Peak - thanks for the kind words and reassurement. Indeed, it's not been as easy I'd thought it would be for me to let her take more control - but as we've gotten into it more, I've been able to relax more and let her lead. It's really intense to see and experience this - and yes, it is what I've wanted in her for so long.
She did get home last night about 10:30pm - and for Cleaner's info - I could tell almost immediately last night that it'd been much more physical than other times just from how she seemed to be walking and carrying herself.
She did NOT want to have sex with me last night - she actually came out and said to me that "I really just want to enjoy the rest of the night with him" - and I knew what that meant, that she wanted to enjoy whatever she could still feel and experience from her time with him. She kissed me pretty passionately and again said thank you in her own way and then promised me that "tomorrow night, you can have me". She went into the bathroom to get changed and shared with me that she was going to have to change her panties and after hearing the faucet running for a bit, she came out in just her night-shirt and then went to her dresser and pulled out another pair of panties that she pulled up under her night shirt. In the bathroom - she'd rinsed out the panties she'd been wearing and left them hanging over the shower door.
When we climbed into bed later she rolled over towards me and felt my cock that wasn't exactly limp - she smiled and kissed me and said "thank you for letting me be tonight".
She did get home last night about 10:30pm - and for Cleaner's info - I could tell almost immediately last night that it'd been much more physical than other times just from how she seemed to be walking and carrying herself.
She did NOT want to have sex with me last night - she actually came out and said to me that "I really just want to enjoy the rest of the night with him" - and I knew what that meant, that she wanted to enjoy whatever she could still feel and experience from her time with him. She kissed me pretty passionately and again said thank you in her own way and then promised me that "tomorrow night, you can have me". She went into the bathroom to get changed and shared with me that she was going to have to change her panties and after hearing the faucet running for a bit, she came out in just her night-shirt and then went to her dresser and pulled out another pair of panties that she pulled up under her night shirt. In the bathroom - she'd rinsed out the panties she'd been wearing and left them hanging over the shower door.
When we climbed into bed later she rolled over towards me and felt my cock that wasn't exactly limp - she smiled and kissed me and said "thank you for letting me be tonight".