then, about 7 years ago, I met Melissa. She is a very open-minded girl, bisexual though probably more lesibian than bi. She is the one who taught me how to properly suck cock. No, I was not her Cuclold, but she was a Dom. She also liked getting fucked by 2 cocks at once and she also liked to see 2 guys have sex, especially straight guys. Maybe she liked trying to convert us.
She told me later, and I agree, that a guy knows better how to fuck a girl after he has been fucked in the ass, and to a lesser extent, has sucked cock and tasted cum.
At any rate, she started bringing guys to our house and the guys thought it was going to be a "straight" MFM. The first time she brought Sean home was a surprise to me, and after getting us naked in the hot tub and alot of preliminary licking and fondling, she told Sean that he would have to let me suck his cock if he was going to fuck her.
He actually agreed after a bit, and she "made" me suck him. Of course I wanted to - he was good looking and had a nice cock, but I protested anyway. She talked me into it by telling me she knew I wanted to because I was a "panty-wearing sissyboy", that I was "her cocksucker now" and her "bitches" always did as they were told. So she slowly ****** my head down on Sean's pretty cock and I started sucking like a wanton little *****. But I didn't just suck him: I sucked him until he shot a tastey load in my mouth.
Then she made me french kiss Sean so he could taste his own cum. Then she made Sean suck me off, and then we kissed again. Melissa then made us get out and get dried off while she went into the house. She came back with panties for both of us and a also a bra for me. She made us put them on syaying "all cock suckers wear panties". She also put lipstick on us.
Both of our cocks were rock hard again and she made us prance around for her, serve her drinks and even slow dance together and kiss each other. Every time we got close to her she would smack our cocks with a small wip. Finally, she couldn't take it any more and drug us into the bed room. She lay on her back and first Sean fucked her while she sucked my cock. Sean did not last long and she ordered me me to lick him clean and then she straddled my face so I could suck Seans cum from her pretty pussy.
You know what cums next: I fucked her and Sean cleaned up. Then she made us suck each other hard again and then she sucked us both off. I had never came 3 times that close together, especially shooting a decent load the third time.
That was the first of about 30 threesomes with Melissa in just over a year. Many more times with Sean and in all, she brought home 11 guys and I sucked everyone of them off and a few of them fucked my "pussy" as she started calling it. Sean and a couple of others really liked it and came back while some were one-nighters.
When Melissa would go out looking for cock, she would dress me up and order me to stay home and wait for her. After the first couple of times, she would call our current boytoy and order him to go by the house and let me suck him off. Sean and two other guys did this several times.
My "boyfriend" was ordered to call her cell phone upon arrival so she could listen as her sissyboy serviced his boyfriend. No shit, on night she persuaded 3 boytoys to stop by and I dutiflully sucked off each of them. I must admit, I loved every second, every inch of cock and every drop of cum.
Melissa is very hot, tall, slender, blonde and blue eyes - very outgoing. She could almost always pick someone up. If she couldn't get him to come home with her -some guys are not ready for a MMF- she would at least fuck him and come home with a cum-filled pussy, and order me to clean her up.
She always had female lovers as well and would order me to play sissyboy in a maid outfit (stockings, heels, makeup, wig) for her and her girlfriend. Then they would fuck my pussy with the strap-on, jack me off and, of course, make me eat my cum.
Well, I kind of got side tracked there. The thread is who chooses the color of your panties. Melissa started buying my panties and bras for me, taking me to the store and never hiding the fact they were for me. Of course, I had to pay for them.
Melissa dumped me after about a year and moved in with one of her female lovers. Since then, I have had a few girlfriends and lots of boyfriends. One girl was into group sex. She licked pussy a few times and watched me suck cock on many occasions, but wasn't really turned on by seeing me with a cock in my mouth. I shared my panty fetish with two other girlfriends; they thought I looked cute in panties and would tease me about it, but they did not stick around long enough to fully explore the life style.
However, my current live-in girl (almost 6 months!!) loves my feminie side. I showed her my panties the second time we fucked, and she thinks it is hot! Not only that, but she loves for me to dress up in my girl clothes. I have quite a collection now, including size 38-C silicone breasts. We go to the local alternative bars weekly, with me dressed up as a girl.
You'll see in the pics I'll post that @ 6' 180 lbs and muscular. Not to many people think I am a girl - I am definitely a guy dressed in drag. I've never been able to do much with my deep voice, I am very masculine and I do not shave my legs and arms.
We have fucked several times with me dressed as a girl. Jeanie loves to play with my tits. She has a strp-on no as well. She says it is really hot when she lifts up my skirt, pulls down my panties, fucks my pussy and plays with my tits.
PANITES!!!!!!!!! I now have about 300 pairs.