Concerned - Journey to becoming a Cuck
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Hank jones,
When she modeled the clothes, and particularly when she bent down to show me how much of her breasts were visible when she did so, my dick got hard as usual. I've always been a boob man! Her talking about why she was wearing the skirt she had decided on was not something that turned me on, I don't think. At that point I was more working on those mixed emotions and was not thinking about if I was hard or not.
Thanks for your post.
Concerned
When she modeled the clothes, and particularly when she bent down to show me how much of her breasts were visible when she did so, my dick got hard as usual. I've always been a boob man! Her talking about why she was wearing the skirt she had decided on was not something that turned me on, I don't think. At that point I was more working on those mixed emotions and was not thinking about if I was hard or not.
Thanks for your post.
Concerned
vladdy,
I find that I really don't mind her being in charge. I guess she is tapping into my submissive side. Anyway, now if a wrong turn is made, I am not at fault. Lisa is not obnoxious about it. She just says "move over to the left lane and pass that guy" or "make a right turn at the next corner." In charge, but not so much that I feel really put down.
Thanks for your post.
Concerned
I find that I really don't mind her being in charge. I guess she is tapping into my submissive side. Anyway, now if a wrong turn is made, I am not at fault. Lisa is not obnoxious about it. She just says "move over to the left lane and pass that guy" or "make a right turn at the next corner." In charge, but not so much that I feel really put down.
Thanks for your post.
Concerned
She did it! It is official! I am a member of the club! I am a cuck!
I'll go into more details later today, but a few right now. She came home from work and changed into that low cut top, push up bra and that skirt that she had said that she eould wear. The one that wasn't so tight that it would keep tony from having easy access to her pussy. She had on cotton panties, but there wasn't much to them. Her makeup was not heavy, but looked great! She used a different shade of lipstick, more bright red than usual. I asked her about it, and she said "It's my 'fuck me' shade, do you like it?" I was a bit shocked. She left about 6:15 for the date that was supposed to start at 6:30. I knew that she was going to get there a little late, but she said that being late was part of her plan. She said that Tony will be thinking about his 'moves' while waiting.
Now MY waiting started. I decided that the best thing to do was to keep busy. I fixed myself a complicated meal. Then I did the housecleaning that is my responsibility, defrosted the freezer, and tried to avoid anything that would make me think about what Lisa was doing. I stayed off my computer, and did not watch TV, but that only helped for part of the time. I did think about Tony and Lisa sitting side by side in the restaurant, with him looking lustfully at Lisa's breasts, slipping his hand under her skirt. When I got to that point, I would tell myself to stop, but my mind would not do it.
Well Lisa got home about midnight. I was an emotional mess, but she was really happy, and flying high!. The first words out of her mouth were "He is WONDERFUL!". The next thing she said really made me feel loved. "I love you. How ARE you?" She took me in her arms and held me close. It was more of a caring hug than a sexual one. I guess she had been sexually satisfied, and was now concerned about her husband. A wave of relief swept over me.
More later. She did tell me about it!
Concerned
I'll go into more details later today, but a few right now. She came home from work and changed into that low cut top, push up bra and that skirt that she had said that she eould wear. The one that wasn't so tight that it would keep tony from having easy access to her pussy. She had on cotton panties, but there wasn't much to them. Her makeup was not heavy, but looked great! She used a different shade of lipstick, more bright red than usual. I asked her about it, and she said "It's my 'fuck me' shade, do you like it?" I was a bit shocked. She left about 6:15 for the date that was supposed to start at 6:30. I knew that she was going to get there a little late, but she said that being late was part of her plan. She said that Tony will be thinking about his 'moves' while waiting.
Now MY waiting started. I decided that the best thing to do was to keep busy. I fixed myself a complicated meal. Then I did the housecleaning that is my responsibility, defrosted the freezer, and tried to avoid anything that would make me think about what Lisa was doing. I stayed off my computer, and did not watch TV, but that only helped for part of the time. I did think about Tony and Lisa sitting side by side in the restaurant, with him looking lustfully at Lisa's breasts, slipping his hand under her skirt. When I got to that point, I would tell myself to stop, but my mind would not do it.
Well Lisa got home about midnight. I was an emotional mess, but she was really happy, and flying high!. The first words out of her mouth were "He is WONDERFUL!". The next thing she said really made me feel loved. "I love you. How ARE you?" She took me in her arms and held me close. It was more of a caring hug than a sexual one. I guess she had been sexually satisfied, and was now concerned about her husband. A wave of relief swept over me.
