beachcutiegirl said:To clarify, Lance and I are still intimate with one another and sometimes I tease him while he jacks off or I'll give him the occasional blow job, but he hasn't been inside of me since Cameron officially became my bull around 2 months ago. It makes him a little crazy sometimes but that's where a lot of the fun lies; the excitement for me started because I was doing something that I knew was wrong and hurtful and the risk of getting caught along with the overwhelming sexual satisfaction made the experience. Now that I have come clean about the situation to Lance the excitement comes from exploiting the fact that I'm being taken and abused by another man, and currently, only another man, while Lance forces himself to accept that 1) this is actually happening and 2) that he really enjoys it.
I thiink this is good, you are honest and he has a choise similar to mine. He doens't have to like it but he has to accept it if he wants to be with you.
In my own case I would have prefered not to be a cuckold but just a husband to a swinging hotwife, the way we started. But she changed the rules and if I want to still be her husband I have to accept it.
I don't have to like it but just accept it. Since I know that this is what she wants and I love her I might just as well try to get some fun out of it. Be it self inflicted emotional pain from nowing that my wife doesn't value me enough to just be with me or that she loves her boyfriend and that everyday for me is a contest between me and her boyfriend so I don't loose her.
Good luck and I hope you a happy journey and relationship