why do us cucks/sissies, rather jack off?
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Not that i'm 100% sissy or anything - so my view may be a bit different. I am bisexual, and pretty much always have been (had both women and men for the first time with just a few days of each other), and with Black Men i am 100% total bottom/sub...
but i've never had the desire not to fuck my girlfriend(s). Wish i had more to input though.
but i've never had the desire not to fuck my girlfriend(s). Wish i had more to input though.
I do not jack off very often but it is my main release for actually shooting a load. I am 100 % gay bottom sissy, and always orggasm with a man fucking me. Sometimes even shoot a little sissy load myself. I have never fucked a girl and if I do become a married gay man someday, I hope it is with a VERY slutty HotWife who gets satisfied mostly or ONLY with other men.
luv, Mary (my Real and legal name for over 3 years)
p.s. I started jacking off VERY late. I jacke doff for the first time AFTER I had given about 10 blow jobs for 3 boys. But before I ever got fucked. The orgasm from getting fucked is at least twice as good as jacking off. This is whether I shoot a load of my own or not. The next thing is a little gross for some. Also sometimes when I get fucked really hard for a long time by a BIGG cock, I pee a little.
luv, Mary (my Real and legal name for over 3 years)
p.s. I started jacking off VERY late. I jacke doff for the first time AFTER I had given about 10 blow jobs for 3 boys. But before I ever got fucked. The orgasm from getting fucked is at least twice as good as jacking off. This is whether I shoot a load of my own or not. The next thing is a little gross for some. Also sometimes when I get fucked really hard for a long time by a BIGG cock, I pee a little.
I have thought about this a little more. There is a part of it that has to do with my wife. I am now 49 and wife has had great sex. Not just with me of course. But now there is my awareness of how I am not satisfying her like I used to and certainly not as she has been fucked by studs. After second baby she also sought out white men with giant cocks. She was so into this that she had one of her lovers AND me go up her pussy at the same time so she could make sure she could take a penis that she had heard about that was nearly 4 inches in diameter. The head and one point on shaft were at least 3 and 3/4 inch in width. Guy like that want to be satisfied but they do not submit their measurements for world records as I would think they would. She also got with a guy in about 2002 who was 15.5 inch length.
So anyway, back to my answer. There is also now my concern that I will not stay hard even if I do penetrate her. My wife's favorite part is the entry and initial penetration. She sometimes orgasms within the first 2 minutes. I happen to take about a half hour to ejaculate. She KNows that I am now fantasizing about some of her lovers that I have seen or even been "with" myself. And she often tell me to get off of her (she no longer likes cowgirl
So anyway, back to my answer. There is also now my concern that I will not stay hard even if I do penetrate her. My wife's favorite part is the entry and initial penetration. She sometimes orgasms within the first 2 minutes. I happen to take about a half hour to ejaculate. She KNows that I am now fantasizing about some of her lovers that I have seen or even been "with" myself. And she often tell me to get off of her (she no longer likes cowgirl
zippless said:
Welcome to my life lol... I get so worked up that I end up cumming in 30-60 seconds on most occasions. While my partner says she doesn't mind, and even says she likes that she can do that to me...There is no way in hell that can be satisfying for her in any way, particularly when she likes it rough and to be thrown around and taken. Pump pump dump does not likely match her particular needs.
I would rather have sex with my wife but I know I won’t satisfy her. That’s why I/we are sissy cucks . It’s pretty simple we are losers when it comes to sexually pleasing women so we beat our cocks thinking about their boyfriends or how we wish we could fuck like men rather than just eat pussy. Both sexes can eat pussy but only real men can fuck women silly. It’s not a choice it’s facing factstexasguy07 said:
Well, texasguy and folks,
for me it isn't the question whether i'd prefer to jack of or to have sex with my beloved Wife and Mistress Rose:
According to O/our common Master Ron's order She in fact enjoys a "never inside" marriage with me were i - as Their devoted sissy sub - have to wear my lingerie but also a chastity cage while She uses to have real Sex with Him only ... or with His Friends if He wants.
Being His main sub She of course doesn't have very much time for me and my guidance... So it was really a great luck for me when O/our Master invited my Goddess Nicole join us and to take Her role of my Mistress Mommy again: and this of course also "never inside" since how could a pathetic sissy like me even dream about fucking a real Woman ... not to mention her dearest Mommy...?!
That's why i am just once a month allowed to masturbate ... and this under Mommy's direct supervision only. But even so i use to have just five minutes until i have to be locked again ... and every other "sex" for me is to be dildoed and to watch sissy cuckold porn while i am craving for my next relief. But from time to time i am also allowed and expected to fluff Master Ron in order to prepare Him for my wonderful Wife or my Mommy ... and to eat Their cream pie when He might be in the mood to grant me a little reward...