More later. She did tell me about it!
Concerned
Not much time to post, but I will start telling about Lisa's 'date'.
As she planned, she arrived 5 minutes late. She said that Tony was again charming. Lisa had decided that she wanted to leave no doubt as to how the evening should end, but would then back off, letting Tony take the lead the rest of the evening.
When she came into the restaurant he was already seated. When she was escorted to his table he complimented her saying something like "You are really beautiful tonight." to which she replied "I bet you say that to all the girls you are trying to get into your bed." She said that he looked a bit startled, but came back with "I love that top." Lisa said that she had been thinking of a reply if he said anything about her clothes, and said "And you haven't even seen my panties yet. But there's not much to them anyway." She said that Tony smiled and came back with. "I hope to see them later tonight." Lisa said that she replied "I certainly hope you will."
Lisa said the rest of the dinner went well, and there was only one other comment about their soon to come fucking. Tony said that he had brought some 'protection' with him. Lisa said "Good. You'll need it later, I hope." Tony said "Absolutely."
I felt really strange hearing my wife talk about the conversation leading up to her first extra-marital fucking, but I kept on thinking "this is good. This is what you want." And it is. It is!
More later.
Concerned
As she planned, she arrived 5 minutes late. She said that Tony was again charming. Lisa had decided that she wanted to leave no doubt as to how the evening should end, but would then back off, letting Tony take the lead the rest of the evening.
When she came into the restaurant he was already seated. When she was escorted to his table he complimented her saying something like "You are really beautiful tonight." to which she replied "I bet you say that to all the girls you are trying to get into your bed." She said that he looked a bit startled, but came back with "I love that top." Lisa said that she had been thinking of a reply if he said anything about her clothes, and said "And you haven't even seen my panties yet. But there's not much to them anyway." She said that Tony smiled and came back with. "I hope to see them later tonight." Lisa said that she replied "I certainly hope you will."
Lisa said the rest of the dinner went well, and there was only one other comment about their soon to come fucking. Tony said that he had brought some 'protection' with him. Lisa said "Good. You'll need it later, I hope." Tony said "Absolutely."
I felt really strange hearing my wife talk about the conversation leading up to her first extra-marital fucking, but I kept on thinking "this is good. This is what you want." And it is. It is!
More later.
Concerned
I said that there was only one more comment during dinner, but I did not mention that Lisa told me that she had worn the right skirt. The table at which they were seated was in a corner. It seems that while they were waiting for the main course, Tony put his hand on her knee and in Lisa's words, ever so slowly inched it up her inner thigh until he reached her panties. He stroked her a bit, carrying on the conversation. Lisa said that she closed her eyes and just enjoyed.
They did also discussed where they would continue the 'date'. They ended up deciding on Tony's place. He said that the neighbors would not be a problem. They are used to seeing him with different women. They decided to both drive, to avoid leaving a car at the restaurant. Lisa actually said that not being in the car with Tony was a bit of a bummer, because she would have liked to tease him a bit.
I could hardly believe the amount of detail she used as she described the date. I will say that she was excited, and as we sat together on the couch, she was resting her head on my shoulder, making me feel loved by her.
More a little later!
Concerned
They did also discussed where they would continue the 'date'. They ended up deciding on Tony's place. He said that the neighbors would not be a problem. They are used to seeing him with different women. They decided to both drive, to avoid leaving a car at the restaurant. Lisa actually said that not being in the car with Tony was a bit of a bummer, because she would have liked to tease him a bit.
I could hardly believe the amount of detail she used as she described the date. I will say that she was excited, and as we sat together on the couch, she was resting her head on my shoulder, making me feel loved by her.
More a little later!
Concerned
Tony got to his place before Lisa did, and escorted her to the door. Lisa said that she considered removing her panties while driving over, but decided that she would rather have Tony remove them.
They settled on the couch after Tony had turned on some romantic music, and dimmed the lights. Lisa said that at this point, she wanted Tony to take the lead. She said, and I will remember the words forever. "I wanted him to show me that, as a REAL man, he wanted to fuck me." That really stung, but I didn't object. They talked for a bit and Tony started making his moves. Kissing, then kissing with more passion, then moving his hand up her inner thigh, stroking her pussy, and moving the fabric of the panties aside to finger fuck her.
