Mino said:
Steve,
I also know what you are saying. To put a finer point on my meaning, I think you and Sue are so in love and so close to one another that she will eventually naturally pick up on your more deeply hidden desires and grant them without you overtly revealing them, possibly in such a way for there to be no way to decipher the "chicken or the egg" debate as to who or what precipitated what and when. I think you instinctively know that this will produce the most intense feelings for you, should you find yourself ever more deeply immersed in your cuckolding.
I have a mix of qualities that go beyond a cuck wannabe. Maybe its the Sadist in me, but I look forward to reading that Sue has relegated you to controlled masturbation, and all the delicious details you may then reveal to us regarding your emotions, feelings and the extreme angst you suffer because of how things have progressed.
Again, I feel the need to clarify that I mean everything I write here in the nicest way.
Mino
I think a "downward spiral" aptly describes Steve's situation at least regarding his denial fetish. Its very addictive, and I believe should be a cause for concern for any cuckold in a good relationship. While the cuckold may be consciously or unconsciously entirely happy with being replaced sexually there is a real and significant risk of losing much more. It stands to reason that eventually a cuckolding woman who is actively seeking out lovers or even boy toys will eventually find a man with a bigger, better, more satisfying cock. And after a significant period of taking loads of his cum chemistry almost exclusively she may actually chemically bond with him in a way that forever changes her original relationship. I would not be surprised if they one day find such chemical reactions from the exchange of sexual fluids. I don't claim this will happen with Steve and Sue, only that in my opinion it is very possible and a cause for concern.
Like a train wreck or car crash, this is difficult to look away from. Steve, you should charge admission.
Mino- Don't get me wrong I'm not criticizing, but as someone who is strictly an "observer" here and not involved in a relationship with Cuckold dynamics, I am having difficulty diciphering what you are getting at. On the one hand you are saying that you look forward to Sue relegating Steve to controlled masturbation as this indicates a natural progression of this particular "lifestyle".
On the other hand you caution that Steve, because of his "denial addiction" could wind up a victim, as a result of Sue becoming chemically attached to a Lover's sperm, resulting in her desire to become exclusive with that Lover, permitting only that Lover's sperm to enter her, (thereby) relegating Steve to controlled masturbation.
I'm thinking that some form of (advanced) Denial (possibly permanent condom-only status or controlled masturbation or even the extreme situation of being caged) is one of the end goals of the whole "adventure". Pushing the envelope further and further as the couple goes forward. I'm not sure how retreating on ground already made or "wishy-washing" on ideas/goals already thought out or set, achieves the goal. If one's goal is to run with the BIG dogs then get running. Otherwise, stay safely on the porch.
Harry
Steve, There seems to be no mention of Robert lately, even though Sue promised that she would have both Tony, and Robert before you got to have her 'bare' for Christmas.
Your last post, (62) she expected to have a ½ day Tuesday, and see Tony before coming home. Could it be Robert instead.
The whole situation with Robert seems to be unfinished, Open-ended, because it's had no actual conclusion. Sue still expects to see him, "from time to time." Has she mentioned any time she has spent with him in the past couple weeks?
Cheers, Harry
Steve- Harry brings up a valid point stating that "there seems to be no mention of Robert lately", despite the fact that Sue did indicate interest to (at least) "keep up with him" in the future. This exact same thing can be said of Frank who was a (close??) family friend and, despite the fact that Sue stated that she would forever have a "soft spot" for him, has never been thought about or mentioned on here again. Also, what about Brad, another ex. which Sue had (extremely) close emotional involvement with. Has there been NO further communication between Sue (and yourself) and any of these people??
After occupying center stage on the thread for so long they seem to have all vanished like characters in an Anita Shreve novel!! YES, OKAY, I happen to have read one or two of her books.......SO WHAT!!!!