My wife and I have been married for almost 15 years, she is an amazing woman and the love of my life. She is very blonde, petite and very attractive.
Although she comes from a christian family, she is very open sexually. About 5 years into our marriage, we had a few swing flings, and it was good, but for some reason we stopped. Most swingers we met wanted "same room" swings, and she wanted seperate, telling me that she is self conscience having sex with me there.
Moving forward about 5 years later, 10 years into our marriage, i told her my idea of being feminized by her... She immediately like sthe idea, bought me panties, nighties, even got real female hormones which I took for about two years (Yes, i have boobs and "sometimes" erection problems now).
A couple more years go by and I suggest that we find a real man to fuck her... She agreed, but now, a change of heart from swinging, she WANTS me there when she does.
We found a man on the net after a lot of searching and invited him over for hot tub and sex. He was absolutely HUGE compared to me, easily twice the size and thickness.
All in all, she fucked about 5 men. All very large compared to me. She finally admits that bigger IS better. Duh. lol
It all stopped when i screwed up, in a major way. While we were having sex, she told me that she cant really feel me inside of her any more at all. I suggested that maybe she get a regular boyfriend, someone that could come over regularly, instead of looking for new guys.
At first she was not that receptive. But we started looking on the internet. We met a guy who lived about 20 minutes from us. He was a bull with experience with cuckolds. He was also married.
We met him for lunch one day and he was obvious much more Alpha male then I would ever be. He suggested that he and my wife go on a date to dinner, just them, without me, to make sure there was chemestry. She hesitantly agreed.
The date was scheduled for a few days later, and we didnt talk much about it. Then the big day came. I watched her get dressed up like she hasnt for me in a VERY long time. She looked amazing. Hot,m sexy black dress, diamond necklace, 6 inch heals, totally hot and fuckable. I could tell she was VERY excited.
This is where i went crazy... She could see it in my face before she left and said she wouldnt go if I was not totally ok with it. I could see the total disappointment in her face, so I tried to hold back and tole her to go and have fun.
Mnutes after she was out the door, I couldnt stop crying like a freaking baby with emotions. I called her and begged her to not go. I could feel the disappointment in her tone, but she turned around and came home.
Since that, we havent had any experiences with other men at all. When we have sex, 80% of the time, I wear a large strap on and have sex with her with it. After, I just masterbate in front of her.
She still tells me honestly that she just cant feel me any more in her, but not in a humiliating way (which I would prefer), instead says she is just stretched out from the big ones she has had and the toys. I know the truth... She just dont like to humiliate me, even though she knows I love it.
Well anyhow, thats my story... Your thoughts and comments on it and how we could progress in the future would be helpful.
Although she comes from a christian family, she is very open sexually. About 5 years into our marriage, we had a few swing flings, and it was good, but for some reason we stopped. Most swingers we met wanted "same room" swings, and she wanted seperate, telling me that she is self conscience having sex with me there.
Moving forward about 5 years later, 10 years into our marriage, i told her my idea of being feminized by her... She immediately like sthe idea, bought me panties, nighties, even got real female hormones which I took for about two years (Yes, i have boobs and "sometimes" erection problems now).
A couple more years go by and I suggest that we find a real man to fuck her... She agreed, but now, a change of heart from swinging, she WANTS me there when she does.
We found a man on the net after a lot of searching and invited him over for hot tub and sex. He was absolutely HUGE compared to me, easily twice the size and thickness.
All in all, she fucked about 5 men. All very large compared to me. She finally admits that bigger IS better. Duh. lol
It all stopped when i screwed up, in a major way. While we were having sex, she told me that she cant really feel me inside of her any more at all. I suggested that maybe she get a regular boyfriend, someone that could come over regularly, instead of looking for new guys.
At first she was not that receptive. But we started looking on the internet. We met a guy who lived about 20 minutes from us. He was a bull with experience with cuckolds. He was also married.
We met him for lunch one day and he was obvious much more Alpha male then I would ever be. He suggested that he and my wife go on a date to dinner, just them, without me, to make sure there was chemestry. She hesitantly agreed.
The date was scheduled for a few days later, and we didnt talk much about it. Then the big day came. I watched her get dressed up like she hasnt for me in a VERY long time. She looked amazing. Hot,m sexy black dress, diamond necklace, 6 inch heals, totally hot and fuckable. I could tell she was VERY excited.
This is where i went crazy... She could see it in my face before she left and said she wouldnt go if I was not totally ok with it. I could see the total disappointment in her face, so I tried to hold back and tole her to go and have fun.
Mnutes after she was out the door, I couldnt stop crying like a freaking baby with emotions. I called her and begged her to not go. I could feel the disappointment in her tone, but she turned around and came home.
Since that, we havent had any experiences with other men at all. When we have sex, 80% of the time, I wear a large strap on and have sex with her with it. After, I just masterbate in front of her.
She still tells me honestly that she just cant feel me any more in her, but not in a humiliating way (which I would prefer), instead says she is just stretched out from the big ones she has had and the toys. I know the truth... She just dont like to humiliate me, even though she knows I love it.
Well anyhow, thats my story... Your thoughts and comments on it and how we could progress in the future would be helpful.
