Current Update
Thought I would give fans an update (as promised) about how things are progressing. The wife has become very comfortable with our new situation of her having sex with other men. It is now making her very wet and she has started to look for men on her own. Her new Bull is still out of town, until next week. They haven't done anything yet but she is climbing the walls in anticipation. They text all day and then in the evenings she chats online with him. He told her to setup a webcam while he was out of town so she sent me out Saturday to purchase a high-end cam. She allowed me to be present last night for their evening session. She sent him her latest pics and he returned the latest of his huge hard black cock. Her nipples were poking so far out of her shirt so I knew she was extremely horney! I started rubbing and kissing her neck, then slid my hands down to rub those huge titties of hers. She was extremely receptive. She told him how wet his cock made her and how bad she wanted him home so she could get fucked so good. He asked if I fucked her good. she said I was good but she didn't think it would compare to how a big black cock like his would feel (he is “very” big and hung). He asked if the web-cam was ready and she told him yes. She turned it on and I am proud to announce she has given her first live web-cam show. It was incredible how being watched like that turned her on, and how she was doing everything he told her without question. He had her sucking on her dildos and fucking them, he made her suck me until I came and shot it all over face. He made me show him how she liked to be fucked with her dildos so he knows exactly how to get her off when he comes home. He told us to be on again tonight so he can watch and pleasure himself while he is out of town. He said he was going to have a friend of his who is local get in touch with her today. He said he couldn't have that hot pussy of hers going to waste on a white boy so his friend is going to take care of her until he gets back.
She said the physical excitement of everything we did was indescribable, she's never felt anything like that before. Her heart was racing and it felt like her pussy was extra swollen and on fire. She said if we do it again tonight she wants me to lick her pussy so I can feel and taste how hot she is (I LOVE THAT!!). She told me the idea of having several Black Bulls (she loves that term now!) really turns her on. She said she has fantasized for years about being one of those women that only fucks Black men. Now that it is inevitable she doesn't want to stop (she did promise I would be the only white man she fucks and she would always be sure to take care of all my needs and always make me feel like her number one man).
She started asking lots of question about the web-cam show (??). What I thought, how I felt, did I like it, etc. I asked her why? She said she liked it “ALOT” more then she thought she would. I could tell she was nervous about something so I kept pressing "why". She asked what I thought about her doing that kind of thing more. If I would give her permission and if I would be comfortable with her giving shows regularly. So much has happened in such a short time I told her I would have to think about that. I mean a couple of months ago she seemed uncomfortable and said it would never happen, and now she is talking everyday to men she wants to fuck and giving live web-cam shows, what to do, what to do...
We talked for quite awhile afterwards last night. She wanted me to know this has helped her realize how strong our relationship is and how special I am to her. She said this is exciting and sexy because of me, and if it weren’t for me she didn’t think she could do it (I’m not going to lie and say I don’t enjoy seeing my sexy wife as a sexy-slutty porn star!). She wanted to be very clear this was about sex and our pleasures and she is feeling even more in love with me now then ever. The fact that I care for her and her happiness so much that I would let her explore these fantasies and desires was almost too much for her to comprehend. She told me when I asked her to marry me years ago she never thought she would be so truly happy and have a man like me, she almost started crying.
So to all her admirers and fans, what do you think about all of this?? Are things moving too fast in too many directions at once? Should I be worried or feel like the luckiest man in the world?
