Only have a moment as our daughter just started a movie in the basement leaving the upstairs to just us. Sue has made it clear that for this weekend, just as last, that she will make herself available to me "whenever you want to fuck". She's not running around naked, but is in a very loose bathrobe a lot of the day with nothing underneath.
She's made no secret of it that tomorrow evening we'll begin a longer period of denial than in a long time. She reminded me that I'd endured it before and for even longer sometimes when her period would coincide. She did hug me deeply many times and reinforce that she wants to do this - including this next week.
I asked her if she would be seeing Frank next week. She said that she'll see him on Thursday but didn't tell him what we're doing and that he believes we'll be having lots of sex next week to make up for her going away.
I did want to share part of a conversation that left me a bit surprised and also a bit scared in a way. After we'd had sex Thursday night (which was quite awesome if I do say so myself!) I asked her in a playful way whether I could have her before she left if I really felt the need to. At first she said that I'd just have to "make do with this" as she held up my right hand but then she said "if you really needed to, would you use a condom?"
Well, that led into quite the discussion about just what's going on. She said so many things. On the one hand, it's as simple as "you've had me for nearly 30 years, a short break won't be bad" and then she continued "maybe having Franks for a while will be good for me..... " and she proceeded to tell me about some story that's always turned her on about a woman who always let her lovers have her bare but preferred the husband to wear a condom. I knew this story turned her on - but until recently I'd thought it was the lovers actions and not the husbands. She then turned to me and said "it'll be fun for these next 2 weeks" and she playfully pushed at me and said "you'll be fine" and then she spread her legs and let me see her wet just-fucked pussy and said "3 more days to have fun with me".
Okay - I hear Sue in the kitchen so I'm signing out of here now.
She's made no secret of it that tomorrow evening we'll begin a longer period of denial than in a long time. She reminded me that I'd endured it before and for even longer sometimes when her period would coincide. She did hug me deeply many times and reinforce that she wants to do this - including this next week.
I asked her if she would be seeing Frank next week. She said that she'll see him on Thursday but didn't tell him what we're doing and that he believes we'll be having lots of sex next week to make up for her going away.
I did want to share part of a conversation that left me a bit surprised and also a bit scared in a way. After we'd had sex Thursday night (which was quite awesome if I do say so myself!) I asked her in a playful way whether I could have her before she left if I really felt the need to. At first she said that I'd just have to "make do with this" as she held up my right hand but then she said "if you really needed to, would you use a condom?"
Well, that led into quite the discussion about just what's going on. She said so many things. On the one hand, it's as simple as "you've had me for nearly 30 years, a short break won't be bad" and then she continued "maybe having Franks for a while will be good for me..... " and she proceeded to tell me about some story that's always turned her on about a woman who always let her lovers have her bare but preferred the husband to wear a condom. I knew this story turned her on - but until recently I'd thought it was the lovers actions and not the husbands. She then turned to me and said "it'll be fun for these next 2 weeks" and she playfully pushed at me and said "you'll be fine" and then she spread her legs and let me see her wet just-fucked pussy and said "3 more days to have fun with me".
Okay - I hear Sue in the kitchen so I'm signing out of here now.
