Well, I thought it was time to start a new post to represent what seems to be a new direction, or at least, a new page in our relationship.
I finally did it and owned up to telling Sue that I wanted to experience more of what I've been fantasizing about. I guess I figured - why fight it. It's obviously what I want. I love knowing she's fucking Don and I love her taunting and teasing me about it. As I said, I listened to Jinxypie's videos and they just made sense - if it's something I truly want to experience, it just seemed like the stars and moon and whatever lined up and the circumstances were such that I let it out.
I told Sue that I really got turned on by her flaunting her sexual relationship and desires with Don. I think it took her a bit to realize what I was saying to her but she accepted it in a loving way and I truly believe she is still doing much of this as something to give me increased pleasure - clearly along with hers.
If last night was any sign of what's going to happen, I can honestly say I want to do it. Some of what I shared with her was what she'd already known. Some of what I shared, I think may have surprised her but didn't shock her. I told her that the 2 days of "denial" she imposes on me before she sees Don were in many ways some of the most erotic times I can ever remember and that despite it going on now for several years in one way or another - it hasn't gotten old - it's only gotten more exciting for me.
As I said, a lot of what we talked about was nothing new, but I think hearing it again and re-hashing some old ground, may have given her a new sense of understanding just how turned on I am about all of this. Despite her PMS mood last night, the sex was intense and passionate and incredibly satisfying (unless she was able to somehow fake her rapid heartbeat, being out-of-breath and the cool sheen of sweat that covered both of us).
It actually felt good to me to not have to be so guarded in my responses.
More later - she's just getting home with our daughter from her friends house....
I finally did it and owned up to telling Sue that I wanted to experience more of what I've been fantasizing about. I guess I figured - why fight it. It's obviously what I want. I love knowing she's fucking Don and I love her taunting and teasing me about it. As I said, I listened to Jinxypie's videos and they just made sense - if it's something I truly want to experience, it just seemed like the stars and moon and whatever lined up and the circumstances were such that I let it out.
I told Sue that I really got turned on by her flaunting her sexual relationship and desires with Don. I think it took her a bit to realize what I was saying to her but she accepted it in a loving way and I truly believe she is still doing much of this as something to give me increased pleasure - clearly along with hers.
If last night was any sign of what's going to happen, I can honestly say I want to do it. Some of what I shared with her was what she'd already known. Some of what I shared, I think may have surprised her but didn't shock her. I told her that the 2 days of "denial" she imposes on me before she sees Don were in many ways some of the most erotic times I can ever remember and that despite it going on now for several years in one way or another - it hasn't gotten old - it's only gotten more exciting for me.
As I said, a lot of what we talked about was nothing new, but I think hearing it again and re-hashing some old ground, may have given her a new sense of understanding just how turned on I am about all of this. Despite her PMS mood last night, the sex was intense and passionate and incredibly satisfying (unless she was able to somehow fake her rapid heartbeat, being out-of-breath and the cool sheen of sweat that covered both of us).
It actually felt good to me to not have to be so guarded in my responses.
More later - she's just getting home with our daughter from her friends house....