So would i prefer to have sex with my Mistress Wife or with my Goddess Mommy? Well, probably yes ... if i wouldn't be such a sissy!
When i am watching my beloved Superios having Sex i feel really glad to see O/our Masters big and throbbing Cock going in and out within Their Pussies ... and to tell the full truth i often think how it might feel to have these sensations...! But then again i know about my tinyness and impotence ... and in the end i want to paticipate as His obedient fuck hole only...! And since His pleasure is simply my pleasure i want to make sure that He will feel as good as possible...!
Oh, and just btw: Since i'm not Jack but sissy "jill" i don't use to call it "jack off" ... so i am jilling off whenever i am allowed to do so...
sissy moan
for me it isn't the question whether i'd prefer to jack of or to have sex with my beloved Wife and Mistress Rose:
According to O/our common Master Ron's order She in fact enjoys a "never inside" marriage with me were i - as Their devoted sissy sub - have to wear my lingerie but also a chastity cage while She uses to have real Sex with Him only ... or with His Friends if He wants.
Being His main sub She of course doesn't have very much time for me and my guidance... So it was really a great luck for me when O/our Master invited my Goddess Nicole join us and to take Her role of my Mistress Mommy again: and this of course also "never inside" since how could a pathetic sissy like me even dream about fucking a real Woman ... not to mention her dearest Mommy...?!
That's why i am just once a month allowed to masturbate ... and this under Mommy's direct supervision only. But even so i use to have just five minutes until i have to be locked again ... and every other "sex" for me is to be dildoed and to watch sissy cuckold porn while i am craving for my next relief. But from time to time i am also allowed and expected to fluff Master Ron in order to prepare Him for my wonderful Wife or my Mommy ... and to eat Their cream pie when He might be in the mood to grant me a little reward...
So would i prefer to have sex with my Mistress Wife or with my Goddess Mommy? Well, probably yes ... if i wouldn't be such a sissy!
When i am watching my beloved Superios having Sex i feel really glad to see O/our Masters big and throbbing Cock going in and out within Their Pussies ... and to tell the full truth i often think how it might feel to have these sensations...! But then again i know about my tinyness and impotence ... and in the end i want to paticipate as His obedient fuck hole only...! And since His pleasure is simply my pleasure i want to make sure that He will feel as good as possible...!
Oh, and just btw: Since i'm not Jack but sissy "jill" i don't use to call it "jack off" ... so i am jilling off whenever i am allowed to do so...
sissy moan
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The thought of pussy doesn't do it for me anymore, I am always thinking of sucking and serving a bull to get me excited. Love to meet a dom bull in MN area to give him the satisfaction he deserves. nellied@excite.com
I usually jack off, i haven't had sex with my wife for 2 months even though she has sex with her bull 2 to 3 times a week, her dominant bull doesn't want to share her pussy with me during their loving make session, plus her pussy is too stretched for me to give her orgasm, it makes senses for her to make love only with her bull
Edit: I should say that I'm not really a sissy, I have a wide variety of kinks and things that I am curious about, sissy is just one of many.
For me its simple. My gf (nearly wife at this point) isnt kinky. Shes not a prude either, she considers herself a sexual person, but she is extremely vanilla. No fantasy, no kink, will only do a few positions in only a few places around the house, has a very limited/conservative view of where to draw the line between "sexy" and "slutty/degrading".
It doesnt help that her friends are even more prudish than her. Im talking sex once a month, no oral ever, and her best friend has never even had an orgasm. Ever, not even by herself.
So if im in the mood for a simple, physical release, then I fuck my gf. If I need any kind of mental/kinky stimulation, then I jerk off to porn.
For me its simple. My gf (nearly wife at this point) isnt kinky. Shes not a prude either, she considers herself a sexual person, but she is extremely vanilla. No fantasy, no kink, will only do a few positions in only a few places around the house, has a very limited/conservative view of where to draw the line between "sexy" and "slutty/degrading".
It doesnt help that her friends are even more prudish than her. Im talking sex once a month, no oral ever, and her best friend has never even had an orgasm. Ever, not even by herself.
So if im in the mood for a simple, physical release, then I fuck my gf. If I need any kind of mental/kinky stimulation, then I jerk off to porn.
Some of us who have been in the scene for many years who has progressed through different categories within the sex scene and who has a wife who over the years has become increasingly dependent on sex with others, who nowadays has her own regulars. Within the development of her needs it is not the fact that one cannot satisfy one's wife, but more like the wife wanting a variety and actually enjoys looking over at her husband jacking off while she is being pleasured or having to listen to her moans of ecstasy from another room as one hears the bed springs and headboard noises and the vulgarity of their conversation one cannot help but to jack off, or worse still having your wife tell you to jack off over her while she is with whoever then made to clean up the mess then get sent out of the room. And nothing worse than having a wife who takes great pleasure in teasing one
