It is not easy to tell for certtain if she did IT or not...
one thing is obvious she did have some intentions about trying it as you said in the beginning of your messages...
For me i did also had good intentions and willingness to TRY , and i spoke openly with my husband and he also did somehow Freaked out...
so i decided to DO IT behind his back in secret with a Black Stranger that i pick up at the airport next town, while my hubby was out of town.
i just did some waiting watching at the airport Board where the hotels are listed and where reservations can be made.
It was easy for me to start small talk and do an invitation to a Black Stranger that i found interesting.
inviting him to a hotel room was most easy...
i sure intend to DO IT more ofteh now that i have found a great way to be BLACKED more Often.
Wish you same pleasures about the watching you have in your toughts, dreams and fantassies.
Cheers / Edith