He said something about her not needing those panties on, to which she immediately responded by removing them. He unhooked her bra, removed her top and bra so that all she had on was the skirt. Lisa said that she removed the skirt as he got out of his clothes. He found her clit with his finger, and she said that she closed her eyes as he stroked her clit. He pulled out the condom, and Lisa rolled it onto his cock, which she said is larger that mine.
Lisa, my loving wife then said "And then he fucked me and fucked me. I came like I've never come with your small cock. It was fantastic!"
OUCH!
But it's OK. I didn't have to perform.
Concerned
They settled on the couch after Tony had turned on some romantic music, and dimmed the lights. Lisa said that at this point, she wanted Tony to take the lead. She said, and I will remember the words forever. "I wanted him to show me that, as a REAL man, he wanted to fuck me." That really stung, but I didn't object. They talked for a bit and Tony started making his moves. Kissing, then kissing with more passion, then moving his hand up her inner thigh, stroking her pussy, and moving the fabric of the panties aside to finger fuck her.
He said something about her not needing those panties on, to which she immediately responded by removing them. He unhooked her bra, removed her top and bra so that all she had on was the skirt. Lisa said that she removed the skirt as he got out of his clothes. He found her clit with his finger, and she said that she closed her eyes as he stroked her clit. He pulled out the condom, and Lisa rolled it onto his cock, which she said is larger that mine.
Lisa, my loving wife then said "And then he fucked me and fucked me. I came like I've never come with your small cock. It was fantastic!"
OUCH!
But it's OK. I didn't have to perform.
Concerned
Hank jones,
Thanks for asking. Lisa said that he first took her missionary style and said that she was really tight. She made another comment about how much bigger Tony is than I am. I think that is what bothers me the most. Talking about my penis being small. Tony said that doggie style would loosen her up some, so they tried that, and ended up with missionary style again. Lisa said that she wanted to be on top, but Tony didn't want that. Something about his wanting to control things. There's a bit more - in my next post.
Thanks for posting.
Concerned
Thanks for asking. Lisa said that he first took her missionary style and said that she was really tight. She made another comment about how much bigger Tony is than I am. I think that is what bothers me the most. Talking about my penis being small. Tony said that doggie style would loosen her up some, so they tried that, and ended up with missionary style again. Lisa said that she wanted to be on top, but Tony didn't want that. Something about his wanting to control things. There's a bit more - in my next post.
Thanks for posting.
Concerned
So Lisa said that as things were winding down a bit, Tony said something about liking bare pussies better. He asked Lisa if she ever shaved her pussy. She said that she had done a 'landing strip' before, but had never fully shaved her pussy. Tony ended up saying "Well, I really like girls with shaved pussies".
Lisa is seriously considering shaving, but she said that there is no way that if she shaves, that she will let me have any pubic hair, and that might not be enough. I'm a bit nervous. Any thoughts - should I resist?
They get together at his place again next week.
Concerned
Lisa is seriously considering shaving, but she said that there is no way that if she shaves, that she will let me have any pubic hair, and that might not be enough. I'm a bit nervous. Any thoughts - should I resist?
They get together at his place again next week.
Concerned
Things seem to have gone very well for both of you. As far as her small penis humiliation statements are are concerned. Don't take that as an insult to you, take it more as her desire for a large cock. Instead of feeling hurt by those comments, start commenting about how she wants to experience a big cock. Maybe ask her if she wants to become a size queen. As far as her shaving her pussy and you shaving your pubic hair..... DO IT! If you haven't licked her bald pussy, you will love it. If that means you have to shave your pubic hair as well, it sounds like a good trade off to me. Without your pubic hair, you cock will look bigger too.
Not to mention how much better you will look when she gets you to wear her panties... :0
Not to mention how much better you will look when she gets you to wear her panties... :0
MBP is right, take the positives out it. And get shaved, the silky panties will feel so much better when you're shaved. You will wonder why you didn't wear them years ago! Great thread, just the way it should happen, with her reassuring you of her love for you while leaving you on no doubt that the sex was awesome. Enjoy the journey!
Concerned,
This is a positive development. Suitable replies to "Get me a cup of coffee," etc., would, of course, be "Yes, ma'am."
Regarding: "When I drive, which is not often any more...", you might consider suggesting to your wife that henceforth... when you go places together... she do the driving (always) while you will ride in the passengers seat (always, unless she tells you to drive). That would relieve her of the need to demonstrate her dominance indirectly by telling you how to drive, while making it clear, symbolically, that in your relationship she is now in the drivers seat.
