marvcuck said:
We were in a movie theater where "cuckold" was mentioned; she [then] turned to me [and] said "cuckold!". After the movie when we were in the car she was like, "Oh... you got hot after that movie with all the cuckold talk! She was like, "Have you been on the forums and stuff?"
Obviously your fiance is familiar with the concept of married women fucking other men with the acquiescence of their husbands, and knows there are online forums in which members talk about their experiences with that. You can assume, by implication, she has spent some time reading and looking around in cuckold forums. Meaning, she finds the concept interesting...
marvcuck said:
We got back home and, because she had her period, we couldn't fuck so she gave me a blow job.
That was very kind of your fiance...
marvcuck said:
While she was giving me head, I asked her what clothes she would get for our honeymoon besides the dresses she already has. She said, "I don't know" and asked what I thought. I said, "some short skirts" then blew a huge load in her mouth.
It would have been hard for your fiance not to interpret that as a message. Did she swallow your cum? If so, that was even more positive...
marvcuck said:
So my point is, the word "cuckold" is becoming common with us.
That's good. It means your fiance is becoming more open about discussing her secret sexual desires with you, although her use of the "cuck word" is in a third-party sense (so far). I.e., as if it pertains to other men in the abstract, not to you...
marvcuck said:
She knows it gets me hard as hell, because she felt my dick in the car after the movie after she said "cuckold."
That too was positive. Your fiance was sufficiently self-confidant to try out a word on you that embodies an entire (socially disapproved of) concept and philosophy of marital relationships — then, she was sufficiently bold to evaluate your response by unapologetically reaching over and feeling your cock...
marvcuck said:
Does this mean she is just messing around and knows it gets me hard, or could it mean that she knows what it is and wants to do it?
It's likely to mean, IMO, that your fiance is intrigued and interested in the concept of married women making their husbands their cuckolds, and she has been testing the waters with you (so to speak). If she were uninterested or put off by that idea, she would not bring it up. Rather, she would (more than likely) not talk about it and, if you did, find ways to change the subject — or make it clear to you she doesn't want to do that, or "she wants only you."
Re. your followup post:
marvcuck said:
I'd like to think she wouldn't ["cheat" on me].
If your fiance has... as it appears... spent some time reading around on cuckold forums, she's presumably aware the preferred form of "cuckold husband / hotwife" marriage is one in which the man agrees it is his wife's privilege and prerogative to date, seduce, and fuck other men while he remains faithful to her. Ergo, a woman who becomes her husband's cuckoldress with his acquiescence is not "cheating," by definition.
marvcuck said:
From my side, i wouldn't want to do it for real, but keeping it as fantasy play would be interesting.
Hey... go for it. Engaging in role-play with your soon-to-be-wife, and talking about this and other fantasies you and she may have, will be a good way to make your marriage sexually hotter and more interesting.
BTW, it's hard not to notice you chose "Marvcuck" as a screen name. Does that imply you visualize yourself becoming your soon-to-be-wife's cuckold in the future, or does it imply a previous wife made you her cuckold...?
Anyway... I hope your marriage works out well for both of you!