Saraha, you are smart to say the least. Why do we so hesitate to say what we really want. (of course I know it is the risk of being thought different), When I was young, my GF told me I was queer because I went down on her, well tried to, but she resisted. I had went with Sue my Junior and Senior year in High School. She was the type that tried to make it seem such a big dear to have sex, but when push came to shove, she would reach down and put my cock in her pussy. (The only time(S) I ever made her cum was with my fingers or tounge). Lord a mercy, it would not take a genius to understand she needed a big cock in her pussy. She was a Freshman when we began dating, and She a graduating Senior when we went our separate ways. She wanted, I think?, to marry me when she graduated, but I told her the truth, I wanted her to fuck at least six other men, and eat some pussy, and take on at least three men at one time. Well that was the end of that, shortly after that, an associate for lack of a better word, ask me when we were partying at Myrtle Beach if I would object to his dating Sue? (So much for the sterotype of a sissy cuckold, I was not, am not someone most would want to cross). I told L---, please do, I think you will be good for her. They have been married for years an seem happy. She was not the woman for me. I married a real bitch, and my mother loved the bitch My dad, well son father like son.
In case, my maze of a mind, did not make myself clear: It is all about what U desire