That was fairly blunt, all right, but on the plus side it demonstrated increasingly astute insight by your wife into the nature of your relationship...
...and the sexual power of her dominance of you. Your confession, of course, was appropriate... attempting do deny you liked it would have been futile.
No, no... of course not. But, well, hm... (she said, in effect)...
So many decisions, so little time...
Yes, well... that shouldn't terrify you, I suppose, since your panties would be under your pants. I mean, who would know...? Except you, for whom it would serve as a daily reminder of your status, and... of course... your wife, for whom it would serve the same function.
For a discussion of the potential benefits to a woman of pantying her husband, be he her cuckold or otherwise, you might consider introducing your now-more-assertive wife (if you dare) to:
Making Him Mind, The Transition Begins
—Custer
Concerned said:
This is a positive development. Suitable replies to "Get me a cup of coffee," etc., would, of course, be "Yes, ma'am."
Regarding: "When I drive, which is not often any more...", you might consider suggesting to your wife that henceforth... when you go places together... she do the driving (always) while you will ride in the passengers seat (always, unless she tells you to drive). That would relieve her of the need to demonstrate her dominance indirectly by telling you how to drive, while making it clear, symbolically, that in your relationship she is now in the drivers seat.
Concerned said:
That was fairly blunt, all right, but on the plus side it demonstrated increasingly astute insight by your wife into the nature of your relationship...
Concerned said:
...and the sexual power of her dominance of you. Your confession, of course, was appropriate... attempting do deny you liked it would have been futile.
Concerned said:
No, no... of course not. But, well, hm... (she said, in effect)...
Concerned said:
So many decisions, so little time...
Concerned said:
Yes, well... that shouldn't terrify you, I suppose, since your panties would be under your pants. I mean, who would know...? Except you, for whom it would serve as a daily reminder of your status, and... of course... your wife, for whom it would serve the same function.
For a discussion of the potential benefits to a woman of pantying her husband, be he her cuckold or otherwise, you might consider introducing your now-more-assertive wife (if you dare) to:
Making Him Mind, The Transition Begins
—Custer
Shaving can be a bit itchy at first, so be prepared, but it's not bad. You'll enjoy her shaved pussy it's great to eat out a chick who's shaved.
You should expect that as Tony is more dominant with your wife, making the choices while they are together than when your wife's with you, she'll be putting you into the submissive role and not wanting to hear back talk about it. You'll almost certainly enjoy it so I wouldn't worry too much.
Anyway I'm happy for you, and I hope you enjoy hearing about your wife taking bigger dicks and telling you how great the sex is.
You should expect that as Tony is more dominant with your wife, making the choices while they are together than when your wife's with you, she'll be putting you into the submissive role and not wanting to hear back talk about it. You'll almost certainly enjoy it so I wouldn't worry too much.
Anyway I'm happy for you, and I hope you enjoy hearing about your wife taking bigger dicks and telling you how great the sex is.
mybuttplug said:
mybuttolug,
Thank you for suggesting how to look at Lisa's statements about my small penis. I guess I had looked at those statements personally instead of how you suggest. You idea will make things easier for me.
We don't have to decide right away on shaving, but with the encouragement I'm receiving here, and seeing how popular shaving is in the poll, I'm sure we will both be bare and smooth by the next time Lisa and Tony get to gether.
Thanks again for posting. It helps a lot!
Concerned
cuckcas said:
cuckas,
Thanks for posting. As I said to mybuttplug, I feel sure that we will both be shaved smooth by the next time Lisa and Tony get together to fuck. (That is still strange to say)
As far as the panties, I have not heard much more about my wearing panties, but if it comes up, i won't resist. Lisa has said something about chastity, but has not suggested it. Just that Tony said that one of the women he fucked kept her husband "locked". Chastity is not something I desire, but I wonder...
Thanks for posting
Concerned
Custer Laststand said:
That is exactly what I say.
Custer Laststand said:
Thank you. I will try that!
Custer Laststand said:
I am beginning to get used to the idea of panties, although Lisa has not said much about them lately.
I read the article, and realize that Lisa has become more dominant - but did not need to be as subtile as was suggested in the article. I'm glad. I also hope that she does not decide that she needs to resort to spanking.Custer Laststand said:
Thank you Custer for your detailed post. Each of your postts helps in many ways.
Concerned.
