I absolutely love sucking cock. Many cucks only get to suck cock or give up their sexy ass. Some are denied, in chastity or have been castrated so sucking cock is all the sex they get.
I first sucked cock the same night my wife had her first black cock. The next morning he fucked me. I have been giving it anytime a black guy wants it for the last 24 years.
Also learn to enjoy men with big cocks yourself. Sooner or later you will be sucking them and many will fuck you. Cock will become your only way to have sex.