I have a question for the experienced cucks. How do you deal with the feelings of jealousy you get?
My wife has not turned me into a cuckold but it is a fantasy of mine. In the meantime, sometimes I get jealous/angry when she socializes with other guys. For example, yesterday when I was cleaning out the garage I found a rollerblade one of her guy friends gave her so they could go rollerblading together. It pissed me off a little and I kicked it across the floor.
Sometimes I get upset when I drive past a local park because I found out (from her) that she had been going there on weekly exercise walks with another guy we know.
There are other things like that that upset me. But I also fantasize about her taking other lovers. How do I cope with the mixed emotions?
My wife has not turned me into a cuckold but it is a fantasy of mine. In the meantime, sometimes I get jealous/angry when she socializes with other guys. For example, yesterday when I was cleaning out the garage I found a rollerblade one of her guy friends gave her so they could go rollerblading together. It pissed me off a little and I kicked it across the floor.
Sometimes I get upset when I drive past a local park because I found out (from her) that she had been going there on weekly exercise walks with another guy we know.
There are other things like that that upset me. But I also fantasize about her taking other lovers. How do I cope with the mixed emotions?